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first... el... went through the compo thing... nth much... cuz onli half period...


then was physics... got test... didnt study... confirm fail de... then went through the magnet thing... the iron fillin thing so cool... opps.. i crazy... ohoh... ha! zn! i rmb... ur idol... pg 385... if i'm not wrong... ha! :P


then recess... forgot wat i did le...


then el again... went through sth related to compre de... murder! woots... kill ppl... i kill de... then i go jail... then i kana hanged.. (jkjk) opps... :X ok la~ but i read those three passage dun understand.. cuz i really cant concentrate... try very hard le... so sry... :X


then chem... i damn sad la~ went through metals ws... sad sad!!! :'( didnt get the chance to high/laugh...


then lunch.. gave grace her gift... dunno is sad or happy... dun tok abt it... then went popular to buy somethings..


then assembly... lm talk... didnt listen so attentively... so sry leh... but i got listen tat little bit... was busy doin sth la~ sry sry...


then interaction period... discuss abt bazaar... nth much...


after sch... went to sleep... then grace sms me... then i wake up... then slp again... then someone sms me again... then i woke again... then cant slp le... cuz help zn count the money thing... :X


then went home... and founded out all my ling gan so random de la... e.g grace present... saw someone readin newspaper.... then tot abt tat... and todae, the sentence/paragraph was writin writin then thought of how bad i am... then change it to tat... so, the sentence/paragraph is...


我不是一个好朋友
也不是一个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
但未来的路是否能让我陪你度过?


yupp, changed the 擦肩而过 lyrics to form tiz... actually the peng you wanted to use nu ren/nuhai/shao nian... but all guai guai de... so change to tat...


tks for lettin me to ... you... tks tks... *bows*


and and dui wo lai shuo... all emo emo songs are juz gettin nicer and nicer... no matter fast or slow... all very nice... tats wat i feel la...


and nowadays dunno wat happen to me.. now almost everything i oso dun dare to do le... e.g. the qn todae... dun even dare ask... then muz type out.. and used such a long time be4 i 'gain courage' and showed the qn... woah... or maybe i dun even have the courage in the first place...


do i really sound/act/look emo???


{it starts with a 'h' and ends with a 'e'...}



tats all... i think...


chlorine`is`gettin`stupider`


p.s. i love you...
do you?

183th post...


nth much happen todae again... weekend always like tat de... unless i got go out...


tution... hmm.. the teacher talked in english i-forgot-wat-word le.. so funny la.. then she said sth funny... but forgot wat le...


gettin more and more qian bian now... all the chao lame stuffs i said... OHMY!!! next time i got bruise when i go home oso not strange le...


if there is a next time... wonder will it be better or will it be worse... i wonder why... if its worse, then i am really very sorry... cuz i'm abnormal, its a high chance it would be worse... onli someone will understand... but but if its better u can go celebrate le...


ohoh... so regrettin i didnt try the rice i cooked la... sounds ok.... and my maid even sae its very nice.... still very eh! woah! how i wish i can eat it... lols...


nth to post le... juz tat i changin song to xiao pi qi by genie zhuo(tats her eng name if i'm not wrong..) later... after i post tiz... so, bye to jay! *waves hands crazily*


pray`it`would`be`a`better`one`
and`its`6`more`daes`(if i counted correctly...)


p.s. i love you...
i'm lost...
clue, my badge...

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changed the song to 擦肩而过 instead... omg.. i cant believe i would ever listen to this song... omg omg... woah... *stuns* but its quite nice la~... :]


and and u all got any sad sad or angry de things can find me 出气。。。 can beat me, kick me... juz dun kill me first... cuz i still have sth tat isnt done... after tat something is done... then... yupp...


dun care me emo le la~ if i wan stand in the rain... let me... pls... cuz tats the onli way i can release emo-ness... cant cry... really cant... and and if i wan let u see wat i write, i will... if i trust you... or i will wait till the time's ripe... meanin when everything's over... when everything's fine again...


sheesh... my right eye keep twitchin... damn it! opps... *i didnt sae anything bad bad thing* sth bad gonna happen... ahh~! dun wan! :'( NO!!!


keep tryin to help... but it looks like i am makin it worse... sheesh... ahh!
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hmm.. didnt do anything todae... so yesterdae nite/todae's damn early morning, sth happened... lols... no wonder dey sae women's 6th sense not bad de eh~... :X and and should have cared more.. then see if *ahem* got _______ not... lols... :X opps.. *i didnt sae anything* still got many things abt tz i wan post de... but better dont.. :X


went search for songs juz now... then at one point my com super lag... omg... gg to find more more songs later... :P :X cuz cuz... MY IPOD RECOVERED!!! yay!!! finally can 'sense' my ipod le... :]


then went blogthings do loads of quiz... got emo de, depressed de, eq, punk band name, mornin/afternoon/nite person, bla bla... then decided to post tiz cuz sth happened... :X

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

lols... yupp, i crazy AGAIN... was thinkin really? lol..


ohoh... yesterdae, read the cheena book until very late... then in the end nid to hide in toilet read if not my mum scold me le... lol... then found few nice nice things... i like de... i mean...

