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my ss4 gone like that?

2012-01-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

WWWAAAAAAHHHH... I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO SS4 LEI... :( BUT AFTER THIS NEWS I DUNNO IF I STILL CAN MAKE IT NOT LEI... D: OMONA! HAVE BEEN PREPARING SINCE THEY ANNOUNCE THEY CONFIRM TWO SHOWS IN SG... LIGHTSTICKS, WHAT TO WEAR, CLEAN MY RING, EVEN GET THE TICKETS ITSELF... WOKE UP SO EARLY JUST TO HOPE TO AT LEAST CAN GET TICKETS.... AHH... THEN WHEN I GOT THE TICKETS THEN SEARCH FOR SONGS THAT THEY WILL BE SINGING... HAVE EVEN STARTED MEMORIZING THEM... NOW.. WILL I BE ABLE TO MAKE IT???

AHH... WAS STILL SO EXCITED ABT IT LEI... HAIX... YI QIE YOU TIAN ZHU DING BA... LIKE WHAT MY SIS ALWAYS SAY, "SHI NI DE JIU SHI NI DE, BU SHI NI DE MIAN QIANG YE DE BU DAO..."...

2011-07-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

Last post before I officially stop using the com until a lvls are over...

This week was hectic.. My gosh... Heng ms _____ told us ant this life... If not I would have already died... Lol... Almost died just now... Lol... But because of the talk with ms _____, I'll continue to fight...

為甚麼我總是跟自己賽跑，從來都沒想過更別人比一比，看看我到底那裡已經超越了別人，哪一方面又遠遠落後？？？我現在才發現其實已經不錯了。。。有誰能夠在經歷了那麼多事情還有那麼強的戰鬥？？？要及格三個h2 對很多人來說已經很難了，經歷過那麼多事的我竟然能及格。。。我其實覺得很不可思議。。。我更覺的我 not fit to be able to get such marks。。。

Haha... Anyway... After attending ya lun's autograph session, I'm prepared for all the fighting that I have to do... Ahahaha.... I WANT TO GET ALL As except for gp... Hehe... If I get a D and above for gp I will be extremely happy already... I need to psycho myself tat I really can achieve that... Need to have more faith in myself... Ah! Yes! That word is faith! Not confidence!!! Omg... After two days then I randomly know now.... Lol...

Tats all... Going to watch yu bai to destress and start fighting again!!!

Oh... This may be the last post for this blog!!! Heh heh.. I'm moving!!! :)

我有! 我要! 我可以! Cindy GO GO GO!!! :D

2011-04-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

heh heh...

getting back PW results this friday! omg! no xin li zhun bei.. :( wat if i get a C? or even a D? omg.. how? i want an A... spent so much time on it eh.. but looking at how my op went.. the A seems to get further and further away from me... :( :( :(

anw, block test results back... I FAILED... :( oh well.. my effort is not there... thats what i deserve... i promise i will work supa hard for mid years.. i must... i'll lock myself at home to study for the whole holiday... oh... saw the cost of the big big As.. omg! so expensive! chem is already $98 so i must get A if not bu hua suan.. haha! maybe i need to paste sth all around my hse to remind me that i want to be the one who go up to the stage to collect my result slip next year... so i will really study hard...

gp... i told myself i will do one compo fortnightly and one compre fortnightly also... lol... i need someone to control me.. haha...

maths... should be ok la hor.. since its the only subject i passed... i shall practise more... :D

chem... die... i'm going to start memorising the stupid eqns starting this weekend... paste some notes around my room so i can look whenever i nth to do.. haha...

econs... lol... another subject that i mian qiang can say i passed... essay is really easier than cs... econs i cannot help myself... i need consultation! lol... i'll start revising last year's work again...

physics... reminds me of forces... i hate it... :( how?

i shall do chem and econs on alternate weeks... :D yeah.. tats it! :D odd week chem! even week econs! :D

i realised i should blog more so i wont get so aggressive... lol... but! i'm not using the com often! hahax!

enough of studies...

yalun's album's out le.. happy! :D am i weird to like fast emo songs? lol... and jiro's acting in a MOVIE!! :D finally!! :D <3 the genre has horror though.. lol... dun know if i have the courage to go watch it... maybe i have to watch it alone somemore.. lol.. no one close friend is a fan of fahrenheit! :( currently waiting for chun and rainie's show to be out... or isit out already? i shall check it later since i have the time.. heng i did maths tat time.... if not i wont be here typing all this rubbish... haha...

show "fainted" in his concert! a lot of people are super shocked and they xia can le! saw the video... looks quite real actually... on the thought that he said he's sick be4 the concert started.. isit? lol.. i think my details are incorrect... then went to stalk his weibo... and it seems like many people we angry with him for joking about his health? oh.. i forgot to say it was during april fools day... and he fool >10000 people? isit? lol... dun want to say my feelings here.. in case many many others bash me.. lol..

ah.. tired tired.. i shall go sleep a while then go study already...

annyeong everyone!

2011-03-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

ahahaha... suddenly had the urge to blog again...

i'm liking suju more.. and sometimes i've got the feeling that i like betraying frh like tat... lol.. after what hx said.. haha.. but since arron's album is coming out soon, frh might be in a big part of my everyday life again..

block test's in 10days time... and i haven started yet.. aish.. doing up the timetable now.. hopefully i will follow it strictly... its a good thing that i did study last year.. though not very hard-ly.. but hopefully i will rmb them... and omg.. no matter how many times i consulted the teacher, i still dun understand the summation thing.. ahhhh!!! how like tat.. heng no graphing this time.. if not i will die terribly...

ohoh.. i've tons of shows to watch... mostly recommended by ppl... hello baby, running man, ylbfb, thqby, asbh... endless.. waiting for chun and rainie de show to come out soon.. or has it aired already? omg.. i haven update my frh info...

was talking abt the charc of the perfect bf we want... during ct period.. lol... strange... hahax... jiro + calvin + alien + derrick +ryeowook + yesung style together the best.. lol... jjang! :D <3

haha.. becoming more korean-ish now... lol... but there is still "taiwan blood" in me... lol.. ohoh! talking abt that... got sth super funny! :D i was perspiring like crazy... and taiwanese usually use 'sth惨了'... then i said.. "天啊! 我流超多汗的! 流惨了我!" lol.. then i realised 流惨 sounds like 流产... haha... it funny to me~ :D

going now~

but before that, i shall post a joke i made.. lol...
why do humans have goosebumps?
cuz our ancestors were goose then they accidentally bumped into their head.. then there is a bump there.. thus, goosebumps..
haha! :D

annyeong! <3

2011-02-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

就是今天。。。兩年前的今天，醫生告訴我，“Cindy, you have contracted leukemia” 當時的我其實也不會很訝異，所以不會很傷心。但現在回想起來，我的眼眶就滿了。。。被淚裝滿的。。。

慶幸的是，兩年來的痛苦終於告一個段落了。但我知道，最辛苦的不是我，而是我的家人與朋友。。。他們一路走來一至陪伴這我，支持這我。。。這些感情是文字都不能表達出來的。。。最令我遺憾的是。。。其實也不是遺憾啦。。。哈哈，我也不知道是甚麼。。。 ~~總之就是某某沒來看我。。。~~

也不知道是不是巧何，那兩件事分別在兩年與三年前發生。。。我想你也忘了吧。。。但那一天我是永遠都不會忘的。。。

我現在只能堅強的完成上天替我安排的事。。。加油吧xin di。。。

“情曾經擁有那即是幸福，珍惜過程給予的經驗和成長，有時步伐不同也勉強不來，重要的事感激過去微笑迎向未來”

todae is k pop day!

2010-10-15T21:22:00.002+08:00

ahahahaha... nth to do so decided to blog todae.. :D

lol.. todae is donghae's birthday... sent an sms to ms toh without confirmin it! lolx! tot i dreamt abt it.. hahah.. actualy is not! is real de! :D

5 days ago is CHUN'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BELATED TO CHUN! :D *hearts*

promos over.. not is pw and chi.. arrrssshhh... lazy to do i&r.. lol.. tat time plan after econs paper do.. then not drag drag drag until now haven do... tmr must do my first draft liao.. if not i confirm AE.. then there goes my pw... extremely scaredd abt op... presentation still ok... is the q&a! arrssshh! is even scarier than oral! arrshhh! then our class dry run so EARLY!!! we have to get ready like in 1 week?! arrsshhh... op i think haven blink eye then the day arrived liao lor.. till now i still dunno is we got external moderator not lei.. gosh..

ohhh well.. enough abt pw~

todae is a k-pop day! loll.. go anywhere then will have korean song.. todae is suju day also.. haha.. cuz most of the songs is suju de.. hax.. watched the ring ding dong mv le.. yes.. its lag! lol.. finally know why ms toh said elastic that way.. hahax. ! :D at first i tot is different spelling then actually is the same.. ell-last-tic! :D hahax..

got so many show to watch! personal taste watching halfway, then next will be gloomy salad days then u're beautiful then the wu zun show, then love buffet and on and on and on.. then i still wanna catch up on 100% entertainment somemore.. lol..

haha.. i still sae i wanna learn korean.. i bought the disk already.. now is when! what time! lol! wonder if i'll persevere.. lolx...

tats all~

haix.. j2 graduate le.. :( i'll be alone nxt year... :(

2010-09-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

378th post!!! :D

finally get my super hot!!! : D happy!! Now just wait for the taiwan version to arrive then i'll be the happiest female on earth!!! lolx!

these few days keep watching super junior's video... todae just finished watching their mini drama. haha! leeteuk quite cute actually... then when i see the cooking cooking mv, which calise tagged me abt in fb, then i realised he got this dimple... i like ppl with dimple.... and i mean dimple, not dimples... haha... strange eh~ i onli like one side de... hahax... ryeowook and yesung together quite funny eh~ hehe... after promos i wan learn korean lei.. if not i can onli watch those eng sub de... then some no eng sub de cant watch... I tried... but dun understand anything!!! today must be the last day i watch any videos... then i'll continue after promos... ahh... jiayous cindy!!!

today went airport to send my cousin.. ok, i dunno wat you call that... Go airport and sae byebye,.. 哭慘了... hope to see her soon... will make one skype account...

my eyes closing already.. nid my reacharge sleep now... Nights everyone. Sweet dreams....

以後不要再做那麼危險的事了。。。

2010-09-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha... so long nvr blog le... lolx... 17... can't wait!!!! waitim for the popular person to call me be4 i order the taiwan version de... first on9 shopping 就献给飞轮海了... hehe... quite scared actually... later the website is fake de how... but wont be ba... the fan club there is write tat one ma... i check other forumn they also say buy from there...

econs tutorial is like faster than taiwan that bullet train or what ever you call it... omg... cannot follow!!!!

bought a schedule book from artbox... haax.. so late into the yer le then i get... lol.. but still can use till nxt year ma...

my life is full of coincidences... lolx!!! i think onli i will understand this.. hehx

tats all~ go do gp then have to study for chem test tmr le~ copper!!!

should i watch 100% entertainment?!?!?!

大東！！！生日快樂！！！

2010-08-24T22:32:00.003+08:00

大東！！！生日快樂！！！ :D 感謝東媽生了那麽讓我愛到爆的兒子！！！愛慘了！！！ >

haha... anyway, just a quick post.. lol.. todae piano was not as bad as i had expected it would be... lol.. maybe the awkward parts cancel out liao cuz some ppl not dere.. hahax.. or maybe cuz i keep thinking abt dadong! :D

todae was the highest dae ever! for this year! :D even happier then when i see xiao gui (opps.. sry!) ! hehe.. 雖然他人不在身邊，但他永遠在我的心理！！！ :D gave eveyone 旺旺 this year.. haahhaa... partly cuz dadong's surname is wang.. :D and share maltesers also! haha! i like it so i guess other ppl will like also! and really! haha! so happy todae!

i want to do at least 5good deeds per day! :D then i will be very happy! :D

hyper as always~~~~~~

2010-08-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

MY ECONS IS DEAD!! SO MANY THINGS I DUNNO!!! DEAD DEAD DEAD!!!!

scared i cannot promote.. ahh!!! so... now i study like siao!! fri rest a while then sat sun "chiong arh!!!!!!" lolx... haha... must go flip through chem.. lol.. so long nvr touch the last time the chapter.. must go refresh my memory.. lol... if not like wat my mama sae, everytime i score well in a certain subject then the next exam will fail.. lol... I DUN WAN!!! haha! so~ go study! maybe during sep holi ask for chem consultation? but i scared my body cannot take it! go chemo!!! kae.. enough abt studies.. the rest will be kept in my mind~

love my new wall!!! but everything's falling apart!!! D: :( put so many blue tacks still drop.. :( :'(

this week's crazy in sch~! lol... wed, thurs, fri.. actually fri dun have de... but cuz of pw we talk abt sth then become crazy already! lolx...

ohya.. ytd, during pw, haha! me and katrina sae the same thing THREE times!!! muahahah!!! this means i got THREE wishes!!! haha! hope they all come true! the 2nd one if cannot nvm.. the 1st and 3rd more impt!!! :D :D :D

ahhaaahaaa~ go pw liao.. night night!!! :D

2010-08-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

woohoo~ finally... break liao! no more new stuffs... for the time being... can catch up more le! :D

lol... now every week i have consultation almost everyday! haha! i like! then i will study! if not nth to ask the teacher! must thank mdm ainon for that! :D GP haven find consultation yet.. omg.. so scary!!!

todae's a happi day! like the feeling when someone receives your gift and can see that the person really appreciates/like it! :D hehe~ all that staying up late is worthwhile! :D

now time to stress on pw liao.. omg.. do soooooo long now back to square one.. haix. have to restart all over again.. and now, out first area got prob?! omg! die! *gasps* if by the end of this term still like tat. i think i give up liao man... spent sooooooooooooooooooo much time on that stupid WR! GRR!!!!!

tats all~ study time! lol.. slept for the whole day todae! lolx... so nw must study~

good night ppl~!

