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WWWAAAAAAHHHH... I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO SS4 LEI... :( BUT AFTER THIS NEWS I DUNNO IF I STILL CAN MAKE IT NOT LEI... D: OMONA! HAVE BEEN PREPARING SINCE THEY ANNOUNCE THEY CONFIRM TWO SHOWS IN SG... LIGHTSTICKS, WHAT TO WEAR, CLEAN MY RING, EVEN GET THE TICKETS ITSELF... WOKE UP SO EARLY JUST TO HOPE TO AT LEAST CAN GET TICKETS.... AHH... THEN WHEN I GOT THE TICKETS THEN SEARCH FOR SONGS THAT THEY WILL BE SINGING... HAVE EVEN STARTED MEMORIZING THEM... NOW.. WILL I BE ABLE TO MAKE IT???

AHH... WAS STILL SO EXCITED ABT IT LEI... HAIX... YI QIE YOU TIAN ZHU DING BA... LIKE WHAT MY SIS ALWAYS SAY, "SHI NI DE JIU SHI NI DE, BU SHI NI DE MIAN QIANG YE DE BU DAO..."...

Last post before I officially stop using the com until a lvls are over...

This week was hectic.. My gosh... Heng ms _____ told us ant this life... If not I would have already died... Lol... Almost died just now... Lol... But because of the talk with ms _____, I'll continue to fight...

為甚麼我總是跟自己賽跑，從來都沒想過更別人比一比，看看我到底那裡已經超越了別人，哪一方面又遠遠落後？？？ 我現在才發現其實已經不錯了。。。 有誰能夠在經歷了那麼多事情還有那麼強的戰鬥？？？ 要及格三個h2 對很多人來說已經很難了，經歷過那麼多事的我竟然能及格。。。 我其實覺得很不可思議。。。 我更覺的我 not fit to be able to get such marks。。。

Haha... Anyway... After attending ya lun's autograph session, I'm prepared for all the fighting that I have to do... Ahahaha.... I WANT TO GET ALL As except for gp... Hehe... If I get a D and above for gp I will be extremely happy already... I need to psycho myself tat I really can achieve that... Need to have more faith in myself... Ah! Yes! That word is faith! Not confidence!!! Omg... After two days then I randomly know now.... Lol...

Tats all... Going to watch yu bai to destress and start fighting again!!!

Oh... This may be the last post for this blog!!! Heh heh.. I'm moving!!! :)

我有! 我要! 我可以! Cindy GO GO GO!!! :D

heh heh...

getting back PW results this friday! omg! no xin li zhun bei.. :( wat if i get a C? or even a D? omg.. how? i want an A... spent so much time on it eh.. but looking at how my op went.. the A seems to get further and further away from me... :( :( :(

anw, block test results back... I FAILED... :( oh well.. my effort is not there... thats what i deserve... i promise i will work supa hard for mid years.. i must... i'll lock myself at home to study for the whole holiday... oh... saw the cost of the big big As.. omg! so expensive! chem is already $98 so i must get A if not bu hua suan.. haha! maybe i need to paste sth all around my hse to remind me that i want to be the one who go up to the stage to collect my result slip next year... so i will really study hard...

gp... i told myself i will do one compo fortnightly and one compre fortnightly also... lol... i need someone to control me.. haha...

maths... should be ok la hor.. since its the only subject i passed... i shall practise more... :D

chem... die... i'm going to start memorising the stupid eqns starting this weekend... paste some notes around my room so i can look whenever i nth to do.. haha...

econs... lol... another subject that i mian qiang can say i passed... essay is really easier than cs... econs i cannot help myself... i need consultation! lol... i'll start revising last year's work again...

physics... reminds me of forces... i hate it... :( how?

i shall do chem and econs on alternate weeks... :D yeah.. tats it! :D odd week chem! even week econs! :D

i realised i should blog more so i wont get so aggressive... lol... but! i'm not using the com often! hahax!

enough of studies...

yalun's album's out le.. happy! :D am i weird to like fast emo songs? lol... and jiro's acting in a MOVIE!! :D finally!! :D <3 the genre has horror though.. lol... dun know if i have the courage to go watch it... maybe i have to watch it alone somemore.. lol.. no one close friend is a fan of fahrenheit! :( currently waiting for chun and rainie's show to be out... or isit out already? i shall check it later since i have the time.. heng i did maths tat time.... if not i wont be here typing all this rubbish... haha...

show "fainted" in his concert! a lot of people are super shocked and they xia can le! saw the video... looks quite real actually... on the thought that he said he's sick be4 the concert started.. isit? lol.. i think my details are incorrect... then went to stalk his weibo... and it seems like many people we angry with him for joking about his health? oh.. i forgot to say it was during april fools day... and he fool >10000 people? isit? lol... dun want to say my feelings here.. in case many many others bash me.. lol..

ah.. tired tired.. i shall go sleep a while then go study already...

annyeong everyone!

ahahaha... suddenly had the urge to blog again...

i'm liking suju more.. and sometimes i've got the feeling that i like betraying frh like tat... lol.. after what hx said.. haha.. but since arron's album is coming out soon, frh might be in a big part of my everyday life again..