看着别人快乐满足的神态，比自己享受快乐更加快乐。
是不是喜欢上一个人后，就会感觉自己特别不足，特别卑微，以至一直到歉？

still got one long long de... lazy to type in... :P :X


ohoh... and and when i went vivo, i saw the cj7 soft toy!!! i wan i wan i wan! but no $$ buy... :( :'(


tats all! :]


i`wan`go`dere`again`
will`you`allow`me`to`?`


p.s. i love you...
how are you?

hmm... sad la... should have practiced first... omg... sad eh... too much water is seriously a bad bad thing... and for some reason i must put so much... haha... now dun dare have a 2nd time le la... hmm... seriouly wonderin how it taste like... even i oso dun dare try leh... then somone can eat everything up... woah! *stuns* :X


pity the stove... kana chicken pox after i finish cookin... oh... suprise surprise! i will cook! lol... first time... cook until like tat... everytime cook maggie mee/scrambled eggs onli... then now... omg... even i cant believe it...


and juz now so damn funny... someone(which is me...) so scared of prawns... imagine havin to pluck out its head... so damn cruel la... though its already dead, but its still cruel! omg... damn sad now... i was like 'sry prawn... i didnt mean to do this but the cook book saes nid prawn... and i dunno wat to use to substitude you... so, i'm so sry mr.prawn...' lol... crazy eh.. and now i thinkin y did i call it mr and not miss... strange... :X


ohoh... went vivo juz now.. walk until leg damn suan la... juz to find the shop... which is not at vivo... is at the link between vivo and habourfront centre... to think i still walk around vivo lvl 1 and basement sooooooo many times la... somemore vivo so big... omg! and and walked passed this book shop! nowadays start to like to read again... dunno why... lol... then walk in to find a book tat is nice... dunno spent how long in dere... cant find the section tat is young adults de... lol... then who knows.... dey put it together with the CHILDREN'S section.... lol... should put young adults at the sign dere oso ma... aiyo... lol... :X


so, i bought a book... jinx... by meg cabot... heh... after readin all the book borrowed, i gg to read tat! :] though its pink(?! omg... eww...no offence... :X) but nvm... at least its still a storybook... yupp...


see some ppl hapi, for some reason and i dunno y i oso will become hapi... i mean my mood better... :] heh... :X :]


dunno wat to post le... so, bb~ dmm... haha... jkjk!


feel`so`bad`


p.s. i love you...
tell me the truth... how was it?

HAPI BIRTHDAY GRACE CHEW!!!!


todae... chem... so super damn high... cuz teachin abt tetrachloromethane the part le... *onli some understands...* yupp... zinc so ke lian... sit beside me.. kana hit by dunno how many times le la... and her left sleeve longer than the right sleeve by loads... wanted to use ruler measure, but cant! ahh! then i took picture of the whiteboard... with help from grace chua.. :X and my ws, specially for the section the handwritin damn big, compared to my normal one... :X heng i sit last row... if not the whole class will look at me like some siao siao person le la... omg... :X juz damn crazy... :X


el... brain break... ms k showed us tiz cool cool cool video abt got many ppl in one place, then everyone FREEZE... so cool la.. they can dun move de... even when ppl poke them... pro eh! i like...


recess... grace chew was like shocked!(i think) omg.. hapi bd! again... :P took some pictures... some onli... :X then ms k was in class.. i saw her expression.. funny... then grace took pictures with some ppl... then SOMEONE lian hong le wor! :P :X opps... i didnt sae anything... :X :X


then was physics... went lab... listen until wan slp lor... so i-dun-like la... skill3 thing... plannin.. sounds easy but i do le like so diff like tat la... omg!


then was el again! :X gr so funny la... we planned to freeze... first plan was when miss k ask us to keep 1100 words book then freeze.. 2nd plan was when kai jin clean the board then stop then we freeze... then kai jin was like later i freeze u all still movin... so fun la~! but in the end didnt manage to freeze though.... so,


maths... we planned to freeze when we greetin tnm... hmm... but got another teacher inside... then dunno wan freeze not... i didnt but some did though... sad... if the mr tan(?) didnt come then so fun le la~! arggh!


physics sap... lol scolded for being noisy? or wat i oso 4got le... opps... :X then gr was called to stay back... hmm... i did sth when teacher scoldin... wont post abt it though... :P :X later i kana killed... XS


after sch... when in class, grace was like super high.. then keep SINGING, like tks gr for givin her such a memorable bd... and sing all sorts of songs... then i said 'careful! protect the glass! wan break le!' heh.. so bad eh... but see her so hapi, my mood oso better le... :]


and and tks zn and kf pei me go parkway... tks tks... and tks kf for helpin me choose the food and stuff... hmm.. tks! i so stupid la... dunno how choose and wat's wat.. :X tks! tks! surprisingly, i spent lesser than i tot i would... heh... :X opps...


tmr dunno wat happen la... if eat le then... then die le... i will super damn guilty... die... now dunno still wan do not... argghh! so complicated and confusing... !!! ahh! arggh! grr! *bang*


i wan freeze again! lets go train ourselves then go changi airport and freeze! yay! opps... :X


tats all... be4 i end, hapi bd to grace again! :]


food`brings`people`together`
something's`still`missing`
someone...


p.s. i love you...
hope to see a smilin u tmr...

todae... geog... ok la... at least i did listen... at least got improvement lor~... did geog hw... but all short short ans... sheesh...


cl... did the compo thing... woah.. dunno why i wan write abt emo-in so much... dunno why... got so many things to talk abt... ahh...


chem.. so sad! didnt teach organic chem, but taught skill3.. skill3 is ok la... if got sample in front of u... if no sample i confirm stuck de... then cannot come out from the whole... :X


then was maths sap... so fun... so long nvr tok/lame/laugh(?) for so long le... so long nvr hear ppl 'haha' then start to laugh... though it might not be real... but still... at least it made me feel better... so, know the 'meh-meh' thing le.. so slow la me... then wat's-her-name-again? sheesh.. how can i forget?! juz she said we damn noisy... then if laugh somemore detention until six.. LOL la... ppl laugh no sound can? omg... no wonder ppl will emo... cuz *ahem* dun let us laugh... jkjk...


after sch... went home,eat,tution... keep lookin out of the window, hopin to... but when i look out the tution teacher kept lookin at me!!! omg.. damn bad la... then i do until my back become very very pain... then buay ta han then ask her if i can go back.. yupp, then went home...