也許我能趁這個機會把你從我的心理放開。。。。

2010-07-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

WE SHOULD HAVE MORE FIRE DRILLS!!! :D
AND MORE ECONS LECTURE!!!
FOUND MY MOTIVATION TO STUDY ECONS ALREADY!!! :D
WOOOHOOOH!!!! :D

VIVALAMUSIC SO COOL MAN! I LIKE! BUT SO MANY ANG MOH SONGS I DUN UNDERSTAND!!!

MUAHAHAHA! NO WONDER TODAY'S A HAPPI DAY!

SO HYPER TODAE!!!

THOUGH THERE'S ONE grr THING THAT HAPPEN, OVERALL ITS STILL A HAPPI DAY!!! :D :D :D

TMR START STUDY ALREADY.. NO MORE USING OF COM!

ECONS ECONS! MON GOT TEST! OMG!!!

CHI MID YR RESULTS ARE BACK! I LIKE MINE! :D

OMG.. HAIR WET CANNOT SLP!!! :@

I WILL CONTINUE TO FB THEN~ BUAI BUAI!

GOOD NIGHT! SWEET DREAMS!

SWEETEST DREAMS~

2010-07-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

quick post~

this week so busy... omg.. and i think for the rest of the weeks would be equally busy if not even busier! haven finish econs essay yet... omg.. i tot i understand.. but actually i dun understand! oh man.. and gp also.. lol.. halfway done.. dunno wat to write.. lol..

pw.. haha.. quite fun actually.. :D starting to like my grp all over again.. :D can talk abt anything under the sun... haha.. :D

tats all~ have to continue PW.. quick post ma.. haha..

xiang`nian`

Happy That I'm Back

2010-07-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! MY HYPER MOOD IS BACK!!!! :D

HAHA.... lol... think is cuz of pw.. lol.. dunno why also.. funny eh~... haha...

hehe~ now listening to every lecture.. hopes it continues like tat! haha! even pw also leh... haha.. normally those things so boring to me.. wahahaha.. todae i got listen! copy notes somemore! :D *claps for myself* lol...

i shall bring the book on thursday! :D hehe... actually wan bring tmr.. but tmr got econs lecture! dunno nid bring tat thick thick lecture booklet not leh.. so heavy... still nid bring laptop somemore.. lol... later i bring then in the end no use... lol... waste my energy! haha! :D

talking abt tmr... charm liao... got gp and econs... somemore is econs right after gp.. die die... confirm so tired one.. gp leh.. my most poorest subject.. lol.. cuz i dun understand chim english! haha!

realise after i change cca.. now it will be very very hard to forget something... i almost succeed that time.. then that happen.. then i try again.. then 'in progress'... then ever since i changed cca... alll back to square 1... looks like i destinated to rmb that.. haha... oh well.. 顺起自然。。。 lol... i think i type wrong.. oh well.. nvm.. hahaa

ohoh.. i saw zn todae! i said hi! then she look at me with the question mark on her face look... haha... she confirm cannot recognise me.. cuz i tie my hair ma.. haha.. so, zn if u see this, must tell me if u know i am me leh.. haha.. oooh... when i see zn muz ask her! haha!

tats all~ now, time to continue with wr~ buai buai! :D see you! haha! copper! ooh ooh... last thing... now no one to sae copper with! :(

2010-07-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

exams over le... :] but have to study physics.. :( cuz i nvr take the exam then no study.. so have to study.. :( then PW also.. die liao la... so many things not done... :( haix...

hehe.. now it's time to read dadong's book! :D hehehe.. :D goin to take picture of the flower he draw and paste it on my wall! :D muahahaha... see print out ex not first.. haha..

dunno wat to blog..

these few days like not feeling well like tat.. not falling sick.. is like sad sad like tat.. dunno why... lol.. maybe cuz start sch already...

ohya... i think i too long nvr exam liao... lol... every exam go home then headache.., think to much liao... lol... somemore this time the mid years i die liao ma... econs dunno... maths like 1/3 dunno... chem think i know but confirm write wrong one... everytime also like tat... then chinese.. even worse! dunno wat to write for compo! lol... i li ti liao la...

ooh... can continue one litre of tears also! :D lol... tissue please!

tats all~

习惯就好习惯就好
一个人在夜里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒

anti-cindy-loves-fahranheit-dont-read-!

2010-06-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

hehe... dadong got new book, got new show! nono.. variety show! :D hehehehehe... and i just go see de video, he dance to ai de zhu chang xiu!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

hehe.. another motivation to learn it properly! lol.. said i'm gonna start latest latest during holidays then now still haven start yet. BUT nvm! got the video i now very motivated liao! muahahaha! :D

whee~ now got new hobby.. PIANO! :D haha... fun fun.. :D now i know how see the scores.. :D some la.. the basic ones i mean... hehe.. HAPPY! :D

dadong's book dunno when arrive! his blog sae can order liao leh.. oh.. maybe sg different.. ah la mak! if by the time tw order finish then no more stock how! his drawings lei! omg omg.. shall wait till 9/6 and see the popular person will call me not.. muahahaa.. make friends with them then got first news of flh i will know! then can go buy.. muahaahaahaahaahhaaa.. wahahahahahaha!

i need help in maths! omg.. the stupid graph is killing me! i still dunno if i use the GC correctly! and APGP also! omg.. so chimalogy! die die.. physics also die! chem also! econs also! and i haven study anything! die die! then noe have to chiong pw means lesser time to study! somemore i so lazy! haha.. sae will study in the end go facebook and search.. lol... haha.. tmr go check up i WILL bring my physics notes go dere study! then memorise as many things as possible.. :D

lol.. so ji dong! :D haha!

ohya.. i've change song! go listen go listen! nice nice! i like! haha! :D

tatas all~ :D

2010-05-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

finally... chem test over liao.. :D dun nid study chem like siao till until holidays... :] now is econs and GP!!! omg... gp and chi oral on the same dae! gp die liao man.. :( chimalogy... dun even know how to study for it..

今天早上因该是看到他吧。。。
看起来长高了。。。
好巧哦。。。
看以后还有机会看到他吗。。。

hehe.. go do maths tutorial liao... and still nid print notes! ahh!!

2010-05-06T21:33:00.002+08:00

ahhhaaaahhhaaaaaaa!

i 主定 is like jiro de.. muahahahahaha... my right arm got one vein very ming xian.. haahaa.. is somesort like a J shape.. lolx.. natural tatoo... haha! <3

hehe.. 'sent' the letter of happiness already.. wahaha... wonder wat is the reaction when the person read the letter.. wahahahaha...

tatas all~ haha! i post cuz of the tatoo!

原`來`那`么`糟`

2010-05-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

hehe... been long since i posted... wahaha..

haha~ learning ai de zhu chang xiu dance.. hehe.. hope i can dance the whole thing... lol... looks like so difficult like tat... haha... i shall remember the song lyrics first.. hehe.. so, ai de zhu chang xiu's on repeat!

omg... change com... now i dunno how to type chinese.. :( feel so qi guai... then wan find thing so ma fan... cannot type chinese! must go explore man... ohno.. i think i muz read the instruction manual liao...

got the lollipop phone... lol.. use abt 1week then realise the sony ericsson phone i like more... :] hehe... so, giving my sis the lolllipop phone... this weekend! :D then i'll use back my old one.. :]

lol... todae got one man come here and wanted to explain to us abt cancer.. lol... then my mama go and tell him i got ALL! omg.. so paiseh! heng he dunno me... if not i nxt time see him i run liao...

hehe.. got my sticky sweet already! :D santa claus ho is here! :D

charm la... all my test all fail... now maths just pass only.. die die.. :O *gasps* oh well... at least i started doing notes for physics liao... lol..

no more monga... :( oh well.. can watch with my sister.. :D

ohya... all the best for your exams! :D dun study too hard until your brain burst leh... :x

hehe... tats all~ see nxt time when got time can type type again.. :D

kuai`le`shi`yao`zi`ji`zhang`wo`de`...`

2010-04-23T20:47:00.002+08:00

i need someone to lame with me.. ahh! so qi guai la.. last time go sch lame till my ankle sprain.. then now.. lame a while then ppl ask me shut up.. HAIZ!

ny is my first house.. hope is for the time being only.. if not.. i emo for two years liao... haha.. i think the only time i really happy in sch is when i see all the j2 friends.. ahh.. lol... at first thought around this time can really 融入 into the whole thing liao... now it's only getting worse..

沒有志同道合的朋友，沒有人一起說c-pop得事，沒有聊不完的話題，沒有人一直說棒棒堂比飛輪海好，沒有人能讓我一直說飛輪海得好，沒有人給我好的advice，沒有人對我所喜歡的東西有興趣聼了。。。就算沒興趣，也不會假裝在聼。。。 :( :( :(

lol... so many ppl sae i long hair nicer.. now i miss my long hair so much... :( dunno nid wait how long then can long again... :(

i wan watch monga!!! ahh!!! no one pei me watch.. :( wan ask my sis but she exam coming! :(

2010-03-27T18:53:00.002+08:00

hehe... got a chain email..

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found..
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

haha... i'm silly.. lolx..

so many test nxt week... :( econs, maths, chem... :(
hope no ln/e graph for maths...

ytd giddy.. :( slp for whole day.. eat dinner still a bit gong gong... my aunt says maybe cuz i eat vinegar... i think its cuz of that ____... haha.. i'm quite sure it is.. no wonder my right eye twitch thurs night... and fri mornin when go sch got black cat somemore...

haiz.. tue go check up again... have to miss lesson again... :( then april 13 chemo... can't go sch for whole dae... then dunno the rest of the weeks can tahan till sch end not.. hope this time my back dun like the previous time can liao...

tats all~

2010-03-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

muahahaha... again proven... hahaha! the flh+me photo is really my 'lucky charm'... haha! i wished for it not to rain and then a while later stop le! :D then started again then wished again tat rain stop until the whole event ends and everyone reached home.. muahaha.. then no rain le! :D love the photo! hope nxt time can bring in to exams... muahaha.. esp 'a' lvl.. :]

12/3/10..
很多的第一次就發生在這一天。。。第一次參加簽唱會，第一次跟著藝人一起唱歌。。現在了解到原來爲了那藝人的簽名是有多辛苦的！所以，非常感謝 kathy& tiffany& 那些有幫我的人！沒有後悔到！雖然是你推我，我推你，但也蠻好玩的嘛。。哈哈！在那裡聽到有人說＂飛輪海的我都沒有去，沒想到第一次去的簽唱會是小鬼的！哈哈！那不就跟我一樣！ hehe... 黃鴻升不愧是學校的風雲人物呢！長得又帥又可愛，還有那迷死人的酒窩呢！哈哈！他還跟每一位粉絲說謝謝和握手！：D ＜3

for some reasons i wanted to upload the photos to fb but its super long. wait 4 my sis to come back then ask her to lend me her com...

and muz thank huixian much for pei-in me to bugis... :D hehe... if not for her i think i wont have such an enjoyable night... :D thanks!!!

if really dont have alien's album i will ask my taiwan aunt to help me buy leh... i wan... 新加坡斷貨了！！！

Tats all~ c u

2010-03-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

yay!!! bought the apple.. muahaha... nxt time listen songs at home won't spoil my ears le.. muahahaha!

tmr's modular training already.. lol.. first day and 2nd do the same thing.. omg... haha...

ohya.. ytd went check up.. the first thing doctor said is 'hi cindy, very good. you look pink" or sth like tat... haha.. cuz my HB from 11.1 increased till 13.3.. muahahaha... so happy! :D doc says i can eat pepper already! :D everything also can eat.. only must be clean and cooked! :D so happy.. *claps*

tmr if i end sch early maybe will go c 萧敬腾。。。 lol.. nth do at home ma.. ahhh.. still hope i can see alien... :( hope dance cancel leh~!

lol.. i realise i like the singers all rock de.. lolx... and and draws well... muahahaha... did i write tiz be4? lolx..

todae forgot to eat medicine.. lol... so high today.. haha... or rather nvr eat medicine everyday.. hahax...

there's a blind woman in class todae.. lol... muahahaha.. i'm the photographer.. hahaa! and and i "joined" floorball ytd.. haha...

my fav alien's song is 玩具枪与玫瑰 already.. haha.. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i wanna go on fri!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

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ohya.. came across a very i can 了解 quote.. "you never know how strong you are... until being strong is the only choice you have" hehe... like it very much...

