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woah... 213th post... if i didnt see wrongly... hmmm... todae was geog and emaths test... yupp... didnt study for geog... surprisingly i still have things to write... if i fail AGAIN, i wont be surprised le lah~ even slept before frc... :X ohya... did the paper until i almost slept... and at some point of time i was like closin my eyes and writin at the same time.. hmm... finished the 1st qn in 35min if i am not wrong. dunno all the points ma... then then tot will still have time even after i finish the second question... then i did slowly.. then no time.. omg... :X

then maths...sth super funny happened while we were waitin for the clock to 'move' to 11... hmm... :
student was askin the teacher to lower down the temperature if i am not wrong... yupp. then the teacher went take the remote control thing.. yupp... then the teacher walked back... wantin to lower the temp. but pressed the on/off button instead.. lol.. damn funny la.. then so many ppl laughed la... i think... unless i hallucination...

the paper.. didnt put much hope on t to help me get a1.. yupp.. my ans for the surface area and vol like so super big can~ omg... kept redoin.. but still get same ans.. sian diao... and tiz the first time i ever skipped so many maths qns.. lol... was like qn1... ok la... qn2... do half, *oh sheesh! dunno how do*, skip... qn3.. ok... qn4 *wat the qustion tokin?! du bu tong...*... and it goes on... damn sad...:'(

then went home... but be4 tat, did sth.. omg.. come to think of it... i should have juz ___... omg.. to think i would wait, press, run, wait,see... omg.. ah-la-mak... anyway.. ya...

then juz now, after dinner.. went compass point... wated to pei my mum buy her office bag thing... lol... but in the end, she didnt buy anything.. then me leh.. sad.. since c.p. has converse and popular, and i need to buy my pen refill and a new BIGGER jacket, i bought things instead... first time in dunno how many years i bought a jacket.. hmm... my old one.. became small.. to me la.. yupp..

gg slp early todae.. :] at 11/11.30pm... so good le lah.. not to slp at am but pm... like tat very good le... dunno wat to post le... so, bb!

10`papers`down`7`left`
eng(2)`gg`
chi(2)`gg`
maths(2)`gg`
ss(1)`gg`
chem(2)`gg`
geog(1)`gg`

p.s. i love you ...
hope my aimin isnt tat bad... :X

todae was chem paper... confirm die de.. omg... i counted.. the max marks i can get for paper2 is 30... lol.. damn sad le lah... so i am super prepared to stay back for pump on the third week... yupp... like less than 20 for L1R5... i confirm cannot de lor... *bangs, yet again*...

and found out a emo thing todae... or rather found and tot.. yupp... more and more ppl are leavin me alone... and and... to think of the bright side... no ppl to bother abt me, i am free to emo.. maybe i commit suicide oso will no one know lah... :] yupp.. so tats wat i am gg to do... :] emo + __... everyone's juz studyin and studyin... onli care abt the _s... if the __s ask them sth, and then the _s ask them too, they will 'reject' the __s and then go 'teach' the _s... wows... how good is tat man... ppl __ dun _, only _ _s... damn good arh you.... and whenever the __s tell sth, they will not _ them... seriously la.. you damn good arh... tks a lot SIA~

and i am so sry if i like tok some bad bad stuffs or sth... theres exams, theres so many problems... made me emo=talk senseless things... though i know sry no cure/ doesnt help/ no use... but still i am damn sry... *ke-tou until blood flows out*... haiz... cant believe even my _ dun trust me... if i tell you my sch go yet another case of hfmd, u confirm dun wan see me then like li wo hen yuan.. confirm the lor.. the first time i tell u then u ask my go away.. how great a _r are you la... to think i would even spend ___ on you... juz for one dae.. tat special day... and to think i wanted to make a _ for you.. lol.. now after wat u said, i dun wan make le la..

so many problems with sch work, no one to ask... sad... sad.. sad... there's practically no one i can trust.. yupp.. again, except the few.. i think i use one hand oso can count those few la..

haiz... wanted pour out my sorrows to someone.. but, 不要把自己的痛苦建立在别人的痛苦上... yupp, therefore, i didnt tell anyone, juz suffer silently.. muahahaha... i bet no one knows... :] wanted to tell _e... but dun wan add to h_problems... which i think are caused by _.. tats y i said _bu pei.... cant bring happiness, onli bring sadness... yupp..