oh... lamer's really lame now... todae mornin wake up then leg dunno why damn pain... chou jing? omg.. dunno la... the muscles(?) there... then pain until i become so 'energetic' la~ woah... sad... leg pain nvm... worse thing is my back oso pain... ahh! and and so stupid la me... walk down the steps pain nvm... even when i sittin down i can 'disturb-pain' again.... then became pain again.. ahh.. nvm wat i tokin... got feelin no one understands... forget it...


oh... todae... realised some things i sae got hidden meanin de... which i think is damn obvious... like 'yupp, i LOOK ok' understand? aha... look ok... feel ___... fill in the blank urself... oh... wrote almost a page full of emo things... my handwritin small la... single line paper one line can squeeze two lines of cheena words... 'ku4' leh... then so many ppl ask me i ok not.. then... you may guess wat i want to write after tat... cuz i dun wan sae... unless u ask me.. MAYBE i'll tell you... but _____... :X


finished my cheena compo... 4got wats the qns for maths, so dun do.. tmr go sch do... now nid go do chem ws and learn ting xie... so, bb... dun miss me... though i know u wont..


its`been`two`days`already`
TWO`DAYS`!!!`:'(


p.s. i love you...
究竟要考多少张文凭, 才有资格谈恋爱???

todae... physics.. hmm.. went through the wb qns.. didnt bring... dun even know nid to do... is either i forget or __...


pe... was 'cope-ded' by maths! so damn stupid la... i wan run de lor... grr!! didnt listen though... so oso no use la... but at least i studied a little of cheena...


chi... got test... was quite ok.. i think.. but is not juz pass means fail... opps.. :X then went through the zuo ye.. was surprised i finish till zuo ye 7...


hist... got back test paper.. as usual i failed... then listen until wan to slp again... then start 'drawin' on the paper... i mean writin... yupp... writin's a better word to use...


charisma... tot loads of things durin tat period... was comparin the old me to the 'now me'... the difference seems to be VERY big... last time ppl joke is my fault i will tok back de... now... ppl joke i oso sae ya... my fault... die... :X


then seow lao shi came in to 'pack' our seatin arrangement... woah.. .actually goin to sit one by one de lor... i dun wan! heng many many ppl oso dun wan... then in the end is seat two by two... dunno if its fixed.. if it is, i will die.. sit last row leh... sian... then sls keep askin me if i can see... cuz i sit so far... then i said dunno... but should be can... omg... wan grow tall la~


after sch was geog... was like almost slpin le... then i heard one word.. then i became high(?) again... is like suddenly i 'pop-ded' out... woah... didnt do much there... oso wrote some things there...


after the whole thing, suddenly wan to eat bread... then went 7-11 buy... dunno why... i so strange... omg... then went home... wait until time comes... went tution... then went home... yupp.. and now i am sittin here postin...


nth to post le.. juz an add on to my post abt the halo thing...


its`already`one`dae`
cant`stop`_`of`_`


p.s. i love you...
maybe i'm juz too selfish...

10:19:00 PM

hmm... todae... first period... chem... as usual was high... but todae even higher... maybe i grew taller more... :X and cuz of the t_t__c_____m______... dun wan underline everything... cuz... then cuz of tat zinc was hitted by me ao many times until cannot count le... :X so sry...


next.. el... contiuned with the situational writin thing... nth much though...


next.. cl... continued the bi ji thing... then did newspaper report... omg! its on 'gay-ness' the law thing... omg... dun wan do de lor... but no choice! sad arh! :X


next... maths... was high again... at some period of time... then i 4got wat happen le... sry... :X


next.. el again... brain break was on the pool thing... so damn cool la the person... the i-dunno-how-explain de still the nicest la... shot shot shot shot shot shot then all go in... then after tat the white ball thing go in.. heh.. nice... cool.. :X


next... eng timed practice... on tourism.. omg... then when endin soon, i said if dunno how to do can ask mrs long... lol.. tourism... :X


after sch... went 'home' and i not angry or anything... :X and died so badly todae... shouldnt have sent the sms to my ___... die... she now so angry le.. so sry... make u worry and kill so many of ur brain cells and 'mouth cells' to scold me.. so sry... :X i gui xia lai xiang ni ren cuo... sry sry... though i know sry no cure... but still sry.. though i know u wont see this...


didnt eat dinner... so far, eat donut, sushi and pear for the whole dae.... heh... next time muz break record, dun eat for the whole dae.. if not eat half a biscuit... then break record le.. :X


it rained todae.. ahh! i wan walk in the rain again! didnt get enough tat time... i wan i wan! walk walk! in the rain! i wan!~~~hope it will rain tmr..


now muz put halo(???) on my head le... become angel... if not fri confirm cannot go out... unless i sneak out... but i dun wan... later i kill cells again...


yupp, i'm stubborn, stupid, shen me... bla bla... all my fault... yupp, my fault... maybe i shouldnt even exist la... bring so much harm to so many ppl... i'm a jinx, man...


wat`i`dun`want`to`find`was`found`
wat`i`am`findin`is`still`lost`
hope`i`can`find`it`soon`


p.s. i love you...
and sry abt tat... :X

heh... todae... went sao mu... heh... we booked a van(???)... lol... and i knock my head THREE times! omg... lol.. to think i so short le still can knock dao! lol... omg... heh... knock knock knock... heh...