2010-03-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

i wanna go see xiao gui!!! but i got dance!!! :'( he first time come leh... lol... tiz few daes keep listenin to his songs.. so addictive... lol...juz nw when having dinner keep say "你只要一把玩具枪与玫瑰。。。"... lolx...

tmr end sch sooooooooooooo late.. :( will miss yu le bai fen bai already...

hahaa... ytd sae nth to watch.. then i rmb i can continue watchin hudie2 shen de zhen mei li.. :D muahahahaha...

fri actually wanted to use the jiro laptop cover to bring my econs lecture bk, file and cl tb to sch de.. but i think think think in the end no bring.. haha.. later ppl steal away.. or spoil.. lol.. then i cry.. haha..

lol... sat reminded me of sth sad again..

econs i quite fun actually.. but when i think of essays then i sian liao.. haha!

2010-03-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

todae's sports carnival.. haha... time keeper for dragonboat.. quite fun actually.. :D only sometimes wait very long.. haha.. and and cuz half of me is under the sun then when i reach home only half like red red... lolx.. if i gets "black" then i half dark... lol...

like the feeling that some of ur pri sch friends and some of ur sec sch friends study in the same JC as you.. muahahahaa...

KO3anguo no more liao.. then no show to watch...

2010-02-02T20:54:00.003+08:00

no go sch todae again... ahh... stayed in the hospital for almost the whole dae.. and now i cannot sit on the floor tmr.. dunno how lehx.. tmr my 動作 confirm very slow one..

todae disco night leh.. confirm very fun de.. haix... cannot join.. oh well.. haha.. this year work super hard then c nxt yr can be ogl not.. muahaaha.. or i smuggle in.. lolx..

was wondering if my new friends ask how come i stop sch one year/ how come nvr go sch/ how come i must sit chair/ how come i walk so slow/ etc.. wat should i answer? lol.. tell them i am sick? but 久而久之 they would know what happen to me de ma.. then 一傳十，十傳百，倒不如我自己告訴他們。。。？只好走一步算一步了。。。

aiya... should have chosen physics a H2.. ahh!

heh.. tats all..

get well soon... :]

2010-01-28T20:59:00.001+08:00

go sch todae... good or bad i oso dunno. alamak... the wind blow until i giddy la.. omg... then i close my eyes even more giddy.. then in the end come home earlier...

then i bathe finish liao then seee my leg got the "low platelets count" rashes.. so scary.. tot wat happen again.. then heng nvr get worse.. if not have to go hospital again...

hmm.. tues blood test and chemo.. my hearbeat confirm too fast again.. lolx..

hope everything goes well...

most of my aunts advice me not to go orientation... then my mum ask me mon dun go oso... if not tues blood no good then have to 延後 chemo then no good... ahh.. how?!

2010-01-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

hehehe.. bought show's album... all cuz of the sunglasses.. lol.. hehe.. so cool... lolx.. <3

sunday went to make new specs.. black frame again.. cuz dunno wat other colour to choose liao.. actually wanted orange/lime green.. but my parents sae too striking(?) so dun wan.. hehe.. then went to but new year clothes and shoes.. hehe.. love the shoes i bought.. hehe.. :D

went to check up todae.. :D good news! :D doc says nxt time i go out no need to wear mask le! :D hehe.. unless my counts drop again.. hope not.. but nxt week have chemo again... IT somemore.. goin to be "pregnant" for 3days again.. lol... dun dare to bend... haha... maybe only my family ppl understand.. haha... IT then nxt day got sch.. lol... 想到就怕怕。。。

hehe.. doc give me rest for one week.. during the cheena new year week.. heh...

nth more to post liao.. so.. 再見！

興奮 + 恐懼 = ？

2010-01-18T08:55:00.002+08:00

last tues.... went for check-up again... my absolute neutrophil(?) dropped... very low.. then had to inject GCSF.. to increase the WBC... ohno... doc asked me not to worry.. but once i heard need to have GCSF then so so so so scary... then doc gave me vitamins... so... 2 more medicine to add... lol... heng tat one no taste de.. muahahahaha.... anyway, hope everything goes well tmr...

lol... tat time was listening to nylon's album... then suddenly i 感触良多。。。 he sing so 感人 de... added 愚人节 by him and after i finish typing this post i will add 不再 by nylon too.. hehe.. so nice so nice... :D

2010-01-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

hehe... happy new year everyone.. may this year be better than the last.. :]

added 不屑 already.. nice song.. those who nvr hear be4 muz hear leh.. heehee.. :D

my sis finally found the paradise cd for me.. omg... find soooooooooooooo long.. finally found... THANKS SIS! :D

and tat time go popular and ask abt the show's album.. dey sae sg cannot order de.. there goes my sunglasses.. unless i ask my relative from taiwan to help me.. but dun 麻煩 them la... later have to send here again.. waste money...

mixed feelings now... happy that i am able to go to sch again.. but scared later cannot cope.. hmm..

hehe.. goin to continue with my zodiac.. haha... 再見。。 :D

2009-12-27T09:16:00.003+08:00

muahahaa... this would be an english post! muahahaha!

hehe... ytd my mum bought a book abt how to do the zodiac using paper.. hehe.. started cutting the paper and doing it ytd night.. muuahahahaha... finally sth to do to take a knife and stabb the time away.. haha!

ohya.. in my last post i finally rmb wat i forgot.. hehe.. is is.. the day be4/ on tat day itself the 100% entertainment so funny... lol.. cuz rainie's the 來賓。。 lol.. forgot wat's 來賓 in eng.. heh heh...

and and.. the sg version of momo love cutted off soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many parts...! the next episode's 17hours later... from the website i see.. hehe..

muahahaha.. i'll be regarded as a new student nxt year.. not a retainee.. :D *claps* heeehheeeeeeeee... :D

ytd night suddenly dunno y keep wanting to listen to 不屑.. hehe.. adding blog song soon.. :D

and show's new album got the sunglasses thing leh.. like very cool leh.. dunno wan buy not.. hmm....

tats all! :D byebye! :D

不知者無罪。。。

一起加油吧!

2009-12-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

hehe....

唉呀。。。忘了我要寫什麽。。。

對了。。。我昨天才剛發現我想剪的髮型好想大東的。。。怎麽辦呢？ hmm...

昨天還蠻意外的。。。好多我以爲他們不會祝我生日快樂的人都祝了。。。好開心。。。但。。。傷心事還是不要提好了。。。這樣我才不會一直想起。。。 hehe....

越來越擔心某某了。。。我看她好像一直在讀書。。。好像沒休息似的。。。本來想告訴她這幾天一直困擾這我的問題。。。但看她為功課而那麽煩，我都不忍心在她堆積如山的煩惱上再加一塊小石頭，更何況是我的問題。。。現在只能希望會有人能幫她了。。。好想幫哦。。。但我又不會她所學的。。。看來現在，她叫我幫他做什麽，我就第一時間的幫幫她吧。。。

hehe.. 明年又一天好重要好重要哦。。。希望那天她會開心。。。我一定要想想該要做什麽才能讓她過一個難忘的那天。。。 :]

最近一直用華語更新部落格。。。明天或幾時要開始用英語了。。。不然明年我就慘了。。。

好吧。。。就在這裡跟大家說晚安了。。。 :] 不要太晚睡哦。。。 :]

生日又到了。。。

2009-12-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

哈哈！又來了。。。 :D

最近很多人都問我生日想要什麽。。。我都說什麽都不要。。。因爲我的好多好多願望都實現了。。。就連那些好遙遠，看似不可能的事，都實現了。。。所以我什麽都不要。。。已經滿足了。。。 :D

能夠走在康復的道路上。。。能看見大東。。。能和他有近距離的接觸。。。能夠搞一個 party 來感謝朋友。。。能夠有一個全新的人生。。。我還能多要求什麽?

難怪他們說“經一事，長一智”。。。

說真的。。。 Make A Wish Foundation 應該改名叫 Make Many Wishes Foundation... 能做他們的 wish child 是我的榮幸。。。以後，不管發生什麽是，我一定要到哪裏儅義功。。。

曾經有人問我，爲什麽不要告訴別人我得了__。。。不想告訴小學朋友的就有原因。。。那其它的人呢？會不會是一樣的原因？因該也是吧。。。

正在考慮要不要換去無名小站。。。 hmm..

像每年一樣。。我想感謝的人:
zhiheng
yijie
alicia koh
max
delvis
shiwee
adrian
ronald
darren
grace tay
kathy
suipeng
jesline
cyndia
sihua
youzhe
sueching
wantian
shirong
anchi
wenxian
jamie
marilyn
gracechew
sokzhen
gladys
rachel
xiankai
nigel
glamis

laoshiahyi
aipingahyi
mavis
mummy
daddy
waipo
elvia

hehe.... and and.. the one who make many many of my wishes come true... MAKE A WISH! :D hehe...

this would be my best birthday ever... :]
and best birthday presents... :]
hehe... THANKS ALL! :D

迷过了头

2009-12-21T10:32:00.003+08:00

哈哈! 昨天跟我媽媽說了兩個好好笑的東西。。。
1 ：媽咪，我跟你講hor，我本來有些信給大東的。 then 我看我的字太丑了所以沒有給。。。哈哈！
2 ：（拿起那時叫大東幫我簽名的筆）媽咪你看！我我到大東的手了！哈哈！

lol.. 我真的是瘋了。。。

經天早上做的第一件事就是看電腦，因爲想看桃花小妹嘛。。。 hehe... 本來想等到星期六才看的。。但史郎中搶，就一定要越早看越好。。。 hehe....

對了。。我把我的歌換掉了。。。也不是換啦。。。是加。。。加了飛輪海的很安靜。。。很好聽。。。 :]

昨天还蛮开心的。。。因为收到了那个短讯。。 :]

好了。。。我要继续看桃花小妹了。。。拜拜。。。 :]

第一次見飛輪海的那一天

2009-12-17T09:32:00.004+08:00

好開心好開心。。。 :D

昨天到了st james power station... 看見飛輪海了！ :D 要感謝 make a wish 的人。。。幫我拿到後台的pass。。。所以leh, 昨天我就和他們拍照。。。哈哈。。。當然也有跟他們要簽名咯。。。簽在朋友送我的帽子上，簽在電腦袋上，簽在寫真書上。。。 :D 好開心好開心。。。忘了把我的 "剪報書" 拿給他們簽。。。就只好等下次如果還有機會的話就簽吧。。。

hehe.... when takin pic tat time dadong put his arms around my shoulder leh.. :D hehe... so happy.. :D lol...

對了對了。。。我是第一個跟他們拍照的。。。儅我進去之前，我好緊張好緊張。。。也不知道要跟他們說什麽好。。。 hehe... 我還不敢進去呢。。。 hehe.. 拍完照，簽名，哈哈。。。我就要求跟他們抱抱。。。 hehe... 我抱到大東了! :D

我永遠都不會忘記昨天的。。。 2009年12月16日。。。

2009-12-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

ohno.. i think i'm goin to have a flu again.. :(

every sneeze scares me... every cough scares me.. even a little discomfort 就能把我的魂魄吓走。。。听到别人打喷嚏，咳嗽，看见别人抽烟，我总是憋住气然后快点跑掉。。。也没有跑掉那么夸张啦。。就快快走掉就对了。。 ahma 那时生病了，我不得不把自己关在房里。。。当时就害怕她会以为我嫌他肮脏才会多在房里的。。。突然下雨了。。。好像我的眼泪突然滴下。。。好难过。但又有谁能了解我的心情呢？也许就只有那些病友吧。。。

好害怕。。。昨天去验血，医生说如果血还是不好的话，就要验骨髓了。。。每次在等血验报告出来的时候，我的心一分钟也许就会跳两百下吧。。。好紧张好紧张。。。希望下个礼拜我的血就会很好了吧。。。

哈哈。。。最近在追看海派甜心，终极三国当然还有我最爱的大东演的桃花小妹啊。。 :D

单纯，是我想变成的一个人。。。因为单纯的人才能不顾一切的帮助别人。。。

也许过几天后，你们来到这个网站，就得输入密码了。。。

2009-11-30T15:10:00.005+08:00

hehe...

just took pics of all the presents.. first time received so many.. omg..

all thanks to the party, i am addicted to Fahrenheit all over again.. :D <3

Jiro laptop bag...

fahrenheit puzzle... :D

the poster i kapoked..

notes tt ppl wrote 4 me.. :D

THANKS AGAIN!