and and... sth i will post w/o {_}<=tiz le.. yupp... i super damn sad can... omg.. i wrote those emo emo stuffs/meaningfun to me de stuffs myself de la.. then almost the whole world saes i copy from lyrics/shows.. omg... then when i sae i can help to write emo stuff then ppl sae dun an cuz i confirm copy from the shows.. like wat de... though i know wat i think is NOT GOOD, dun nid like tat de rite? ppl can sad de can? argghh!

cant study at home.. got 'free radio' 24/7... omg... how study? u tell me la.. so damn chao la! then when ppl study at night u sae ppl playin... again, ppl can sad de can? ahh!


ahh... finally.. some things said... felt 0.0000001% better....

and be4 i go, sth i tot of myself, if u wan think i copy de, cant stop u.. juz know tat u dun trust me...
朋友是你的开心果，能在你伤心的时候让你忘记伤心事；朋友是一鼓强烈的力量，能在你遇到挫折时解决困难；朋友是一个你能依靠的肩膀，他们能在任何时候帮助你，不管是多或少。。。 yupp.. the end... :] bb.. go __ :]

p.s. i love you...
ah! keep makin u :(... :'(

ah! forgot.. for the chinese test... compo part... i managed to use two of my favourite words... yay... used them until i keep um-chio-in.. and the compo qn2... haha! so qiao can... we were juz tokin abt it tat time.. :] heh... but didnt write though... still not sure of the meaning... yupp...

and todae... went potong pasir mac study... realised i can study better outside... at home got tv.. blabla.. got distractionS... yupp.. for some reason i can study almost non-stop outside... of course rmb-in the point oso la~ so cool eh~! :] can concentrate so much.. omg.. even i AM shocked... till now, still haven recover from the shock.. lol... :]

anyway, after studin... went tution... had test... lol.. as expected.. my cloze passage thing fail again... somemore fail until very charm... lol... :X

after tution went buy sths then went home...

ohoh... realised one more new thing abt me todae... haha... i really very easy happy/sad/from sad mood become better... yupp.. little things make me cry... little things make me smile.. :] tat is if u know how to... i mean wat will make me smile... haha.. so thinkin too much isnt tat bad after all! :]

oh... actually didnt want to post.. but studied until i almost cried juz now... worst is... the subject i studyin is MATHS! omg.. the supposedly my 'best' subject and i am havin problems with tat.. DIE! ahh! *bangs on the hard, hard,wall* haiz.. so now i rest a while lor~ realised sth abt ss.. i onli studied one theme.. and it might not come out leh... was thinkin so much juz now... but many ppl sae it will come out.. ahh! nvm... later go study another theme.. meanin todae dun nid slp liao.. ahh!

be4 i finish postin... juz sth to tell ppl... dun so stress! see some of u study until like so damn stress.. i dunno... but ya... relax! dun understand analyse again! in the end confirm understand de... if still dun understand go ask other ppl liao.. then ok le... yuppp..tats the reason y i said jiayous but not too much... later slip and fall.. then have to start all over again...

and so, bb... goin back to study liao... *walks off wonderin where i should go to study tmr*

p.s. i love you
i'm still sry... :P

todae... had cheena test... omg... paper 1... surprised tat i am able to write 6pages of cheena words in 1hr54mins... anyway.... hope tiz time i didnt write any wrong words.. :] which is.. very difficult... haha... zn,kf:forgot tell u juz now.. if i didnt write any wrong words i treat u drink water!!! the usual one.. :]

paper2 was... omg.... if i can pass very good le.. dunno how to do the close passage thing.. ahh! and and kf's 'idol' was so super irritatin... arggh! keep talkin and talkin... she confirm no one to talk to at home... then talk so much in sch de... if not, she talks to the wall at home.. to train arh... super irritatin larh! grr... *smoke can be seen risin from my head*

then went toa payoh after tat... bought some things... :] muahahaha... and got my card todae.. damn sad.. dun ask me wat card though... damn sad la.. i dun wan de card de la... :X

went eat swensens(??) to celebrate my sis bd... haha... i so good... i wan to _____ her... :] heh.. :X ;) lol... hope she sees 'tat'..

lol.. dunno wat to post abt liao.. :X so, bb! :] jiayous ppl... for mye... :] dun stress too much WORX!

p.s. i love you ...
ya... forever... cant fly away de.. >.<

todae was first day of MY EXAMS... ahh.. eng... first paper jiu die le... like got so many things to study but when u study le like very fast finish studyin leh... ahh! anyway, got a feelin i wrote out of point for the compo(s).... rash decision.. ah-la-mak! sheesh.. prank... no link! ahh! :O and my speech like proposal like tat la.. keep thinking of writin proposal.. then forgot is speech... then didnt use the 'skills' that are supposed to be used.. ahh! *bangs* anyway.. two papers down, 14 more to go.. if i'm not wrong.... ahh! 14?!