went tution todae again... heh... used phone.. (yupp, again...) lol... dunno got tok tooo loud not... if not ppl tot i siao de... heh... :X opps... :X


wan to faster finish readin the eng book i readin now.. then can read the cheena book! ahh! todae i read the cover page words... heh... so cool... :P :X :]


and and i dunno how le la... sat cannot... if not muz fri le.. but i no time to buy! omg! die die... should have planned earlier... ahh! :S


and i dunno wat to post abt le.. heh.. sry.. :X


hope`you`wont`have`__`when`you`...`


p.s. i love you...
*draw more hearts*

todae... woke up at 8.45... early eh... to me it is.. esp for a sat mornin.. always slp until nine plus ten plus or 11 plus de... heh... then wait until i __... then i go out... lol... heh... so sry i late... hmm.. then bought spa file... the colour's so different... omg... later i first one to check.. sad la... when i have the mood i fo find the file again... then borrowed some books... cheena de... lol... muz improve cheena la~ if not i wont borrow de... muahahaha... quite fun... in the library.. heh... the thick thick books... and green ridin hood eh... :P heh... :X oh... black too... and the diff languages... heh... :] :X


and and walked with a pain in my leg at sometime todae... haha... so so sry... sometimes i cant run... heh... :X sry sry... :X :X :X...


lol... and i tryin to learn how to eat spicy stuffs nowadays... heh... and and still dun dare to be not afraid of dogs.. i c dog i run le.. lol.. opps... :X :X...


hmm.. wonder how ppl will react if i tell them i wan learn how ride motocycle... lol... haha... scared i too short then cannot learn... lol... if not is i no strength... to park the bike.. lol lol... :X but i really wan learn lor... ahh!


hmmm... tryin to be more refined nowadays... did i post tiz last time? hmm.. nvm.. if got post again lor... heh... :X start with closin my legs when i sittin... hmm.. haha.. seems hard... cant be soft de.... lol... nvm... ______... heh.. :X


ohoh... the viewers choice thing... then m1 commercial got gold.. lol... then i was like... eh eh... m1 gold.. gold leh! lol... so high... :X


dunno wat to post le... so, bb! :]


though`sort`of`sad`
but`nvm`
wo`bu`jie`yi`


p.s. i love you...
*draw hearts*

opps... i juz realised i didnt post on thurs and fri.. lol.. and now its sat.. :P


so so...


thus... ss... hmm... wat did we do? lol... forgot le la...


chi... seow lao shi went through the di 7 ke chim words... heh...


el... for brain break, watch tiz video... quite funny but for some part... i closed my eyes.. hmm... if u know me.. you might know y... lol... and nowadays always watch sth then cuz of the same reason then i close my eyes de lor... lol... opps... :X haha...


recess.. zinc called the ba chang person thing... heh... increase order... lol.. heh...


physics spa... stoned dere for i-dunno-how-long... cuz dey go through spa file... then i lost mine... then dun nid go through... lol... maybe tmr i go buy.... heh... :X


maths... zn asked AT to sign de book... she was supposed to use de pikachu pencil de lor... then she didnt... and AT cant juz move her eyes and see it de.. omg! so bad la... she...


then lunch... nth much happened.. except i used my out goin calls again... lol.. now 3hr plus plus le.. opps... :X


went chem sap... was quite fun.. haha... laughed until cheek pain... heh... al-le-ment... haha haha.. limb... haha haha... :P chem's always fun.. and its gettin funner.. :P cuz ___... muahahaha...


after sch... used outgoin call again... heh.. :X then zn and kf go tok to spl when i usin... heh.. sry leh... my ear got prob.. cant hear properly... sry sry... opps... :X and found out tat i really shout bring street directory around with me... if not i dunno how go anywhere... even its near my hse.. so shi bai rite... *nods* and sth happened after tat...


fri... went aunt's hse... lol... played mj... haha... and i found-ded out i got improve.. lol... :P if not is todae i lucky... haha... haha... studied for almost the whole afternoon dere... heh... and listen my ipod until no batt le.. opps... :X haha... once i step out of my hse i listen le... lol...


and realised i zui jing always use => :X.. heh...


and i dunno wat to post abt le... opps.. :X


so, bb... when i think of sth... i post again... :P


sth`happened`


p.s. i love you...
(ohoh... i realised sth abt the i love you thing... haha... too bad, i wont sae...)

postin... though have one great pile of hw waitin to be done... lol... phrasebook and the ahma thing's the worse.. lol.. but the ahma's quite nice... heh... at least read le wont sleep...


so... todae... chem lessons... was super super high.. and zn said i laughed when mrs tan goin through the _______ thing... lol.. i didnt even know... i tot i turned to look at her then saw her laughin then i laugh de... opps! haha... then when walkin back to class... i was like _______ _______ and keep repeatin... haha... lol... i'm crazy la... no choice... heh...


durin chi... nth much happened... juz seow lao shi tot i didnt pass up the giro form and the xiao ba compo... lol... then i told her i did... ahh... next time dun wan pass up late work le... humph... heh heh...


durin geog... I SLEPT!!! muahahaha... but mrs long wasnt teachin.. so i not tat bad... heh...


durin maths... for some reason... zn and me... were so high... then whole class was like super zhuan xin ting ke like tat... heh... then we kept laughin and laughin and laughin.... heh... then at some period of time, someone said she push MY waterbottle and let it hit someone's ____! omg... lol... MY WATERBOTTLE... heng u didnt... if not muz change waterbottle le... lol...


sap... was maths again... durin emaths, zn and me high high again... lol... and and had so much difficulty tryin to tok to grace... juz one line.. 'where's ur idol?' can make me laugh until like siao... omg... cant stop... haha... idol... fav teacher... opps... *i didnt sae anything* and i realised sth... grace's laugh also contagious de... sometimes... lol!


then walked home... lol... first time(think so) call until phone no batt... heh... so cool... (?!) lol.. now my outgoin call 2hr19min le... haha... opps... like four times more than my incomin call... lol.. cool cool...


many things happened todae... but cant rmb.... so sry if i missed out anything.. heh... :X


anyway... back to my phrasebook! wish me luck... haha...


yupp`chlorine`dun`like`methane`
cuz`chlorine`__`methane`
opps... i didnt sae anything again....