2009-11-29T17:57:00.005+08:00

heh..just came back from my 3days 2nights stay at Sentosa... hehe... lol.. at first thought only have one night... then i asked the volunteer if can extend another night then we pay ourselves.. then he said someone booked already... then in the end is my aunt book de...

first day.... friday... lol... i put on sunblock on a rainy day... haha... nono... i put on sunblock then it rained.... :D went to see the hotel room first.. so big... omg... went to have lunch with my aiping ahyi's family and my family and my cousin and the make a wish volunteers and the tour guide... heh heh... then went underwater world... so crowded... actually wanted to wear mask, but scared later the air can circulate then i wear mask then later uncomfortable then i can't attend the party... hehe... took video of the fishes.. :D heehehe.... then is segway... haha... so fun... :D :] lol... first round was all the screaming... then second round better liao hehe... but i prefer the first round more... got 探险 feeling like tat de... :D i wan go again... :] :D

then night time is the party liao... hehehe.... lol... i cried! omg... so many fahrenheit... :D so nice de... the whole thing... haha... <3>

then back to hotel... lol... cuz they play fehrenheit's song then my sister keep : "慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖。。。" hahax... then after the party i keep listening to FLH's songs haha..

lol.. i dreamt about Jiro... haha.. he signed on my bag! hehe... then still talk somemore.. haha... that should be the sweetest dream i had... :D

second day... saturday... sleep for the whole morning... lolx... during breakfast time i saw 2 squirrels.. hehe.. they eat thing so cute de.... :D <3s>

third day... sunday... which is today... after breakfast, went to see my cousins and their ahma swim.. zhuzhu so 厉害 leh... lol.. can swim... went to play volleyball.. omg.. play for 20min then my hand have many many red dots.. omg... so scary... then we washed up then check out and went for lunch.... then uncle lee teach qigong.. haha.. going to try it.. :D then home sweet home...

haha.. when i reach home the first thing i did was to paste the FLH poster on my wall.. hehe.. later go paste more.. :D

tats all..

知足常乐，天天快乐。。。 :D

2009-11-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

lol.. had dreams for the past two nights...

first dream so scary.. to me its scary.. cuz its abt sth i treasure most... if tat really happens, i will 崩溃 leh...

the second one.. lol... so 梦幻。。。 muahahha... so nice...

dun wan tell anyone my dreams... lolx.. later ppl think i childish or sth..hehee... oso scared ppl listen liao then say "chey. like tat only arh?" (p.s. to sis.. now u know how come i dun wan tell u liao...)

日有所思夜有所梦。。。。

2009-11-10T09:37:00.002+08:00

lol.. my nail has finally come off.. muahahaha!

had been acting like 慧慈 all tks to tat nail.. lol... had to stick out my thumb.. hehe.. kept the nail in my cupboard.. .lol... nxt time can take out and see.. lolx....

currently cracking my head over that thing.. ahh... so difficult to choose...

heeeheeeheee... goin to prepare one whole list of jokes incase sentosa gets hot.. lol.. then can ask and won't be so hot liao.. hehehe...

these few days my dreams all abt sch/sch ppl de leh.. omg...

still can't find the "newspaper journal"... :( cut for 2years liao leh... :( if really lost then :'(

these few days so many nice shows to watch.. 桃花小妹，终极三国，海派甜心。。。 channel u showing the 篮球火 leh... dunno wan watch again not... but so late.. i think i watch halfway then sleep liao.. lolx...

lol.. ytd night was social interviewing with my sis.. then got one qn is cindy would break the law by... then i sae by pasting too many fahrenheit posters on her wall.. lol... toking bout tat, now i dunno wan paste which one... lol...

期待十一月二十六日的到来。。。

2009-10-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

hehe... been cross-stitchin these few days... heh heh heh... after the one i'm doing now goin to make pencil holder! hehe... for my aunt.. :D lolx...

tat time my aunt gave me a brochuer on electric guitar de leh.. only one small part though... ah! i wan learn leh.. but 這只能是我的夢，一個很遙遠的夢。。。 hmm.. :(

i'm starting to get very very sian at home already... everyday oso do the same thing... can't wait for 28th nov to faster come..

tats all.. nth to blog liao... bye bye...

2009-10-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

its been abt 1mth since i reached home.. :D hehehe...

昨天到鄰居傢聊天才發現我讓那麽多人爲我而擔心那麽久。。。當初還以爲他們知道我一定會好起來就會放心的多。。。顯然，不是這樣的。。。幸虧他們不知道詳細的情形，不然他們一定會吃不飽，睡不好。。。也許現在我能給大家的最好的禮物就是我能開開心心，健健康康的。。。
有時，我還蠻慶幸我會這樣。。。在我就快要崩潰的時候，老天爺讓我發現我有多麽的幸福，讓我知道還有那麽多的朋友與家人那麽的關心我。。。也因爲我這樣，當初爲了讓別人比較放心而避自己微笑的我，現在則是真正發自内心地笑出來。。。心情低落的我，真的消失了。。。：D
真心的感謝大家在這段時間給我的鼓勵，讓我在治療時能夠撐下去。。。謝謝你們！

ohya... changed my blogsong.. 召喚獸 hehehe.... very nice leh.. watched ko3anguo then listen the song.. haha.. so nice! :D

2009-08-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

muahaha... currently crazy over making bread.. lol.. aiya.. but tmr go back hos then must wait 1mth then can do again.. lol... the bread the side very nice leh.. when hot hot.. heh heh heh.. crispy one.. :D nxt time must make give ppl who jy me during this period ley... :D

i wan buy the "i forgot the name" the cd leh.. muahahaha.. tat time see 100% entertainment then know them then realise they so funy one.. hehe.. not they got new album liao leh... they got act in the hana kimi one leh.. then got one of them the hair bao zha tou in kana kimi one.. lol..

muahaha.. nxt time i post the bread pic here.. .:D

2009-08-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

muahahaha.. changed my phone! lolx... hehe... so happy lehx... lol.. finally can type liao.. finally can use the memory stick liao.. hehe... :D

made bread using the breadmaker ytd.. lolx... play until very fun leh.. haha.. after nxt round of chemo then everyday go ahyi hse and play.. hehe... then make a lot give ppl eat.. :D

haha.. my aunt frm taiwan ask me go watch flh concert in taiwan leh.. lol.. then my papa tell her ask flh to come here and see me.. lolx.. so funny.. hehe.. :D

2009-08-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

muahahaa.... realised one super omg thing.. lol. the mysterious person i was talkin abt in my last post has the SAME birthday as my AUNT.. omg la.. lol... i see the thing arh then ahh like some siao person liao.. lolx...

lol.. started doin o lvl maths leh.. haha.. i refresh memory liao then see want to beg who to help me buy the a lvl maths book... hehehe.. 1234567890+ - X /... lol..

nth to blog liao leh..

tues go check up then dunno when stay hos again...

after chemos, dunno the seaweed shaker fries still have not.. lol.. food.. though unhealthy... at least can eat one very good liao..

getting randomer by the day leh me.. lolx...

tats all~

新加坡，生日快乐!!!
how come the whole world become like so sad?

2009-08-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

whee~ i at home now leh.. hehe.. :]

goin back nxt tues i think... go see doctor then see how...

hehehee...

the conversation between me and my sis and my mum:
me=> {eh.. i tell you one very disgusting thing one a not?}
sis=> {wat thing?}
me=> {i like __ ____ leh... haha..}
sis=> {huh... omg.. how come you like him.. eeee.... omg omg.. don't like him la...}
me=> {dunno leh.. i think he very funny leh.. hehe..}
sis=> {aiyo mummy.. cindy like __ ____ leh...}
mum=> {he ok ma...}
me=>｛ya la.. so funny somemore...}
sis=> {eee... he so gay.. omg... and he copy people one lor..}
me=>｛but he still very funny leh... :D}
lol... bla bla bla.. and this carries on... (to protect the person so i nvr put name.. hehe.. if not later his fans come beat me)

i want to watch up leh... the ahgong or sth like very cute leh... heehee...

thoughts abt it are supposed to be kept in my mind, with only me knowing them...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHI WEE!!! :]

2009-08-02T17:00:00.002+08:00

hehehe... bloggin again...

another phase of chemo ended.. hehe... on 27th... now waiting for my blood to increase then can start the nxt one liao...

omg la... i got 3 ulcers... one super big one under the tongue... so pain leh... nvm... its gettin better already...

and and... i thought of a gift to give my aunt liao.. :D hehe..

ohya... HAPPY BELATED NURSES' DAY to all nurses... esp SGH ward77 ones... hehe... :]

and and...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AIYAN AHYI! :] :D <3

2009-07-01T10:22:00.002+08:00

hehehe...

i'm back in the hospital now.. lol.. started chemo yesterday... the nxt one was planned 6days later... lol.. then juz now the doctor come...
the converstion..
doctor : since her blood is ok (as in the counts ok) then would you like to go home then come again when the next chemo starts?
my mum : huh....
doctor : then i'll as another doc if can bring forward the nxt chemo, since theres nth to do in the nxt 6days..

lol.. when my mama sae huh very funny leh.. lolx..

ytd the IT did so late.. then have to lie down flat till 11pm! lol.. then sit up and brush teeth then lie down again liao.. lol.. oh well.. its good anyway...

later goin to try and ask the nurse to show me the protocol leh.. then i know what chemo they will be doing... hehe... see got super close the nurse a not.. :D

hehe... goin to start watchin 篮球火 if the 霹雳mit still cannot load... or maybe watch butterfly lovers first.. hehehe...

tats all~ hope to see everyone very soon! :]

2009-06-24T20:50:00.004+08:00

hehe... went for the check up todae.. :] my blood counts are good~ hehe... so far so good...

fri goin back again to take out the bone marrow thing to test.. hope it would be ok! :] then if possible then mon go back again and then check then can start chemo liao...

time pass so fast.. goin to the last part of the inpatient chemo liao. .then after tat take medication only liao...

i want play monopoly leh.. lol... tmr if no one play with me then i play with myself again.. hehe..

hope h1n1 gets over fast...

editedit!!!
heehee.. forgot to sae juz nw... hehe.. watched 娱乐百分百 juz nw.. hehe... and they said abt a youtube video... 小朋友吵架。。。 heehee.. go see go see.. :D quite funny la.. hehe...

2009-06-23T10:53:00.002+08:00

muahahahaha... change-ded the blogskin.. lol.. the tagboard like guai guai leh.. lol.. oh wel... nvm.. haha.. and and the grumpy toast very cute leh... :P

currently at home.. nth to do.. lol... play com for the whole dae.. omg.. at the rate i'm eating, i'm goin to become fat soon... aiyo.. must walk more liao.. since i'm "ban-ded" from doing excercise... lol..

tmr must do check up liao.. dunno wat the doc will sae.. hehe.. goin to ask so many qn abt food tht i can eat.. lol...

started reading newpaper liao.. hmm.. see nxt yr if i can read straits times without sleepin.. hehe...

n n n... tks again to all those who gave me courage during the past few months.. and those who kept me company... and those who always try to make me smile.. hehe... :] kam xia!

ohoh.. changin blog song.. dunno to 告诉我 or 搞笑 or 撑腰 or 寂寞暴走... lol...

2009-06-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

haha...decided to blog after soo long.. lol..

hehe... juz to update on me, last last last week, i had a mild stroke.. after the brain scan, they found out that there is a small blood clot in my brain... then i had medications to eat... lol... haha.. if u kana shocked, relax... hehe.. now ok liao... :]

haha... want to write a book abt tiz journey leh.. lol.. seems diff leh.. still have to find publisher.. lol.. or i make myself.. hehe...

still waiting for the last chemo for this part of what u call it... hopes that after that, no more chemo liao... heh heh...

and... my cousin told me so many lame jokes leh... then i asked one of the nurses here... lol.. so funny...

a short postt.. hehe.. want to sleep liao.. good night! sweet dreams! :]

2009-04-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

haha~ so long nvr blogged... heh...