and got wet while half walkin in the rain... then go multi purpose hall then super cold... heng i brought jacket...


now test.. so post short short.. sry.. bb...


p.s. i love you ...
study everydae la~ lol.. jkjk... >.<

geog... went through the plate tectonic notes mrslong gave us... :] and sth funni happened... dun wan blog abt in case i got the wrong info...


then cl... was practically laughin for the whole lesson... haha... the ______ writin thing... the shen me thing... haha... zn,xk,zx.. understand orh? haha... *starts to laugh like some crazy person... i mean i am crazy juz laugh more crazily*


then maths... be4 and after recess... nth much.. felt guilty for not listenin to lesson now.. ahh... sheesh... so sry...


then chem... went through alkenes ws... the test paper too... yupp... nth much though.. not as high as normal...


ohya... be4 i forget, zn gave me a newspaper cuttin... she highlighted something in YELLOW! muhahaha... and ytd, she used blue highlighter-green highlighter-YELLOW highlighter... muahahah... yellow eh.. tiz proves how much zn likes yellow.. haha.. jkjk!


nth much le.. bb.. off to study.. lol...


no`one`is`perfect`
so`if`ur`not`dun`sad`
many`ppl`are`like`you`too`!!!`
lol`


p.s. i love you...
pei.. hen pei...

todae.. first lesson was physics.. got back test paper, as expected, fail again... but can get borderline fail very good le.. cuz i didnt go for the lecture on tat topic and did study.. go sch then read through.. so very good le... lol... then mrgan went through the gist for the topics till chap6 if i am not wrong... yupp...


then pe... ahh... for some reason and i dunno why... everytime pe lesson i will emo de lor... like can high be4 and after tat... but when pe then i emo le... yala... so i emo la... until.. the 5-item retest... lol.. wanted to get gold so much... retest for two stations... was so shocked my standing board jump can so high... almost close to 170.. woah! thinkin... last year i dunno 15+ or sth... then now so much... damn hapi la... and shuttle run too... did expect myself to run so fast... :] 11s plus plus, close to 12... heh.. hapi hapi... :]


then cl... did the test on the close passage and multiple choice compre todae... then realised some nice nice phrases... after i finished still got time then i go copy liao... muahahahaha... then went through le... nth much.. yupp.. .tats all..


then ehist... hmm... wat did we do?


then charisma... so fun... mrslong's so nice, printed the papers with our name on it.. heh... then the whole gr get to walk around and write sth in everyone's card... heh.. and realised mine... many ppl wrote abt the cj7 thing... then next comes... then haha... gladly at least still got one person rmb i still like jiro.. lol... :] lol... tmr i go sch wan go 'scold' ppl liao.... ohoh... i had a great time guessin who wrote the anoynomous things... left one/two still haven guess yet... the rest should be correct ba... nvm.. i'll go ask tmr...


ohya... asked some ppl abt the quiz i posted ytd... still findin someone whose ans is similar to mine... ahh.. cant find...


then after school.. went boon keng mac study.. lol... was kind of surprised i saw many ppl studyin dere... i tot there no one de... as in little ppl i mean... then almost finished the amaths paper.. and studied one part of ss... as in one factor.. lol... i see ss tb wan slp le... later try continue again... :X


then reached home... quite late... now my hse got cold war.. :( sry eh~ sry... though i know sry no cure...


nth le ba... if have, then i forget le... ahh... back to studying... lol... bb... nite... slp early...


jia`yous`for`MY EXAM`(if u in gr, saw the notice board, u'll understand)
but`not`too`much`
later`too`much`then`slippery`
then`hua`dao`


p.s. i love you ...
tks for being there again... :]

changed clock todae... was playin with the old one... and i play till i broke the second hand... opps... chor lor la... no choice...


first lesson.. chem... went through the rest of the notes and and the alkanes ws.. was surprised when i found out i did the calculation qn... normally i will skip de eh~ *opps* maybe cuz tat qn is... ya... and got high when mrs tan gg through the notes at some period of time... yupp...


then el...went through the puntuation test thing... had a great time laughin when kj was 'teachin' heh... most of the times is cuz other ppl laugh then i heard dao funni then laugh... yupp... and went through a little of the compre too... got 2digit... not bad le lor... but still fail anyway...