p.s. i love you...
xiang ni le orh... opps :X

first lesson... seow lao shi came in... to collect the bazzar cupon money thing... hmm.. onli collected $40 from our class... if i'm not wrong.. if i didnt hear wrongly... heh... forgot bring... cuz i didnt hear annnouncement... i mean... i dun hear them...


then was ss.. got back test paper... as usual, i FAILED! lol... got free cd le... lol.. yay! *celebrates* omg... damn sad eh...


then was p.e. ran 1.2km... then did sit ups... dun wan do de lor.. then no choice, have to do... but i rather run one more round than do the 20 situps... and and i run faster than i expected myself to... lol... i tot i will 8min plus 9min lyk tat... lol... then dey played captain's ball and i slacked again.. :P bad eh... muahahaha...


then was maths.. learnt new stuff... was quite ok with it.. heh..


then recess.. slept... and ppl tot i emo and was crying... but i really really was sleepin... regretted slpin at 11.30 yesterdae... should have slept at one.. ahh.. no wonder tired todae.. lol... yupp... i really gettin abnormal... or am i?


then geog... so sian... did listen.. but at least i got write some stuffs... very good le lor.. :P


then cl... did oral thing... heh... to prepare for oral.. omg! i said 'la' for the conversation... and and the passage! i skipped so many words... and some i know de! omg.. die... lol..


after sch... something happened again... lol... hmm... 2-3 arh... or more... i will wait... to c __... muahahaha... i wan c leh.. omg... lol... so sad i dun have... heh... lol...


oh... forgot post tiz last time...
when methane and chlorine react, is endothermic reaction... means it will be cold... and and it needs light to react... if i rmb correctly... lol.. when we learn tat topic, i will be SUPER high... lol... :P:P


heh... outgoin call 2hr plus plus le.. heh... still so hapi abt it... and sms 800 plus plus le... heh... and its onli abt half the mth... heh... but my sms very good le lor... by now should 900 plus 1000 le... but its still 800 plus.. so very good le... :P sheesh... y am i crappin?!


anyway, hapi-ded todae... really... tks again! :]


loved`todae`
was`and`is`hapi`
tks`again`


p.s. i love you..
2-3 arh...(or more) i WILL wait! :P

171th post...


miss k didnt come todae... so got 2 periods to slack... did one line of the essay... during physics(i think) me and keok fei were like competing(???) how many words we can write in a line... so so i wrote 52 words... and kf wrote 53 words... should have wrote one 'a' in my line... then balance le... anyway, got back a maths and chem test paper todae... was shocked when i got the chem paper... i tot i would fail... but... was quite satisfied with my maths results... and chem too...


almost slept durin assembly... but sooooo many teachers were like walkin around... then cannot... cannot sms oso... cuz got teacher...


my socks are gettin lower and lower... die... wonder wat will happen if i get caught... omg...


wanted to walk walk at my hse de lou xia... but still confused... so, i went boon keng 7-11... bought sweets and choc... then i walk-ded super slowly to the dunno-wat-u-call-it shop... at the mrt dere de... farrer park de... then bought magazine... then played with the machine... was putin my card in and takin it out... then walked slowly to the stairs again... then walked slowly up to my hse... like one step a few seconds like tat... i think... juz walked super slowly compared to normally i walk... then stood at the outside of my hse for a while... wanted to wait until... but... i received tiz sms... then i decide to go in... but in the end still regretted... damn sad now... why cant i juz walk more... why cant i juz hang around... why cant i juz... ahh! damn stupid de... me... i'm ben... ben ben ben...


and and i seem to be the root to all problems... all emoness.. juz everything tat made ppl sad... i mean.. i am... sheesh... someone... juz scold me... beat me... kill me if u wan to... someone! ahh! so damn sorry... i really cant be a good __... :( i know sry no cure.. but.. ahh... scold me... beat me!!!


and apparently the high high cindy have flown away again...


damn... tmr got cheena oral... didnt know la.. tiz few daes i still keep practisin my eng... tried to tok in eng... then now they suddenly sae got cheena oral... wth! sheesh... die die... really die...


now really 'wu ren de wu ding wo tiao le xia qu le'... ahh!


chlorine's`juz`damn`useless`
chlorine`should`be`destroyed`by`chemists`
chlorine`is`poisonous`
chlorine`should`be`destroyed`by`chemists`
chlorine`can`cause`death`
chlorine`should`be`destroyed`by`chemists`
therefore`chlorine`should`really`be`destroyed`by`chemists`
(speech eh... repetition...)


p.s. i love you...
wo bu pei...

hmm... juz to add on sth to the seow lao shi thing again... she asked if my results ok... meanin she tot is my results tat made me emo... omg... results i will emo but not for so long de ma... heh.. maybe its juz the fact tat... ahh... hmm.. or i think tooooooo much...


todae... slept for the whole mornin... woke at 9 plus plus... ate breakfast and then used com for a while.. then slept... until lunch... omg... juz too tired...


then went tution.. did a little of the eng speech compo thing... then got test... lol...


anyway, chao sian todae... maybe cuz...


ahh... and now i am addicted... omg... my turn le... and i am so surprised i msg-ded so little so far... i told i would already have exceed-ded by now... who knows... i onli sent 600plus plus plus msg so far for tiz mth... half the mth's over... but but but... my outgoin calls! omg... 1hr, 53min, 40s... lol... die.. exceed le i think.. heh... first time exceed outgoin call.. not worried or sad.. is super high... lol.. maybe i really should go imh le... but someone said my case too serious le.. imh wouldnt want me... lol... then now i really die le... die die die... cant recover...


and i onli read one short story of the ahma book... lol.. and got test on thursdae... with the phrasebook, i can forget abt finish readin the ahma book le... lol... shui jiao wo so lazy... dun wan study followin the timetable thing... ahh!


tmr... dun wan go sch... no mood... i comfirm cant concentrate tmr de... unless sth happen... ahh! and the seperation(???) of the a maths and e maths thing is so confusing... or maybe i'm too stupid to understand it...


woah... type until my hands tired le... omg...


anyway, back to emo stuff... so so so so so many ppl ask me why i so emo nowadays... if not is ask y i mornin so quiet then after sch i ok ok le... ahh! and rmb someone tellin me... 'ni zui ba zai xiao but ni yan jing hao xiang hen sad jiang' or sth like tat de la... heh... and when i __, i really feel like cryin... i dunno why.. but the feelin's juz come, by itself... so maybe is cuz of tat then my eyes watery ba... i dunno... not sure...


hmm... tats all... cuz not all things can be told to all ppl... :P


the`staircase`have`been`my`favourite`place`
since`


p.s. i love you...