block test's in 10days time... and i haven started yet.. aish.. doing up the timetable now.. hopefully i will follow it strictly... its a good thing that i did study last year.. though not very hard-ly.. but hopefully i will rmb them... and omg.. no matter how many times i consulted the teacher, i still dun understand the summation thing.. ahhhh!!! how like tat.. heng no graphing this time.. if not i will die terribly...

ohoh.. i've tons of shows to watch... mostly recommended by ppl... hello baby, running man, ylbfb, thqby, asbh... endless.. waiting for chun and rainie de show to come out soon.. or has it aired already? omg.. i haven update my frh info...

was talking abt the charc of the perfect bf we want... during ct period.. lol... strange... hahax... jiro + calvin + alien + derrick +ryeowook + yesung style together the best.. lol... jjang! :D <3

haha.. becoming more korean-ish now... lol... but there is still "taiwan blood" in me... lol.. ohoh! talking abt that... got sth super funny! :D i was perspiring like crazy... and taiwanese usually use 'sth惨了'... then i said.. "天啊! 我流超多汗的! 流惨了我!" lol.. then i realised 流惨 sounds like 流产... haha... it funny to me~ :D

going now~

but before that, i shall post a joke i made.. lol...
why do humans have goosebumps?
cuz our ancestors were goose then they accidentally bumped into their head.. then there is a bump there.. thus, goosebumps..
haha! :D

annyeong! <3

就是今天。。。 兩年前的今天， 醫生告訴我，“Cindy, you have contracted leukemia” 當時的我其實也不會很訝異， 所以不會很傷心。 但現在回想起來，我的眼眶就滿了。。。 被淚裝滿的。。。

慶幸的是，兩年來的痛苦終於告一個段落了。 但我知道， 最辛苦的不是我，而是我的家人與朋友。。。 他們一路走來一至陪伴這我， 支持這我。。。 這些感情是文字都不能表達出來的。。。 最令我遺憾的是。。。 其實也不是遺憾啦。。。 哈哈， 我也不知道是甚麼。。。 總之就是某某沒來看我。。。

也不知道是不是巧何， 那兩件事分別在兩年與三年前發生。。。我想你也忘了吧。。。 但那一天我是永遠都不會忘的。。。

我現在只能堅強的完成上天替我安排的事。。。加油吧xin di。。。

“情曾經擁有那即是幸福，珍惜過程給予的經驗和成長，有時步伐不同也勉強不來，重要的事感激過去微笑迎向未來”

ahahahaha... nth to do so decided to blog todae.. :D

lol.. todae is donghae's birthday... sent an sms to ms toh without confirmin it! lolx! tot i dreamt abt it.. hahah.. actualy is not! is real de! :D

5 days ago is CHUN'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BELATED TO CHUN! :D *hearts*

promos over.. not is pw and chi.. arrrssshhh... lazy to do i&r.. lol.. tat time plan after econs paper do.. then not drag drag drag until now haven do... tmr must do my first draft liao.. if not i confirm AE.. then there goes my pw... extremely scaredd abt op... presentation still ok... is the q&a! arrssshh! is even scarier than oral! arrshhh! then our class dry run so EARLY!!! we have to get ready like in 1 week?! arrsshhh... op i think haven blink eye then the day arrived liao lor.. till now i still dunno is we got external moderator not lei.. gosh..

ohhh well.. enough abt pw~

todae is a k-pop day! loll.. go anywhere then will have korean song.. todae is suju day also.. haha.. cuz most of the songs is suju de.. hax.. watched the ring ding dong mv le.. yes.. its lag! lol.. finally know why ms toh said elastic that way.. hahax. ! :D at first i tot is different spelling then actually is the same.. ell-last-tic! :D hahax..

got so many show to watch! personal taste watching halfway, then next will be gloomy salad days then u're beautiful then the wu zun show, then love buffet and on and on and on.. then i still wanna catch up on 100% entertainment somemore.. lol..

haha.. i still sae i wanna learn korean.. i bought the disk already.. now is when! what time! lol! wonder if i'll persevere.. lolx...

tats all~

haix.. j2 graduate le.. :( i'll be alone nxt year... :(

378th post!!! :D

finally get my super hot!!! : D happy!! Now just wait for the taiwan version to arrive then i'll be the happiest female on earth!!! lolx!

these few days keep watching super junior's video... todae just finished watching their mini drama. haha! leeteuk quite cute actually... then when i see the cooking cooking mv, which calise tagged me abt in fb, then i realised he got this dimple... i like ppl with dimple.... and i mean dimple, not dimples... haha... strange eh~ i onli like one side de... hahax... ryeowook and yesung together quite funny eh~ hehe... after promos i wan learn korean lei.. if not i can onli watch those eng sub de... then some no eng sub de cant watch... I tried... but dun understand anything!!! today must be the last day i watch any videos... then i'll continue after promos... ahh... jiayous cindy!!!

today went airport to send my cousin.. ok, i dunno wat you call that... Go airport and sae byebye,.. 哭慘了... hope to see her soon... will make one skype account...

my eyes closing already.. nid my reacharge sleep now... Nights everyone. Sweet dreams....

以後不要再做那麼危險的事了。。。