then cl.. had the compre test... when i readin the compre.. passage a.. found sth... told zn immediately after i finish doin... heh... zn.... __eh!


then maths... didnt do the vectors ws... opps... but managed to multi-task... listen, check ans and continue doin at the same time.. yupp... nth much le... oh sheesh! forgot got hw... ahh!


then readin period... ms k went on course for tiz lesson... then we copied the ans for the compre.... the rest of the qns... multi-task again.... did one ws for maths... now left one... (heng i post... if not forget do... then die...) yupp... nth much le..


then assembly.. had tiz talk abt the rules of 'exam-in'... hai hao ba...


then interaction period.. nid to do tiz quiz on the bazaar thing.. i mean... not quiz... is reflection (lol)... was stunned quite a number of times... dunno wat the qn askin, dunno wat to write... yupp... so stun lor... then xw,gc made a tune for the emo sentence i wrote(?!)... omg la... damn pro, i must sae...


postin abt sth i coped from tution ytd... some qns rather...
1) 你认为理想的快乐?
ans: 只要每一个人都快乐，没有烦恼， 开开心心的过每一天，我就快乐了。

2) 你认为程度最浅的痛苦?
ans: ha... tiz i dunno... then wrote => {small cut?}

3) 你希望拥有的才华?
ans: some talent tat can 让每个人开心

4) 最喜欢的职业?
ans: 辅导员(not sure if is written like tiz)

5) 让你痛恨的个人特点?
ans: 很容易就伤心

6) 你最喜欢的男性品质?
ans: kind-hearted,caring

7) 你最喜欢的女性品质?
ans: understanding

8) 你最看重朋友什么?
ans: able to help me when i am in need of help, no matter 'many/little' and able to allow me to help them when they are in need...

9) 你希望怎么死去?
ans: if possible, 我不想死。。。 but if impossible, 我想开心的死去。。。


yuppp... these 9qns from some ws given by them... maybe my ans damn stupid la... but dun laugh... cuz ____... ya...


tat leads to the end of my post.. to recall... 'somethings are better to be left unsaid' haha...


really`feel`like`i`am`makin`ppl`emo`...`


p.s. i love you ...
and i mean forever....

todae... woke at 8... was hopin tat... but there isnt any... so... aiya.. nvm...


then went for tution as usual.. todae's tution de thing all i quite like de lor... the compre was on 朋友... then the dunno-wat-u-call tat got little bit abt hapiness de... yupp... got back my compo... the emo compo.. juz as i expected.. wrote out of point... but but but... the teacher said 心理描写到位... lol... i listen le dam hapi la... dunno why... at least someone thinks wat emo things i write is ok de... and surprisingly i write out of pt still can pass... woah! then back to the compre... got one is ask us write sth related to pengyou de... e.g. friends like light, help u when u are in the 'dark zone' yupp... loved that question.. though dunno i go write wrong anot... has...


then went buy dinner.. and breakfast... oh... and sort of a supper too... yupp... then went home... wanted to wait... but i guessed no one would want to see me... and think see me le very suey... yupp... haha... tat leads so the emo think i tot abt todae... i go sch... reach home... confirm will have ppl ask me 走开/get lost/go away de... damn sad la... i know i am unwanted... but dun nid use such hurtin words de rite... the worse is when i at home... haiz... dun wanna tok abt it... so wrote more more emo things... might be postin some of them.. might onli...


and to someone... ya... i will 算了吧... but i will also damn sad... if possible, i go hide at a corner and 偷看... yupp... and when the one weeks over, i 马上 do wat i wanna do...


ohya... when i walk home... tot abt another emo thing... which is... => {走在街上大家都有人陪伴。我呢? 只能自己一个人，孤独的走着，走向没有目的的终点。。。} heh... emo eh~ ! :] hope it is.. :] might have no links though...


and and wrote sth on my wrist... except the usual dots, i wrote sth under it... : 没有你在我身边，我死了算了... cool leh! :] heh heh...


tats all... unless i rmb wat i want to post... will edit if i think of any... oh. changin my song to don't say goodbye by 柯有纶。。。 its nice nice... :]