{edit}
gg to change song every week... so the next song up wound be gui ji by jay chou... damn nice... cuz its emo.. haha...


and and forgot post abt the 3-1/3-2 thing... opps... is which ar? 2 or 1? cuz... ya... anyway, i lost.. lol... and the 2/1 is someone rang me de lor... lol... sheesh... heh...


tats all...


p.s. i love you

heh.. juz to add things to ytd's post... the seow lao shi incident... heh... maybe cuz i last time too high le... and now become shorter... :P


todae... was and is CHAO hapi de... :] dunno y... maybe i zi high... :P (and i think___...) heh... cant type many many things le.. later someone so smart can guess... then die... oh... watch step up 2 todae... heh... so cool de dance! omg! i like i like... heh heh heh.. so the seats cool again... opps! heh.. reach home super late todae... heng got new phone to explore, if not i confirm die until very can de... heng heng...


and founded out... I HAVEN STARTED ON THE HOLIDAE HW! OMG! die die... ahh... onli did maths... ahh ahh!!! lol... go do le... heh... bb... dmm.. haha... jkjk! :P


hapi`
fun`
juz`loved`it`!!!`
:)`


p.s. i love you!!!
muacks haha... jkjk...

yesterdae... went for the chem course... heh.. quite fun.. hai hao... so damn sad i make the paper weight until so damn ugly.. still got lian give ppl... omgomg.. ahh!!! and and for got show someone the perfume i made.. AIYA! forgot leh... go cry... heh.. kiddin kiddin...


and and i so so so so so so so so so so so stupid and ben and idoitic and useless and lots lots more... can even miss bus stop... to sch somemore.. and i've go sch for 3years plus plus le leh... woah... so shi pai... :( and sry to someone... really damn shi pai... and ben.. and stupid... go bang wall.. heh.. kiddin again...


something happened after sch again...


back to todae... chem and maths were okae... pon geog.. went for meetin instead... want to go back at 3 de.. but in the end didnt... too lazy... muahahaha... see i so bad...


after sch went to the ba zhang, i mean ba chang(HAHA) place again... was stunned quite a number of times there... lol.. and proved that i'm not lame.. haha.. only methane, zinc and potassium fluoride understands... i think.. tiz para... i think i think... think onli... so, we were 'mistook' as someone's daughters(?!) even when someone is not __... omg... lol.. stunnin factor... sheesh.. i'm really crazy... sad ah... daughters... sad sad... then i was so so surprised zinc would tok so so so much to methane... oh.. maybe not very a lot... but still surprised.. (haha zinc!) and expected potassium fluoride to tok much much more... but... heh... and methane knows i'm '____mon' now... lol..


so... tiz mornin... waitin for chem to start... seow lao shi walked in to collect money and the giro form... but no one brought... i think... then seow lao shi told me... in chinese arh... 'y u nowadays keep sittin at that corner? quiet-ly, by urself... did anything happen?' lol... then i was like nth happen nth happen *shake head* was so surprised that seow lao shi actually noticed that... heh... anyway, tks seow lao shi.. haha...


and new discovery... pikachu is chromium... cuz chromium like yellow yellow colour de... so... cr = pikachu... heh...


like yesterdae, sth happen-ded after sch todae...


ohoh... and someone tell me emo will sick de?! and said i really got, and so slow in understandin thing now... ya.. so..? stunned again...


hmm.. todae seems like a stunnin dae...


and i forgot still got wat i wan post le...


so, bb... dmm.. haha.. kiddin kiddin...


had`fun`todae`
but`was`and`is`damn`guilty`
i`seem`to`be`the`root`to`all`problems`


p.s. i love you...

ahh.. cried... cried... and cried... sry to those whom i made you sad.... sry to those whom i made you walk in the rain... sry the table for makin u wet...


glad that i have all of u as friends... tks and sry... tks to those who tried to cheer me up... tks to those who pei me... tks sw for your hug... guess i really needed tat... though i cried after tat, i felt sooooooooo much better... tks! so damn gan dong... hen xing fu you ni men zhe xie peng you...


someone told me sth todae... u sad then i oso sad u know.. then i said u sad i will sadder... then someone asked y... so, thought would come to my blog de... so, cuz i will damn guilty i made u sad.. lol... dun tell me i'm lame...


yeah... back to topic(???)... cl was quite slack... watch tiz clip on ma ke po luo... then copy the shen ci until shou suan... chem... quite fun, as usual... maths was... omg... dun even know wat he tokin... omgomg... die die... know how do the easy questions but the diff ones dunno.. omgomg...


after sch, went to buy ba zhang... was damn angry when walkin down the stairs... omg... then shouted... dun even know if the someone heard... ahh... then tried to walk in the rain... but den was stopped by kf,gc and zn... i walk one side someone would shelter me... walk other side would be another person... ahh.. but in the end i still get wet... then on bus... when i go home... damn cold... was like shiverin.. omg... cold cold... brr...


then was quite surprised tat _ will sms me tat... so, sth happen after sch again... sry... if i did anything wrong, muz tell me... scold me oso can... if not i dunno i did sth so damn bad... sry again...