19/03/09... had home leave... sooooooooo, went home for the afternoon... then when i reached home i was wishing i had nvr asked for home leave... ahh! "so close yet so far"... lol... felt like crying at tat moment leh... oh well.. i should be contented tat i can see and tok to her le ba... then rmb tat nite... haha... surprised... think i would wear the cap when i gg home after i am discharged.. haha...

lol... my english is worse now...

ohya... been reading abt vampires and werewolves for the past few weeks... haha... nicer than i tot it would be... hope can finish the 3rd book by today... :D

and and... haha! the last thing... lol! so happy la! hehe... :D not posting, cuz i probably would be showing! :D hehe... happy man.. tks to my sis! :D and my sis friend! :D

tats all~

2009-02-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

THE STUPID QUIZ.
Directions: Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [X] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [X] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [X] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 4

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [X] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [X] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 9

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [ ] Have run into a closed door
24: [ ]Died from stupidity overload.
25. [X] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [X] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [ ] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [X] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 12

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [ ] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [X] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [X] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 17

41. [ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [ ] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do.
46. [X] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!
47. [ ] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [ ] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [X] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 20

51. [X] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [X] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [ ] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [X] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [X] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [X] Forgot your own phone number
59. [X] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [X] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 27

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [X] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [X] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [ ] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [ ] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [X] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [X] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [X] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [ ] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [X] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 33

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [ ] Ran into a door jam
74. [X] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [X] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [X] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [X] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [X] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [ ] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 38

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [ ] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [X] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 40

91. [X] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [ ] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [X] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [X] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [X] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [X] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [X]When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [X] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

Grand Total Percentage of Stupidity: 47

haha... same as my sis... hehe... not gg tag anyone.. so, 大家一起做吧！

lol...

forgot to ask the nurse not to break the medicine.. then todae morning had to swallow(?) 26 times... lol... one tablet cut into 4 leh... drank THREE cups of water with all the medicine...

had an injection in my stomach... lol.. when the needle go in not pain lor, the medicine thing go in super pain... heh.. heng its over.. :D

can't wait for the time when i can eat anything.. ahh! i wan ba kut teh, oneh oneh, ang ku kueh, curry potato, french fries, kfc's whipped potato and shrooms burger and a lot lot more.. ahh! lol... greedy liao...

ohya... played my cousin's psp.. then puzzle bubble tat lvl keep cannot pass leh! ahhh! lol... try for dunno how many days liao...

btw, thanks to everyone who brought stuff for me to do... THANKS! :]

tats all~ :D c u! :]

2009-02-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

ahh!! finally can connect to the internet~ :] hehe...

btw, juz a short post... hehe... esp for my parents, sis, all the aunts and uncles, wei chen, zining, keokfei, grace chew, adrian, xian kai, t2, zhixiong, xianwei, henry, sihua, shiqi, shumei, sp, yz and much much more... (sry if i left you out.. :X)

"don't worry so much abt me... i'm fine.. i WILL be fine.. hehe.. :] with great friends and family like you around, all evil will be scared away... :D so touched when some of you said you would cut your hair to pei me... :] tks for all the books, vcds, notes... :] and the great feeling you'll give me when you sae you'll come... and when i see you all then i super high.. haha! can cheer me up for a looooooooonnnnnnnngggggg time.. :D this would be a learning journey for me.. haha... now my bio better liao wor... lolx.. after this, i'll become a completey non-emo person... hey, i mean i AM NOW... lol... i must be.. haha... now here so bright liao, don't need on light oso can... (bright side of life ma...) hehe... anyway, don't worry so much, stay HAPPY! :] cindy LOVES you.. haha! :D"

a long journey to walk. i'll be patient and follow all the steps closely. i won't let myself fall easily. i'll wear heavy shoes to stabilise myself more. every 'evil thing' seen have to be knocked out by me...
cindy, 加油!

2009-01-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

its results dae todae... haha... quite happi with my results... :]

to make it sound nicer, i've got 4distinctions counting chi oral... hehe... the lowest mark... lol.. juz pass... anyway... very very very very very very very ...... hapi with my GEOGRAPHY results!!! F9 become like tat.. haha! :] thank mrs long and the gr ppl who we studied together de! hehe...

maths(es)... haha... phew... met my target... so scared not good.. lol... then dui bu qi a lot of people... phew...

chi.. wasted money... lol... dun retake better! haha

eng... hehe... quite hapi abt it too... :]

tats all.. the rest all nth to sae.. heh..

lol.. now pray can go in jc... haha.. .nyjc...

anyway.. congrats to shawn lin for gettin 7a1!!! :]

nyjc tmr~

2009-01-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

2009年第一个post就要特别一点。。。哈哈。用华语。

我眼睛还没闭上一年就过去了。话都写在属于我自己的日记簿里了。。。对！新的一年就应该有新的东西嘛。就新的日记簿咯！哈哈

新年愿望。
1）三思而后行。
2）决不自私。
剩下的就在日记簿里咯。。。

刚才翻了日历，发现， 2009 年里没有我的华文的生日哩。。。对了。说到生日。人家不是说冬至过了就代表长大一岁了吗。。。我呢， 2008年。。。一天内就长大两岁了耶。。。

刚才也到巴刹看衣服。。。我喜欢的我穿了都怪怪。。。就只好星期天看新货咯。。。

我要定购！可以了，对吗。。？

这，又何苦呢？

2008-12-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

so... i cried 2 times ytd? lol... not emo.... wo cai is maybe ytd nite made some dream of sth... knocked onto my parent's bed de side with wood the edge dere.. my lips bang bang-ded two times... pain... then todae morning wake up with blood coverin my lips... not so much though... phew... 我已经不够血了，在流就更惨了。。。

almost cried todae mornin too.... not emo.. sad rather... 听到那些话，会有谁不伤心呢?

oh man... my english... so bad.... gosh...

ha. shall continue bloggin later... hehe...

2008-12-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

back to bloggin...

hehe... so late... finished watch ep13 of miss no good... watch the last one tmr and can start on 我的亿万面包 le... :]

anyway... christmas...
eve went to aunt's hse to celebrate as usual... hehx... seein how ppl will laugh at the joke makes me.. hapi.. hehe... 至少在那刹那，他们都很开心... 好久没有这种感觉了。。。周围的人都没有烦恼，会开开心心，幸福地。。。 :]

ppl have been laughin at me abt giving ppl sth that cost onli 5cents... 但我始终觉得，如果有人给我那份礼物，我知道是他们花时间，亲手一个一个的做，我就很开心，很满足了。。。不知道他们也会不会这么想。。。

好羡慕他们哦。。。可以出门玩，找工作，读书。。。我好想这样哦。。。 oh well.... 知足常乐，那几天出去，已经很好了。。。 :]

lol... ohya.. always forgot to post abt tiz de... heh... since 'o' lvls, my head keep painin until now still haven stop... ahh laa maaakk... see the family doctor 2times he sae np de... take iron capsule cuz maybe my body not enough iron so like tat... but eat two times le still very pain lehx.... hmm.. wonder when it will stop... lol... the capsule sooooooo big la... and difficult to swollow(?) oso... drink water then float... then cannot look up.. lol... keep jumpin to make the medicine go down oso cannot.. hah... kae.. dun understand nvm... hehx...

was readin some letters i wrote/ppl give me during pri sch.. lol.. some very funny lor... hehe... 有空再读多几次。。。 :] hehe...

tks wee shan and grace chew and darren for hapi bd-ing me.. hehe... tks tks...

and christmas presents... tks mabel, mavis, bentink, ai ping a yi, lao shi a yi and my parents... :] love the big big tiger soft toy, love the 'paper clipper' (haha) , love the earrings, love the pencil box, love the shoelace thing... hehe... and and the korea present... :] and aiyan a yi for the CHOCOLATES! haha... lol.... crazy liao me...

heh.. 时候不早了，就此搁笔。。。期待你下一封的来信。。。生活过得好一点哦。。。 :] (lol)

蛋糕。。。

2008-12-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

hahax... since its a special dae for me todae, i will blog! lolx...

friday...
went to work for the first time in my life... hehe... then went home... then my sis told me her friend got FAHRENHEIT CONCERT TICKET!!! omg!!!! wanted to go sooooooooooo much la... but after wat my papa sae.. lol... i one person go no good... lol... either come out become flat or dun nid come out at all.. lol... ahh! nvr go... :(

sat...
HAPI BIRTHDAY!!!! :]

went late night shoppin wif mum, sis, cousin and aunts... lol... first time... haha.. so now my cny clothes are all bought-ded... hehe...

todae...
muahahahaha....
was super high todae... lol... if u at my hse will suddenly see someone jumpin and runnin out or sth... lol... 普通的家务被我做得很好玩。。。 lol...

kae... nw for 'thanksgiving'...
tks:lao shi a yi, you zhe, sui peng, emerson, mabel, ai yan a yi, shi wee, kathy, xian kai, nevin, kangming, zHining... heh... and my papa mama... :]

and for present 'thanksgiving',
tks sis... :] papa... :] mama... :]

if i miss out anyone, so sry.. :'(

hehe... tats all~ :]

c ya...

明天有空吗?

2008-11-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

haha! i am back from genting! hehe... :]

lol... first time dun wan come back so soon... lol... first time think so much thing to do but so little time... heh... went shopping(wows! lol... if u noe me u will noe y...) during the 2nd dae is like the whole dae la... then walk from first world hotel to genting hotel dere... throught and fro... lol... then "climb" up and down... lol.. no wonder my leg was like about to break like tat... hehe..

anyway.. bought a SKULL!!! necklace.. lol.. to bad is onli the pic and not the shape... lol... and a GREEN bag!!! took neoprint 2times wif my sis... lol.. so ex leh.. 30ringgit(?) for one time.. which is about 10 plus dollars... ahhh! ex ex...

lol... tiz time no buy chocolateS... heh... strange eh~

ohya... severe headache on thursdae... then eat medicine then vomit... lol.. oh well.... i expected it... lol... wasnt quite surprised... hehe... then have to pack my bag early early morning on fri... lol.. so 赶...

nid to get out of the hse and go to popular soon! if not confirm no time to ask de... unless dey have a lot? hmm... or someone wans to help me ask? hahax... no1 understands anyway.. hehe...

ohya... got addicted to the hairstyle i tied in malaysia.. heh heh.. tats one of the reason y i decided not to cut my hair SHORT! lolx... its neater than other hairstyles~

tats all~ maybe i'll write more abt my trip tmr~

我`回`来`了`不`是`哪`个`谁`

2008-11-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

yoyo! hahax! :]

lol.. realised my hand po pi juz nw... hmm... maybe i shall stop a while? lol... i dun wan! later no time le wor... haeh...

hehe.. juz realise hu yan bing's songs very nice.. lol... after k box and 100% entertainment... hehe...

dun wan tok to anyone... lol... nid a break... after seeing tat so many time... 需要想一想啦。。。 hehx...

from todae onward i will try my super best to be 'sunshine lookin'... lol.. look on the bright side la... haha! after feelin tat, so jue ding liao... and seein tat too... so... bring joy to others... like... hehe! :P

oh.. i told some ppl i wan cut short hair rite? lol.. nw i bu she de liao... wait till i long long long hair liao then i cut.. hehe... hmm.. muz think of new hairstyle for my fridnge(?) liao...

maybe i will change my blogskin and song after i come back.. hmm...

go buy alot alot of magazines tmr maybe.. so i go malaysia tat time got thing to do~ :]

tats all...

ni, shen me yi si ne?

2008-11-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

lol... lazy to blog so nw then blog..

anyway... fainted after geog paper... didnt eat.. opps.. muz thank henry... if not for his egg tart maybe i will faint be4 the exam then geog gg liao.. hehe.. so TKS henry! :]

hmm.. the whole of o's still ok ba... lol... still very angry over the ann and betty question! omg! read wrong leh! seven marks! lol...

so... finished watchin they kiss again... sooooooo nice la! :] wonder if got third series not... hehe... nw watchin rolling love... haha! 7th episode nw... hope i can finish be4 i go malaysia~ :]

ohya... bought a new ipod! finally.. after saving for so long! hehe... nono... i painted my old one green... (hahax... zn! :P) anyway... still dunno why i sync liao then the videos dun have go into the ipod... hmm... why why why?

hehe.. and its the 2nd time i dreamt abt sth... hehe... first time was sch and nw is at home? lol.. the scene very strange... the door looks like my hse then the inside is like a void deck... strange strange... wonder wats tat...

and does anyone want anything from genting? i can get it from u if i can... lol...

putting all the album cover in itunes liao... if not cover flow very ugly.. lol... ahh! so many!

someone's leg injured so nvr go imm.. so sad... wanted to go, in the end didnt..

thought of the crazy hairstyles to tie when goin malaysia.. hope no one i know is goin dere... hehe.. if not confirm so malu de lor..

my dreams somewhat come ture... hmm... wat will happen to tat dream leh? will tat really happen? hmm...

lol... wonder who will understand some parts of my blog.. lolx!

tats all~ c ya! ;]

在`煮`菜`的`人`，`还`蛮`帅`的`嘛`。。。` <3`

2008-11-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

hmm.. so tmr's chinese... again... so sad.. later i waste money... :(

will su yu really help?

juz hope tmr's ji xu wen is sth sad... lol.. was lookin through all the emo emo things i wrote last time...