我`不`配`
你`太`好`了`。。。`


p.s. i love you ...
想你。。。想到疯了。。。

todae... woke at 9.05... then nid go order the dance teeeeeee thing... then know i would be late if i go myself... so sort of begged my dad to drive me dere... so went there... was not of any help... so sry... i damn stupid... dunno what to choose de... so went dere din deah... typin sth.. no offence or anything... no meanin de... someone told me 'wo bu yao ni pei wo'(again, i not targetin anyone or sth) tat got me thinkin... thinkin alot... on the way home.. at home... yupp... was thinkin if i am a real rubbish person or sth... and kind of have the feelin tat when ppl tok to me they will get emo-er... (tats the reason y i said i useless... onli bring trouble to others... not joy...)and was thinkin if i ask ppl who think i irritatin or sth... 99.999999999...% will think i am... even i think so too... the 0.0000....0001% is to an wei myself de... aiya... enough of emo stuff... dun wan dampen(???) ppl's mood more le...


so todae studied physics... lol... still dun understand free fall... lol... from last year till now... sad eh~


feelin damn giddy now... might be faintin soon... lol... (zn.. kf... grace chew... now is not i gu yi de... is natural de liao... not my fault arh..) better finish postin be4 i faint...


so, bb... have a nice night...


say`no`to`emo`


p.s. i love you ...
cheers ups....

omg... damn charm... ahhh!!!!


first lesson was ss... after tat i ko liao la... all my energy used up... almost slept...


then cl... went through the zuo ye... nth much... tats all i can rmb...


then maths... went through the maths ws again... was quite ok i tot... ya...


then el... went through the compre and the situational writin thing... nid write situational writin arh? omg... try... i try...


then hist... lecture... die again... no energy, seriously...


then napfa... omg! my standing broad jump first time so high la! omg.. think its 'taller' than me... omgomg... then situp i so stupid... zn and kf stop le.. then i tot time's up... then oso stop.. who knows still got time la... damn stupid leh me.. then i kana 'arrowed' the teacher actually counted how many i did(?!) omg... suey... then sit and reach... reached so short? haiz... then pull up... i do one more then b le eh.. :( hmm... nvm... then shuttle run! omg la.. sheesh sia.. i run faster 0.1s then c le.. lol... bb to my gold liao... :( (dun think i can even get it though) sad..


after napfa went play ball... sheesh... so long nvr play... my lan lan skills become even badder.. now cant even kai qiu la... sad eh~ down there zi bei...


ohya... told some ppl a three word thing.. i really __ la... stop saein i _.. make _____... damn bad la me... i should make __ then now ____... ahh! so wat if _____? at least _______... like tat very good le la.. me leh.. ____,___... i so bad so bad!
(hapi guessin/fillin in the blanks)


then went home... and now, sprain(?) my leg AGAIN! hope i can still walk... omg... sad la! dun wish to limp again... :( if i limp i go cut off my limb la...


dunno wat to post le.. so, bb... have a nice night... sweet dreams(?) but i not slpin mow though.. ahh.. i crazy le.. dun care me...


oh... be4 i forget,
dunno whether i should post tiz.... but still postin la.. 'heyhey... cansomeofulikerespectourteachersmore? puturselfinyourteachersshoesla... saealltattothem... makethemgetsodamndisappointed.... makethememo... damnbadla.. stopitlela...'


i'm`missing`you`


p.s. i love you ...
你配我不配。。。

woah... todae... suay!


had spot check todae.. heng rmb to clip my hair in time... if not die le... heng heng... *phew*


then was charisma... hmm... taught abt the money thing.. realised i spent little... dui wo lai shou.. lol.. almost all the $$ my parents spent on me is on tution de... hmm...


then cl... continued on the zuo ye again.. so nth much...


then maths.. had test... sheesh... dunno how do... die again! :(


then recess... went to ask mdm tay if she know whose zinc... lol.. she know leh! i mean guessed correctly... lala!


then physics... suay time le... didnt listen to the skill3 thing as usual... then then was writin emo stuff... then __ walked over, saw some of wat i wrote... omg la! he saes is love letter... then i am like omg?! i tiz kind of ppl will like tat de meh! omg... though the emo thing got link with love de but... ppl wont write love letters in the public de rite?! unless the person write le then cover... omg... love letter... funny ah...


then chem... went com lab4... did sort of a e-learnin on oil stuffs.. took some pictures.. wont post them though... sry.. :X


then el.. went through the eng compo... was tired... almost fell asleep... sry ms k... :'( the brain break was funny though...


then went eat... when zn and kf came back after puttin the yellow book, kf told me sth.. zn saw someone wearin yellow, then zn said she pikachu or sth like tat... lol.. zn eh~ pikachu eh~ u todae got pikachu then so high le arh! hang at ur bag somemore.. *opps...* :P then talked to sihua and shiwee... :]


then went home... wanted to sit on the stairs... yupp, again... but... yala... so didnt... ah... dun wan tok abt wat happen after tat le.. bb.. i go emo le... and spam listen emo songs.. then cry...