'some things are better left unsaid...' quoted from somewhere...


i'm`sry`
really`sry`


p.s. i love you...

hmm.. maybe being scared of dogs isnt tat bad at all... haha... can jian fei de.. lol.. imagine someone want to avoid dogs... then climb up 6 stories everyday... then if go down buy thing or sth, then like so so much more... and tats me! :] woah... todae kana scared my TWO dogs and one SHOE! omg... then shoe sound like dog the i-dunno-wat-u-call-tat... omg... xia dao very very can la! then in the end walk home tat time, from tution, i walked from 6th floor to the 1st floor then walked from 1st floor to the 6th floor again.... juz to avoid dog... ahh...


cold todae.. bathe with cold water while its raining... but so qi guai... when i walk out of the bathroom i not cold leh... not like other daes... when i need to wear jacket... qi guai...


zinc tag sth... 受苦才有收获... meanin if got things happen tat hurt someone(s) then they will be stronger? isit isit? ahh... y my language so bad?! ahh... cant tok in eng... ahh!!! :(


regretted sth todae.. should have.. ahhh!!! damn hou hui! but lai bu ji le! :( :'( so sry... i bad... i bad.. i bad... and 'spam' listen emo songs juz now... then listen until wan to cry liao.. omg... and found out sth.. ya, i lag... u cry in toilet no one will know de lor.. then if scared other ppl hear the sobs and everything, cry when u bathin! then the water can 'cover' up the noise made...


ahh.. no mood tok abt other things le... bb... go emo le..


p.s. i love you... miss you too...

heh... watch sooooooo many movies before... but but but... todae's one was the most happpiest de... :] :] :] heh... watch leap years... is it supposed to be sad sad de? lol.. i watch until very hapi leh.. lol..


heh... the seats so cool de... heh... no handle/armrest/watever u call that thing tat u put ur hand on... heh... so cool so cool... 还第一次见过 ye... heh... then like u can slide here slide there... heh... so cool... :D though its only two seats.. lol... later ppl so long ago know le i now then know, so, i wan sae, I AM DAMN LAG DE!


grace! aha! i didnt cry! too bad! u sae i watch le will cry! heh... too bad i didnt! :P... aiya... should have bet water with u tat time... ahh... lol... jkjk....


anyway, back topic... lol! my hand finally cold le... always hot hot then now cold cold... haha.. so hapi! lol... siao le! then at mou mou period of time, i felt cold... then... haha!


and and zinc so bad la! hai me cannot slp for TWO DAYS!!! ahh... i will kept thinkin abt tat la! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg... heh... kiddin ah! later i die in sch then charm le...


oh.. tokin abt die-in, i wed dun dare go sch le! later kf kill me! lol... onli tat group of ppl understand... the 'bodyguards'... lol... and of course...


and so surprised someone noe sth abt me... heh... which normally ppl dunno de... i mean very very very little ppl will noe de... i think... heh... surprised and HAPI! heh...


anyway... chao hapi todae... :] and tks again! heh...


cool`seats`
cool`cool`cool`
to someone...
heh.. tks tks tks! tks for the GREAT TIME todae... tks tks tks! and and GET WELL SOON... haha... '我不介意' understand orh...
p.s. i love you

post!


went back sch todae for eng xtra lesson... when walkin in, saw dance ppl... heng dey nvr see me... i think... if not really die le... then then walk more see chan xi... omg! suay... then walk some more... see keok fei! woah! so charm la... omgomg... then i step in class then kf bombard(? not sure if is correct word to use... juz suddenly tot of tat... lol...) me with loads of questions... one of the ans is my twin... lol... then i act slp le... until...


zn brought the book... heh.. the book... then then xian wei asked which cca... i said ncc... then she see the ncc land de... when its air... heh... xian wei=>{:P heh...} anyway, oso dun have mah...


ahh.. now even more ppl know le... was like doin chain thing in my mind la.. if A knows then B will know... then C will know then D know... then the whole world know liao... ahh!!!


then... during eng... miss k showed us this bush speech thing... so funny... he said i...i...i..i...i...i... then keep saein and saein... heh... funny...


after sch... played hide and seek... usin phone somemore... i went jupiter(?) and back to earth, while someone visited mars, pluto and mercury.. heh... and got 4 'bodyguard' pei me la.. zn, cyn, xw and zx... lol.. actually 5 de... then one went home... which is kf... heh.. jkjk abt the body guard thing orh... the 'bodyguards' wanted to... arh~... then hide and seek... heh... in the end didnt even know if they...


then came home... then after a while.. went cut hair.. and my fringe at my eye dere le! finally got time to cut... so irritatin la... my fringe... so long... block my view.. bad eh... ohoh... got joke.. .i typed fringe as fridge and frindge juz now.. lol.. now i dunno which one correct... omg...


didnt go to the dance performance... heh...


and yesterdae...
geog test is a confirm die die... another subject tat is 'i dun fail i treat everyone...' de... but so far get back cheena and emaths... damn hapi with my results... heh... finally reached my target for my cheena... lol... maybe i reach be4 but i forgot... lol... juz hope my amaths will also make me hapi... and phys... and chem... and ss... and hist... and geog... which is bu ke neng de...


lol... seriously... i dunno why i emo la.. really really... its not like ___... and why did i... omg... crazy-ness... heh... grace counsel-ded me... and told me so many things... but... ahh... and was hapi tat so many ppl at least cared... even a little oso good... tks!


back to todae... am i damn bad? omg... now i so guilty liao... sheesh... ahh!!!! :'( should not have... ahh... go bang wall... sry sry... sry sry sry sry sry sry sry... ahh! sheesh... ppl still sae i good.. aiyo...


and got my phone bill todae... i mean i onli see todae... 1842 msgs sent! then owe my father 40 plus plus le... now onli have 20! ahh! save money liao...