马善被人骑，人善被人欺。。。
难道这样就不要做好人了吗? 坏人是不是很好做?

omg.. can't think of chi things to biao da my feelings... gosh... tmr how?

oh well~ go wait for time to past...

mingtianhuifashenshenmeshi?

2008-11-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

:

yoyo! 我来也! lol...

so... ss todae was ok... what i studied came out... :] and first time(?) think seq easier than sbq.. lol... i read the sbq then i wan slp liao.. foreign talent.. hehe...

and omg.. i said erp was more important.

come to think of it, i quite scared of my ss liao.. like everything wrong... ahh!

seating arrangement changed..

sian.. tmr muz study chi AND geog... haix.. geog... :( hmm.. mac tmr? hmm...

lol... hmm... emaths p2... lol.. minus two marks liao... and one mark is from a careless mistake i made since SEC1!!! argghh... square root have +/-... ahh!

'

hmm... physics... die liao lor... dun noe how do.. ionisation... lol.. i wrote the cells will be destroyed... haha! wonder if the marker will laugh dao siao at all my other stupid answers...

then history... oso die... lost 12 marks.. 2a wrote abt stressman and the plans leh! gosh.. die die.. :'(

oh well... everything's over...

ohya... i more '活泼' nowadays... lol... some ppl will understand...

i long for someone to talk to...

(

2008-10-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

history repeats itself.

looks like you're the onli one who noes i'm ___...

2008-10-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

lol... emaths.. left 50min to check... after checkin then left 20min.. so sian dao i was playing tic tac toe wif myself! lol... and walk out realised my 3p wrong.. grr...

amaths... so angry! one silly reading and lost 7marks! haix! hai me waste so MUCH time on it.. then can't check.. :( hope i dun make careless mistakes...

*rewindin in progress*
oh.. geog.. confirm fail liao la... lol... kalimantan qn... tropical rainforest read as tropical MONSOON forest!!! gosh!!! grr! oh ya... muz thank SOMEONE to help me rmb the lorms! hehe... you noe who you are.. so THANK YOU!!! :]

hmm.. amaths paper1.. ahh! another one qn read wrongly.. :( ann and betty.. arggh!

eng... dun wish to talk about it...

chem.. was ok.. easier than expected...

still quite angry over my maths... maybe i will lose the a1 i aimin to get juz cuz of 1qn from EACH PAPER! grr... so angry wif myself liao..

geog.. give up liao la... the lorms strange strange one... and the human geog i dun understand how to make those LINKS AT ALL! :(

hope hist is ok... *cross fingers*

tats all~ see whether i'll on9 tmr~

c u...

p.s. i love you ...
gullible....

2008-10-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

lala~

headache ytd..some one too.. :( todae oso.. :( :( :(

anyway... went for eng consultation todae... finally i noe how to do situational writin the way ms k taught.. :] tks ms k! :] hehe..

and and.. during the consultation, a sch's name was being said.. hehe.. then i from slouch become sit straight liao. then head turn to the place where the sound came from... then i started saeing,"________ high school? omg! i wan i wan! i wan!" then todae. during tution. the sch was said again.. hehe.. then the same thing happen. juz tat i nvr sae out, juz think... hmm.. maybe i'll beg my teacher to let me do the paperS.. hehe.. :]

should i go for geog? nth goes in... dun wan spoil my cert.. hmm.. i'll ask someone tmr... or todae..

tats all.. C U! :]

pls.. let someone be alright...

p.s. i love you ...
rest well hor.. :P
and carry an umbrella nxt time..

2008-10-13T20:30:00.002+08:00

ahahaha~ graduation todae.. quite sad leh~

its more like a prize giving ceremony... haha. tats what i think... no offence btw... oh.. at least dere's speech and grad video... oh..

hehe.. wanted to post sth.. but i think many would think i'm stupid or sth.. so i'll tell u if i think you wont think like tat... hehe...

dere's family day on 10th! and i can't go!! argggh! :( physics on 11th... eek! no gd no gd... :( zoo leh... :(

haha~ many many albums i wan.... derrick's, jay chou's, she's, mi lu bing's, hey girl's... and more.. ahh... dunno go where take... hmm..

thinkin of what to give everyone... hehe... :P

dun wan study liao la.. so sian liao.. :( how i wish got someone to pei me like everyday.. then dunno anything then can ask... ahh..

tats all.. :]

y`can't`i`start`studying`?`

p.s. i love you ...
haha... funny.. :P

2008-10-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

opps... 懒惰就是这样。。。

very emo now... dunno why...

no mood to study... dunno wan start on what. then when i study like a lot of things dunno then wan give up liao.. haix... :(

I WAN GO SCH! I MISS GR ALREADY! THE FUN AND STUFF. PREPARE TISSUE DURING GRADUATION LIAO LE... UNLESS MY EYES DRY LIAO...

tats all~

要`做`人`就`该`做`好`人`。。。`
p.s. i love you ...
hapi 8th

i wan drink milk... a lot a lot of milk. maybe i should stay away from knives. maybe i should not lock myself up in a room. maybe i should keep silent or be extra high. maybe.
maybe i nid someone by my side. lolx. was thinkin who will stand by me despite all my emo-ins and depression-ins... oh well. should not ask for anything.
tried to talk to someone. after i saw tat sms then i suan le la. let the person study. or go out with friends.
alone nowadays. some chosen, some not. maybe i every dae go mac and library.. myself..

2008-10-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

one great discovery...

Symptoms of depression include:

Loss of interest in normal daily activities
Feeling sad or down
Feeling hopeless
Crying spells for no apparent reason
Problems sleeping
Trouble focusing or concentrating
Difficulty making decisions
Unintentional weight gain or loss
Irritability
Restlessness
Being easily annoyed
Feeling fatigued or weak
Feeling worthless
Thoughts of suicide or suicidal behavior
Unexplained physical problems, such as back pain or headaches

and i experience ALL these.

last post before 'o's, if i am able to control..

tats all. nite.

p.s. i love you ...
i'm sry. really very sry. i didn't mean to...

2008-09-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

haix... so many things happened todae...

the 4gr headlines...

being... ah.. nvm...

so angry la...

3times...

super tired nw.. still have to do physics paper.. *yawns*

tats all...

p.s. i love you ...
serious. i send u at home

still no one..

2008-09-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

haha~ todae... super sleepy... lolx...

maths lesson... lol.. laughed so much.. haha! :D
chair and leg.. lolx.. super funny... lol... to SOMEONE! lol... u so bad arh~ laugh dao~ aiyo... hahax.. jk! :]

then lunch.. lolx.. my 'brother' super pian tai worx.. lol... the funny thing... we've known each other for '16yrs' and still dun have each others no. lol.. .super funny... haha!

then on the way home.. lolx... sth happen and an AIRLINE... sae i have 120 babies? gosh... lolx...

todae's a funny day~ after recess!!! hahax..

tats all... c u!

p.s. i love you ...
how i wish.. then can..

FLH~
AHHH!!! they havin concet wor! :] so hapi.. two daes be4 my bd! lol... like my bd present wor.. hahax.. jk! still finding someone to pei me go there... can't find! no one..! if you go then good liao... then wait until 12am.. but can't... oh well.. continue my search of ppl... lolx...
ohya.. anyone who is willin, tell me hor! :] tks! :]

2008-09-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

lol.. if u read my last post, these are some similarites with the other person.. lolx... one which i dun agree on.. but.. have to post it...

1. 喜欢 chemistry
2. 都很 lame
3. 会把字 translate to chinese to understand meanin
4. 讲话时， english+ chinese
5. 'common' interest *ahem ahem*
6. dilact(?) is hokkien
7. same kind of "innocence"
8. good in maths(?!)
9. 喜欢教maths
10.better in chi compared to eng
11. 不喜欢 humanities
12. write the same "lingo" like "c u"
13. when a suitable english word to say cannot be found, substitute CHINESE!
14. always put smiley in sms-es
15. 撒娇
16. one of the favourite colour is blue
17. 喜欢 "tap" ppl's back

lol.. 17 is ALOT... hahax...
the rest of the post would be typed at nite.. lol.. zn:c la. i so gd wei le u post 2times WORX! :P

tats all... C U!!! :]

2008-09-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

hahax... todae was fun... :] during maths especially.. haha.. super high then...

sth INTERSTING that happened.. lolx... the other person would be 'a'
me=> {*pokes her*}
a=> {eee. y u tickle me?}
next.
a=> { y u like so luan like tat?i teach you. u write a1,a2 to represent these.}
me=>｛oh... ok.. not a bad idea...}
zn=> {*keeps laughin*}
then in the end zn laugh cuz her is more LUAN than mine. then a tell me tat instead of her.. hahax... super fun worx...

lolx... the things that happened when i walk out wif zn and kf is like super funny la! haha.. so i have a common personality with a person! lolx. then i sae if our age the same then we will be like very good friends.. lol... haha. maybe postin the similar points... hahax.. the most funny one is that we have COMMON INTEREST!!! hahax.. super funny.. was like ren-nin my laughter when i on the bus till in the mrt! then cannot ren liao then laugh.. lolx... super funny lehx! haha!

zn! good news! i'm beginnin to like 'a' more! hehehe! 'so cute'! haha! quoted from you leh! :P

haha.. i AM still smiling now.. lolx!

tats all then.. C U!

hahax..
zn&kf=> {tsk tsk! *ahem*ahem*copper*ahem*}

p.s. i love you ...
:]

2008-09-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

wows.. post at the same time as my last post if i'm not wrong...

anyways... sort of did a study plan for me to follow from the start of nxt week... concentratin on humans and physics more...

lolx.. and i realised the targets i pasted on my com were not workin.. was not motivated by it.. so... i changed it to my prelim results.. hahax.. i think i would be VERY motivated liaox...

and and... was DAMN sad ytd... haix.. no one to 诉苦... no one noes abt it.. oh well.. except my dad, mum and sis... sad... :'( almost cried ytd when i heard that.. no appetite for dinner... so took a little bit of a little things... though i was starvin from 3pm... ppl 气饱, i 伤心饱。。。 oh well.. wat's done can't be undone... no wonder they sae time can heal wounds or sth..

hmm... lolx... so 羡慕 worx..

actually wanna go out study todae.. then didnt.. firstly, woke up late. secondly, still dunno where to go. thirdly, that big thing happened... HMM... nxt week.. as in mon-fri.. study everyday... either at boon keng mac or potong pasir mac or bishan library? but a bit far.. hmm.. lol.. the most convinent is like boon keng mac liao lorx..

TATS ALL...

its for me rather... for me to get less emo..

开`心`点`吧`

p.s. i love you ...
so sryx... :(

2008-09-19T23:14:00.003+08:00

lols. check the timetable. pe became ep... lolx... we'll be styuding non-stop these two weeks... oh well... its 'o's..

juz sign in to post tiz.. later tonite continue...

2008-09-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

haix.. one problem after another.. wats happenin?!

very hapi over my amaths results, thinking that i was stuck with some qns.. geog.. was usual.. not good... f9 worx...

grade of prelims... aim:let ppl 对我另眼相看。 not very sure of some though... but should be correct la..
A1, A1, B3, C5, C6, D7, D7, F9...
另眼相看 le eh~ i am not good in my studies.. lol.. my results standard deviation very high... ranges from an almost 80 to an almost 30... lol

worse sub.. geog.. lol... combined humans improved! cuz my hist passed! :] 是开心的lor~

lol.. L1R5 23... so high... how to get 10 during 'o's?

to those who are sad... cheer ups... nth is insolvable... and... dun assume worx... other's might not mean what u are thinkin they meant...

tats all then..

i'm`involved`
a smile a day keeps the problems away~

p.s. i love you ...
smilex...

2008-09-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

hehehe.. passed history for the FIRST time... hapi lehx... but the sad part is i confirm will take 'o' lvl combined humans... opps.. this should be a good news... maybe i won't regret nxt yr... i think i wont.. hehe... sbq three more marks then reach my target le... jiayous worx... go practice c+c... and seq.. super lan leh.. omg...

chem.. i passed.. not good... one more mark to improve a grade... can't find any more marks... so sad...

then grace spamed kf and zn wif chem qns todae... lol.. i was onli dere to make 'sound effects' and lame comments... lol...

then went to ask bout hist... ii wasnt prepared so, many things i dunno... juz tagged along... and lol... heard sth.. dunno if can post not.. so better dun... and it is super contrasting.. lolx... worse last time for me...

ohya.. during hist debrief.. teacher said tat those who did qn 3 did better. lol.. of course i was hapi.. but take back results le... then thought 'really meh'... 现在想起来, i am really contrast for hist...

and i am supposed to be good at hist.. since many things that happened can be explained using hist.. lol.. like the berlin blockade.. lol...

tmr getting back amaths.. gosh.. 有一个不祥的预感。。。 *ga~!* i want that a1! which seems impossible tiz time.. paper2 many errors leh.. oh well.. 有什么事就让我明天才伤心吧。现在想也没用。。。

smsed someone and i supposedly is thoughtful.. haha.. so long no one praise me liao... if u would call tat prasin... oh well.. not all my 功劳 anyway... SOMEONE asked me to send... and i send dao VERY friendly worx... ZN! you should noe orh...

tats all... nite everyone...

cheer`up`to`those`who`are`sad`(不要学我)

p.s. i love you ...
would u?