went imeem make another playlist... woah... make dao sian... then come blog...


anyway... sry if i did anything wrong or if i shang hai dao ni... so sry...


mixed`emotins`now`


p.s. i love you

its tmr already...


so sap was cancelled... so get to go home early... and can go home after spa...


opps... forgot wat i want post abt...

dun walk pass me and sae cindy emo arh? pls... sry... and tks... no mood study geog le... cuz industry is so damn difficult... and cuz...


ohoh... walked in to sch todae.. and its rainin... i have a big big umbrella in my bag... took it out, wanted to cover my bag then i get wet... but cuz umbrealla's too big, then i will get covered too... so in the end kept the umbrella... then walk in, gettin wet... tat time i wished the rain could be heavier, then tat time i really can cry and no one will know... hope it'll rain tmr, and rain a dmn heavy one... durin lunch and after sch... and let me have the biggest headache i ever had in my life... and let me be sick, 'majorly' sick...


dreamt of sth yesterdae nite... its abt one of my wishes i think... cant rmb clearly...


end of emo post...


p.s. i love you...

ahh... chem spa.. dun wan tok abt it... ahh...


nth happen-ded todae... jiu when i study geog study until i slp.. then now still stuck at the chap3.. and i'm bloggin! lol... looks like i really dun like humanities... lol..


went j8 after sch.. then bought chem tys... then went my aunt's hse...


so many sms-es from so many ppl... but the person i anticipated for didnt sms me... am i emo again? lol.. wanted to call.. but in the end didnt... so dan xin... ahh...


dun wan post le.. no mood.. got anything more to sae, then its tmr...


xiang`ni`
xiang`dao`tou`nao`yao`po`le`
ohoh.. i'm not emo...


p.s. i love you => heh... lol...

ahh! 5th todae!!! :] :) :D XD C: heh... bluetooth-ded someone todae! >.< hapi hapi...


ahh... chem test... dunno how do the experiment thing... ahh... a maths... was ok la... astatine still sae hard... its so soft la... knock head with it, head oso wont break... lol...


and and... astatine wore YELLOW! and BROWN! todae... for zinc! so ROMANTIC eh... know zinc like pikachu.. i mean is pikachu... then wei le zinc wear tat! haha.. lol... zinc confirm so gan dong, then super hapi... lol... and.. zinc so sad we dun live at 4th floor... lol... cuz cuz the locker is YELLOW! her favourite... zinc so sad so sad... lol... later she stay in toilet cry...


and and... song by gary chaw.. chao nice!!!


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新郎新娘敬酒
我一定代你醉
老公老婆斗嘴
我祝你俩相对

去年我们参加朋友的喜酒
你问新娘怎么会那么美
oh baby```想不想体会那感觉
昨天我们拜访朋友的新家
你好羡慕那幸福油漆味
oh baby```只要你点头我都给


我爱你女孩我等你答案


让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急


让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起


今年我们参加朋友的喜酒
还问新娘怎么会那么美
oh baby```要不要体会那感觉
今天我们拜访朋友的新家
你好羡慕那幸福家庭味
oh baby```只要你点头我都给


我爱你女孩我等你答案


让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看
你心跳永远都像现在那么急


让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起


新郎新娘敬酒
我一定代你醉
老公老婆斗嘴
我祝你俩相对


我爱你女孩我等你答案


让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看
你心跳永远都像现在那么急


让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起


让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急


让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起


5th`march`
hapi`1`mth`..`
for`..`

ahh.. hist test.. if i dun fail i treat the whole world drink water! sheesh... dun even know wats appeasement(? dunno spellin).. lol... then whole paper on it... so prepared to DIE le... tmr chem and a maths... oso die de... yao ku le.. my a maths deprove until super a lot la!!! ahh!!! :'(


lol... and found out sth todae.. all the teachers kan me bu shuang la.. lol.. tats wat i think... except some... which is 1/2... lol.. and and humanities teacher zui be shuang me de... wo you zhe me lling ren tao yan orh?


kan bie ren bei _ fetch hui jia.. ye hui xian mu de... if... jiu hao le... wo hui chao kai xin de... and and.. hao xi wang neng gou yi qi ting ge.. bian zou bian ting na zong... so luo man di ke... dui wo lai shou la...


and and suddenly realised i really really like emo emo emo songs... the song yue emo i yue like.. lol.. yeah... latest fav... 上瘾 by 柯有纶 and 轨迹 by jay chou... heh... so nice so nice...


oh... someone told me sth todae... ahh... ta you emo le.. oso dunno why ta will emo... emo for no reason... ahh... actually is got reason... but is cannot sae de... ahh ahh... the someone have to fake fake smile and laugh... no wonder ta de laugh guai guai de... maybe is cuz of __ maybe is ta xiang tai duo.... i'm guessin too...


endin off... think nth to post le... i mean many things to post but confidential...


xian`mu`xian`mu`xian`mu`
or`
xiang`tai`duo`

heh... woke up at 5plus, leave hse at 6...


lol.. had physics spa todae... light... the torchlight so big la.. lol... heh... then i left 20min down there stone... sortof cheong through the whole thing... missed my phone for the three hours... ahh... heh...


ahh... forgot tell someone sth todae.. aiya... wasted.. cannot see __... heh... yupp.. had fun! :]


after wat i heard zinc said todae, thought of loads of things... should i ask or... ahh!


oh... wan go ps and buy sth tmr leh... but dunno wan go not...


5th march is a special dae... but sth makes it even more special... cuz 5+3=8... heh... and cuz.... heh heh... :P...


and and... yay! goin for the chem course on thurs... holidae tat time... heh... wonderin if i should... heh...


many things to post, but once again.. they are confidential... haha!


its`goin`to`become`an`open`secret`soon`
ahh`!!!`