2008-09-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

hmm... hapi things first...

haha! 心有灵犀(?) with ZN todae!!! lolx... sort of la... two ppl were tokin.. then both of us saw.. then looked at her.. then laugh dao~ and ZN sae *ahem*s are cute worx.. AGAIN!!! haha...

sad...

maths.. nvr reach target... so sad liao la... even that lowest target oso cannot... unless that one mark really count wrong...

physics fail again.. kind of expected tat.. so hai hao...

ss.. fail... ss is the given factor and hist is the decidin factor. so, if u don't see me durin these two papers for 'o's, dun be surprised...

thinkin.. would i regret? i wanna take the paper... but i dun wan my report slip to have 8 fail-s.. 7 is better...

oh well... 忍心 and 伯乐 descibes my feelings now..

全`军`覆`没`

p.s. i love you ...
no.. dun do that...

2008-09-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

gaga! first dae of debrief... four words.. 全军覆没。。。 gosh... eng.. borderline fail/juz pass. chi FAIL!!! gosh... regretted retakin... like my grades will improve or sth.. a three would still be a three. a b would still be a b... thats a fact...

emaths tmr.. scary.. tiz would decide whether i would be emo or not.. have high expectations for my emaths... looks like tiz time... haix... 80 is really diff.. oh well... i'll see how tmr...

ok.. so i emoed... sad rather... chi fail lehx.. oh well.. the onli thing that can cheer me up... i nvr study chi at all... not even did a single paper...

hmm... tats about it... short post i noe...

p.s. i love you ...
surprisinly... i...

2008-09-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

hmm... watched 12lotus with mum,dad and aunt... my mum have some free tickets thing... and since my sis ain't free... my aunt went... anyway... quite a nice show i think... emo show... like the songs inside... anti-hokkiens... won't recommend tiz show to u... talkin abt hokkien.. super angry liao... being unable to talk hokkien properly dosent mean being unable to understand a full almost-hokkien movie. haix... nw everything i do oso will kana suan-ded... that and that and that! omg... okok. back to the movie... anyone know where to get movie songs? can tell me? pls...

debrief starts tmr.. talk abt it scares me.. tiz time made so many bets with ppl... oh gosh... quite anticipating my history results.. cuz tiz might decide whether i should turn up for my 'o' hist and ss... unless someone can talk me till i confirm wanna take.. oh well.. gg mac(again) tmr to study... *ahem* pai seh.. coughed... if you wan join... i dun mind.. :] haha

WHEN IS BUTTERFLY LOVERS GOIN TO COME OUT?! omg... seriously wanna watch the show!!! arrggghhhh!!! have to find a person who can confirm will pei me go watch... if not have to go watch alone? omg...

out of bounds to anti flh...
omg... yaya... butterfly lovers onli wuzun actin.. no jiro (cries) lol... and yaya.. i dislike wuzun super much last time... but.. wei le support flh, i wanna watch the movie... lolx...wuzun actin in a gu zhuang xi.. lol.. anticipatin.. haha..

anti flh.. can continue here...
wonder... if i continue like tat... would sth bad happen?

dogs... strange enough... wanna look at dogs far far far... maybe still have to build up my courage to try to go near a dog... strange... the dogs at my hse are so *roar* and dogs at other places are not so *roar*...

tats all..

o`lvls`nxt`mth`!!!`
GASPS`!!!`

p.s. i love you ...
wanted to ask u... but can't...(dun ask me what... so sry..)

2008-09-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

since i am so sian nw.. decided to blog... soz.. todae's amaths... ok ba... nvr do one 3mrks qn... sin1/2a.. forgot how do!!! arrrggghhh!!! so sad liao.. and and.. asked so many ppl... everyone think tiz paper more difficult than the previous one.. omg... and i think tiz paper was ok but the other one is 'omg!!!'.. lol... wats happenin to me... for the whole prelim oso like tat... chem think p2 quite ok.. then ppl sae diff... omg... haix.. prelims.. so sad.. all f9 liao la... l1r5=54 liao la..

背着良心说假话 juz nw.. oh well.. maybe not 良心 but 心 instead... oh well.. maybe i'll tell u tmr.. maybe i wont.. oh wait... is 假话=真心话?

was quite sad juz nw.. after that(s)... didn't wan to. but did. oh well.

my plan for todae tat has been decided ytd was cancelled.. cuz..

prepared to be lonely tmr and mon.. oh well.. nono.. i have my hist and ss tb to accompany me...

wanted to rest for the rest of the weeks be4 startin to mug like crazy.. but.. then.. lor..

so sian!!! ahh!!! i read hist then slp liao.. but i can't slp nw!!! still have to wait for sis to come back.. promised... *jiayous*

nth to do...

oh well.. nite everyone... hope u dream of the dream u wan to dream..

p.s. i love you ...

2008-09-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

hmm... amath paper2 and geog p1 todae.. amath... so sad la.. i do tiz paper.. the ans all super guai guai de... confirm wrong de lor... i dun wan minus 15marks from the last paper again! 15marks lesser=B4... omg... I DUN WAN!!! grr!! then dunno how prove tat oc/ad=ac/ae or wat de la... haix... tiz time round... really gettin VERY poor marks le... no more a1s.. 2a1s gone..

then geog.. lol... nvr study... wrote crap... omg... 早知道 i do qn 4 instead of 1... grr... see the map then dunno wat's tat then suan liao.. then nve go really see the other parts... then go so qn1 liao.. wasted lehx! i onli duno how do the map readin thing lor... the rest i da gai da gai noe lehx.. then qn1.. lorms and tat5marks qn dunno how do... sia la~ should really have done qn4..

chem tmr.. haven study todae.. ytd studied the solubility table and test for anions, cations and gas.. 就这样... aiyoz... later go flip notes again.. find i mean...

my random thoughts would make up a real story... haix.. so sad liao... nvm... go tok to my pillow abt it...

took my phone. saw... emo-ded. smsed. curse. felt helpless. i hopeless. can't help. sad.

wanted to... knock. come out? staircase. hug. shoulder.

wat a f......

oh well.. seriously dunno wat to do nw... dun even dare to tok le... nvm.. i'llask my pillow later..

tats all.. nite..

p.s. i love you ...
kxd...

2008-09-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

haha~ sat... went to my cousin's hse to celebrate his birthday... and so,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, KELVIN!!! :]
lol.. have fun in army... :P
anyway.. sat.. quite fun.. heh.. the cake cuttin.. lol... kae.. so its FUN de lor~

then sunday.. started to study hist.. and OMG! 我跟历史没有缘分。。。 lolx... then stomach pain... super pain.. then slpt.. then in the end onli studied, or rather read through, the rise of stalin and hitler... so, practically spent the whole dae sufferin in pain and slpin for tat few hrs... then at nite.. can't slp... and so far onli XX noe de reason.. heh heh.. honoured orh~ lol.. jkjk... ohya.. i 'slp'.. roll i mean...then knock dao my head.. opps.. surprisingly, no one heard it...

then todae.. hist.. i did the paper.. ok ba... cuz hitler and stalin came out.. then do seq tt time was thinkin whether to do stalin or cold war... then in the end do stalin.. almost finished the paper.. but i have a bad feelin.. maybe i would get like less than 10.. if i'm lucky, then 10 plus.. scary sia~...

dere's amath and geog tmr... dun wan study lehx... geog like study from last yr unil tiz yr liao lor~ so sian liao... amath... later/tmr mornin... look through the differentiaion thing and the when the denominator can be cancelled then should be ok le ba.. oh no! not havin much hope for tiz prelims nw.. oh gosh~ :(

non-study stuffs le..
is that cuts i saw or is it juz my hallucination? omg... really thinkin bout tat la... from tat dae until nw.. dan xin lehx... hope its really my hallucination... but then saw two times lehx... hmm...

XX... take care lehx.. haha.. maybe nw can 乘机 buy liang cha liao worx... muahahahaha!!! :P anyway.. drink LOADS of water and slp for at least 8hrs a day... dun slp at 3plus liao orh...

tats all~ :] copper... :]

p.s. i love you ...
rest well...

2008-09-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

todae... as usual... stomach pain for a LOOOOOOOOOONG time...

its 5th todae... its also the 7th..

lolx... should really stop wishin liao... oh well...

HATE history... turn the book still cannot find the factors.. grr!!! is there any history tution out dere.. oh well.. dun think it help... oh wait... it helps the tutor to get a VERY HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE... haix...

anyway... juz nw.. watched 100% entertainment.. lol... SUPER funny la.. laughed for like one hour... oh wait... its more than one hour.. lol... then i call my mum to sae i go down a while.. then she tot i cryin when i am laughin... lol... 她以为我在外面被人家欺负。。。 heh... opps?

tats all... copper!

p.s. i love you ...
hapi 7th...

2008-09-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

argghh... dun wan eat liao lah~ drink oso... eat or drink liao will stomach pain lor... grr.. dun wan eat/drink liao... :(

anyways... todae... woke up at 9.30am, 15secs after my alarm ring.. lolx.. i mean phone alarm... 15secs quite fast le worx... if u noe how much time i need to be able to get up... lol..

then went watch money no enough 2... gosh.. teary eyes again... pity the place u put the cup la... i hold until so tight.. dun wan hold with my other hand... cuz lor.. :P and i realised.. gv the seat the armrest can push up de lehx.. lol.. so cool.. and i had a hard time pushin it up... oh well.. most clocks are hard.. anyway.. bo jia peng la... mei chi fan i mean.. i mean no eat rice translated in to hokkien for the first one.. lolx.. kae, nvm.. take down the time 更惨 pull dao~ then can pull down.. lolx..

and then walk home tat time so suey la!!! grr!!! bacame a toilet bowl for tat bird.. grr!!! if ur laughin, stop laughin.. grr.. suey lehx! :(

then tution.. want look in... then saw someone lookin out.. then dun dare liao... ahh! i wan see la~ opps.. :X

and help my mum wrap some prezzies... haha.. tied a tie instead of a knot...

lol... anyway some funny thing.. you might not believe it but its TRUE!!! lolx.. for some reason i was thinkin 'bout how to thank my mum on my birthday.. lolx.. muz be less *gaga* than my 21st bd... lol.. then todae watch the lui bo gao then they got talk 'bout the mum thing.. aiya.. dunno how sae la.. if u watched it maybe u noe wat i tokin bout.. maybe i made a wierd link... nvm...

tats all! :]

p.s.i love you ...
slp early la...

{edit}
wanted to do sth during the movie.. when tat song is played... but.. dun dare... :X
{/edit}

2008-09-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

lolx... for some reason and dunno y.. tiz was the conversation wif my mum...
me:妈妈，我们来养狗好不好？
mum:你自己都怕狗还要养。
me:养那些小小只的就好了嘛。
lolx... dunno why.. HAHA!

and so... i realised.. some dogs ARE VERY CUTE!!!! haha... when they stick their tongue out? haha... siao liao wo.. 第一次看到人家怕狗还这样。。。哈哈！！！

kae... dunno wat to blog le.. so... copper! :]

p.s. i love you ...
5th 7th... :P in 3days time...

2008-09-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

haha~ changed the song to 你走天桥，我走地下道... by derrick hoh... nice la~ :]

anyway.. lolx.. juz nw i was plannin how much i should study todae... then i take out hist.. see the cover page i sian liao.. then trying to find the factors for the disarmament thing.. can find... then close the book liao.. gosh! then.. got study the rise of stalin.. lolx... very good liao lehx... :P opps?

then... GAA!! for some reason todae keep wannin to play volley... lolx... no one pei.. too bad... wan buy the ball oso.. so saving $$ nw.. :] gosh.. 2things to save up for le... hmm... buy which one first?

hmm... let me emo a while...
suddenly feel very left out sia.. dunno wat u all doin... i wanna join in... but i know i would be like super extra... oh well.. maybe i really aint in ur grp...

haha~ done.. anyway.. not emo nw... lolx...

tats all.. :]

for`some`reason`
i`can't`wait`to`get`back`chi`p1`

p.s. i love you ...
:]

2008-08-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

haha~ celebrated 教师节 todae... so high la.. the CHAIR AEROBICS! lolx.. was like stompin like mad.. haha! then the whole projector shake.. then at one point then i stop stompin.. then like got earthquake like tat.. haha! fun sia~

then.. the long service award... haha... funny... SCREAMED for our teachers! hahax.. :] and seow lao shi's got MOST CARING TEACHER AWARD!!! :] :] :] hehe.. :] then we STOOD UP and SCREAMED... haha.. :] fun lehx...

then volleyed a while~ :] gosh... my volley skills still lan la.. sigh.. after 'o's PIA~ lolx...

a review on the prelims i took...
eng : same.. either juz pass or fail..
emath : gosh! my 36/36=0!!! :(
physics : erm....
ss : arrgh! spent 1/2 hr on ONE C+C QN!!! too long..
chinese : so many time left for paper2.. makes me feel scared... paper 1... letter no good... compo.. maybe?
human geog : aha! GG! 'how alleviate prob of malnutrition and starvation..' wat i asked zn in class.. lolx...

and todae... 2 new BRUSIES! done by 'a VERY calm person'... pain sia~ juz nw... :X

nxt time should slp everytime i emo.. then wake up then not so emo liao.. :]

and.. was thinkin.. if a teacher saw my 25th aug post.. then the teacher will feel guilty liaox.. :P

tats all...

6`more`papers`to`go`~`
dun`wan`stay`at`home`for`holi`

p.s. i love you ...
sry bout ytd.. my fault my fault.. nvr 管理 my mood well...

2008-08-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

was almost knocked down by a motorcycle ytd.. the moto horned.. and i thought it was like from a super far car.. and was thinkin woah, the car so pro, horn so loud.. then the moto drove past me.. and the driver stared! gosh.. super sry sia~ maybe i was too...

anyways, todae.. cheena test.. paper 1.. tiz time my letter write until very bad le.. comfirm wont score high marks le.. then 记叙文... haha... "天下无不散之筵席"... then write abt someone who 离开 you.. write super long tiz time.. 4 pages plus one para... ahh... almost cried when writin... wonder if got anymore mts ppl who rmb her... missed+missin sia~ after abt 5yrs? le... still will cry de.. 她的 impact 真的是很大...

was lookin at the sky juz nw.. how i hope she would like pop up right in front of my eyes... then can talk to her.. tell her a lot of things... dunno y i will like tat... 好久好久好久没有看到她了。。。 :(
[ha. i know you will sae y i so stupid dao will do these kind of things. WATEVER!]

and so.. so tired of tellin ppl they not disturbin me liao... so, if someone sae it again, i will 'orh. kae. cu'... even though i AM super bored tat time...

and realised the word i hate most is 'watever'... but not those 'or watever u call tat' la~ so if i use it... ya... meanin i super agitated/angry/any other words tat can describe it... used it.. todae...

grr... no matter wat i do i will always will kana suan de.. every single thing... ok, maybe not every.. but mostly.. haix.. sad sia~

dunno wat to sae le.. last words.. i AM emo todae..

p.s. i love you ...
paiseh~

2008-08-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

gosh... can't rmb any ss/physics stuff... maybe except for the physics formulae... ohwell, maybe the berlin blockade(?) moved to my brain...

memorised. i tried. use watever ways the nxt hr i forget everything le! :'( my brain needs a BIGGER thumbdrive... argggh!

dun wan study liao lor like tat. grr... nvm.. i go study physics ONLI. attempt the ss seq if i noe how to do~

the worst is, super tired nw... wan slp liao.. maybe tats why berlin came... close my hse 3sec then can slp liao.

tats all... better close com be4 i slp on the com.. save electricity.. lolx..

p.s. i love you ...
tks for todae:] and and... 50yrs old arh

2008-08-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

so.. went to school to type things.. haha.. hope i improve my typin skills liao... then nxt time type like 100words per minute.. lolx.

then went mac study a while. was surprised then.

then went tution. which lasted for abt 2 and a half hr or more... tired. forgot abt geog. so i am back to study geog.

quite sad todae... very i mean... first time my friend sae tat. gosh.. sad.. sad... sad... :'( 为什么是你?

虽然我很‘男’但我始终还是个女生。听到那个字，自然就会很伤心。。。 like demoralise like tat.. 超伤心的。。。 nvm... not ur fault anyway... 这样也好。 at least i know it now...

haha... here comes my 减肥大计划。。。
1) no eating of food after 8pm. unless i super hungry until no eat then want die like tat.
2) no chocs.(gosh... my fav kana cut off)
3) when eating cakes, dun eat the cream
4) eat half of wat i eat everyday.
5) no chips.
6) sweets muz not have much sugar, otherwise known as unsweet sweet
7) no fast food, unless no choice.
8) cut down on fried food.
9) excercise like every other day.
10) durin holidays, find someone to pei me excercise like everyday.. (volley volley.. :])
11) walk up the stairs everyday, no matter how tired i am
12) if i have time, walk home from boon keng. everytime.

will update tiz when i still can think of anymore...

yupp.. tats all... jiayous everyone for any paper you havin tmr...

不`想`活`了`

p.s. i love you ...
maybe i should thank you... so, THANK YOU! :]

2008-08-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

hmm.. received an email todae... and for some reason... dunno y.. found it meaningful juz todae.. part of it..

love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand,
not to hear but to listen,
not to let go but to HOLD ON!!!

don's ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'

yupp... i read liao was thinking... haha! my thoughts will not be revealed. :P maybe some of u can guess.. lolx..

tats all.

human`geog`is`unsoft`!!!`
arggghhh~
tsktsk... some things i wished's dere...
p.s. i love you ...

2008-08-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

gosh.. sth i juz found out... dunno the details though... some doomsday thing on 2012... and suay suay muz fall on my BIRTHDAY.. lol... and then was thinkin if like tat oso quite cool... birth day and death day same de.. lolx... JKJK! and if it really is, then i onli live till 20years old... gosh.. 100more years to go... anyway... after wat i asked my mama, i dun believe tt liaox... lolx~

and todae practically slack for the whole dae.. did 6qns of chem... ONLI! omgosh...

and was thinkin wat's the meanin of 'sia la'... lol... muz ask 清楚 first be4 i use...

and yupp.. dunno y... these few days started to like staring outside the window... especially when it is rainin... if i in livin room, for some reason i in the end will look at the top right side de.. and if in room then top left... maybe i dun really like... is cuz... maybe... maybe... probably i mean...

wanna walk home in rain... but can't... haha.. oh well... nvm... 习惯就好... :]

am i too 自卑 or is it the truth? or is it emo instead of that? dunno lehx.. maybe i should ask him... or him? gosh... i dunno...

realised... more ppl are bottlin up their feelings... the look super hapi outside... but then they alone tat time then super sad liao... hmm...

sheesh... stomache pain...

希望就像一根蜡烛，好的蜡烛可以永远点亮；不好的蜡烛却在一秒内熄灭。。。 something i thought of when i was bathin... lol.. so random.. ohwell.. i'm thinkin bout emo stuff then...

and watch volley juz nw.. and so... brazil's first.. usa's second... china's third... cuba's forth.. if i'm not wrong.. the brazil and usa de match so nice la.. haha.. :]

anyway... i dunno wat i'm supposed to do nw.. abt tat...

do ppl really mean it when they sae 'leave me alone'?

to anti-fahrenheit ppl.. dun read tiz para...
haha! jiro's bd is 51 more mins to go.. lol.. when i am typin tiz it is... heh... gg mass sms sia~ :P

tats all... nitex everyone...

p.s. i love you ...
can i?

2008-08-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

3papers done, THIRTEEN more to do...

todae's eng... omg... the compo one-word topic is IDOLS! haha! its my favourite topic, as said by zn... lolx... and realised many ppl thought of me when they saw tat word... lol... i so popular worx... lol... kiddin kiddin.... haha.. anyway, dunno got write wrong not... scary.. eng is always like tat... and then 2nd paper, compre... summary... dunno wat the points are.. in the end juz put everything down... omg... first time i dunno how to change the sentence into my own words... not even one.. omg la... and and the passage is from gossip then talk abt the psycology(?)... chim...

and after tat 'volley-ded' for a while... well, at least i managed to touch the ball a few times.. seriously, i wanna improve... lol... yupp... and i tell myself i can't...

watch beach volley nw... men de.. usa and brazil... and saw ppl wearin tiz hat-like thing go spike de... dunno how describe... but its cute+funny+aa.. lolx...

tats all...

mon`no`sch`:]`

p.s. i love you ...

emo-ded.. walked in rain.. almost fall..

2008-08-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

1paper done.. FIFTEEN more papers to go... *gasps*

emath paper1... super suay todae sia~ cuz as usual, i speed through ALL the emath qns.. then then then dunno 2times/3times.. i finish doin one qn le.. then the teacher sae the qn got some error.. then i nid redo... GRR... lol... my fault la! nvr read the qn properly.... GRRRR...

anyway, the paper's okay i think... hope i no careless mistakes.. lolx...

tmr.. tha paper i am afraid of.. ahh!!! omgosh... :'( two somemore lehx.. :(

and chem extra lesson todae.. lol.. the break that time super high sia~ maybe it's the sweet mrs tan gave us.. lolx... and i was lame-in like every page of the chem tys.. every alternate page rather... kae.. maybe onli zn&kf noe wat i tokin.. lolx.. anyway, its FUN! haha!

wat to blog leh?

wat`am`i`supposed`to`do`?`

p.s. i love you ...

2008-08-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

and so~ english oral's gone... there goes my 20%... flunk sia~ the..the...the.. er... the... where got ppl tok like tat de? gosh... still rmb... be4 the day of the oral i was like.. give up oral le la... forget it.. my english like super bad... ha.. until someone told me something... then i 决定不要放弃。。。 yupp.. and chiong-ded picture discussion...

and watched usa and poland's vball todae.. lol... something i juz found out todae... lol... USA's coatch is a chinese.. heh...

btw, tks to those who cheered me up when i got back my cheena results.. :] tks loads! :]

我一直告诉别人要往好的方面去想，我自己为什么却那么悲观？一些好事还被我想到坏去。。。

听到妈妈和阿姨说：“妹妹也说她再考的话，机会会很小。” 当时超伤心，好讲不讲偏偏要在我面前讲。人家已经够难过了啦。。。我知道这是我的错， but 让我发泄一下，可以吗？

就这样。晚安! :]

我`累`了`,`笑`道`累`了`，`我`可`以`大`哭`一`场`吗`?`

p.s. i love you ...
回想起， want to thank cch and bus 13 sia~

2008-08-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

and so... got back 'o' lvl results todae... was quite disappointed... ok, its very... and the rest will be in chinese...

对不起大家。今天的微笑是假的。本来心情已经过不好的，一知道成绩， haix... 但是，一半的我很伤心，另一半却是开心的。开心因为我的口试得到 distinction. 伤心因为我那到 B。以为我已经做最坏的打算了，一直告诉自己我会拿到 D7。。。但不知为什么，我一知道成绩，那总感受，我也不知道怎么形容。。。也许可以说是被一个很大快的石头压到，压到心很痛很痛。。。也有为那些得到 A1 的感到开心啊。。。 back to my own story... 当我一听到别人说他们以为我会拿 A1 时， lol 我是更难过的 lor~

breaking the news is harder than knowing the news...

omgosh.. forgot wat i wanna blog. all rite.. shall blog later if i rmb....

till then...

p.s. i love you ...

2008-08-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

i hate myself.
i hate myself for sleeping just now.
i hate myself for keeping my inbox full.
i hate myself for 'silent-mode-ing' my phone.
i hate myself for sleeping late yesterday.
i hate myself for tiring myself out yesterday.
i hate myself for working non-stop since i woke up. (till i slept)
i hate myself for not charging my phone yesterday night.
i hate myself for being such a 'kind' soul by offering to help out in the housework.
i hate myself.

watever. i don't trust myself now.

p.s. i love you ...
ur startin to hate me nw
[SRY FOR EMO POST]

2008-08-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

ytd, 070808.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI WEE!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS K!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!
ahaha! soooo many ppl's bd la~ lol... wished ms k de hapi bd, to me was so gan ren sia~ haha... surprise surprise... funn sia~ :]

today,080808...
start of beijing olympics.
cross country todae... super fun! :] did loads of things... first time-ers... haha! first time spray coulour spray on hair. first time WALKED so much. first time played ddr. first time wear such a short shorts for almost the whole dae. (to be exact, its 5.30am to 8.30pm) and more.... haha~ so we walked and stoped and waited for the boys to come. then we walked together... we were seperated at thr turnin pt and met again soon... then ending's fun... we were running and shoutin 'GR!' *cheer* 'GR!' *cheer* 'GR!' *cheer* 'GR!' *cheer* and on... haha.. fun leh~ :] lets do it again! if possible... haha... <3 s

ddr-ded after tat.... haha. first time play.. super lan... lol... first time eat subway.. dunno how order.. then followed the 'order way' grace did.. lol...

no mood to blog liao.. dunno why... nvm.. if i forgot anything, i'll juz post it someone other times...

tats all...
its`quite`saddenin`when`i`saw`tat`

p.s. i love you ...
its actually cuz we toked a lot todae. after so long.