but, postin on the emo thing i wrote juz now... i no other meanin de arh... juz tot of tat suddenly... incase ppl wu hui...
我要的不是你能给的
而你要的是我不想但不得不给的
就败在‘伤心’这两个字
grace said its too deep she dun understand... and i think ppl wont get wat i'm tryin to sae... so, typin wat i mean... 'you cant give me what i want... i dun think i want to give you wat u want but i have no choice to... cuz i am afraid u would be sad... and tats my weakness...' felt i have onli juz translated it into eng nia.. omg.. have fun thinkin wat i mean...


woah`
my`disguise`power`not`bad`le`eh`!`


p.s. i love you ...
tks so much la...


*goes off to listen the song tat has the lyrics 无人的屋顶我跳了下去*


{edits}
havin a headache now... might be cuz i hit myself too hard juz now...


and some ppl sae i can become the-person-who-writes-lyrics.. i doubt so... i so mei yong... i believe i cant even write a nice nice paragraph... then, a song?! woah! if i can i treat you all water le...
{/edits}

todae... i mean ytd was quite a bad dae...



first lesson was physics.... mr gan continued teachin abt the magnet thing... sad, didnt bring tb to sch... heh.. bad eh~ :] still think the iron fillings thing very cool... :] :X


then was cl... nth much... seow lao shi talked abt the newspaper article, on sae-in vulguar.. lol.. i am one of them... muahahaha... then continued goin through the zuo ye answers.. and and seow lao shi gave us 15min to study for geog test... tot was _ ... dunno leh.. :X then slept tat time... she came over and tap-ded my head... sian.. forgot count how many times... :X


then goeg.. mrs long didnt come, a cheena relieve teacher came... still had the geog test though... ahh... confirm die de...


then maths.... nth much, except gg through scalor...


then chem... was stuck at first... dunno correct not... but it got better... had test too... oso die... :(


ohya... forgot wat zn said todae... sth super funny de... ah! y can i forget?! ahh! and and started gettin addicted to call zn z-ning... lol... crazy la todae... like tat de lor... one dae emo one dae hapi...


huggin the cj7 now... wonderin whether to bring it o sch tmr... hmm...


and someone changed... dunno or is i last time dunno her well enough... already said wont tell still come chao me and keep askin like 'grr' omg la... ppl dun wan sae jiu suan le la...


actually wanted to post some of the bazaar pic ivory took.. but dun wan le la... :]


tired now... kept slpin while i type... so, bb... there might be some strange thing typed.. sry.. .cuz i sleepy now... sry sry...


i`wan`sleep`


p.s. i love you ...
lets take the bus again...

woah.. 200th post... heng i rmbed to post... :]





first lesson.. ss.. did sth abt the abq seq de.. was stuck... then lamed with zn... ask her pull me... cuz i stuck le.. was stunned for a while.. lol..





then pe.. mr teo(?) didnt come... stayed in class... went to tok to grace after some time... yupp... then grace started to BUG me.. omg.. lol.. u believe me? haha! :P





then maths.. someone was fooled by us... lol... ohya... test on thurs.. muz rmb... :]





then geog... went through the wb... nthmuch...





then cl... went through zuo ye.. nth much too...





then went eat lunch wif zn and kf.. then went home... sat at the stairs a while then go walk walk... then went back home... actually wanted to sit at the stairs again, but since i promised someone i wont, i didnt... :] seriously, y didnt i wan to go home? hmm...





did half of the chem notes juz now... the other half lazy dun wan do... :X opps...





omg... damn angry juz now... arggh! study oso scolded... dun study oso scolded... ppl study in the nite better cannot meh... is dere a rule tat saes studin cannot be done at nite? wat the! ahh!!! rest dun wan post le la..



hope a miriacle(?) will happen tmr... pls! i really need it.. i think... anyway, sometimes really thinkin whether i tai guo fen le... dunno leh... feel like i did... ahh! sry if i did...


sheesh... slept a while juz now.. while typin tiz post... lol.. tired la~ slpin earlier todae... after i finish studin chem and part of geog.. :] considerin wat time i slept ytd, its early now... realised i onli slept for abt 2 hr +- ytd.. heh... surprisingly i can still stay up durin lesson time.. :] yays...


tats all... dunno wat more to write... forgot.. juz woke, blur.. :X


pei`dang`ran`pei`
i`think`i`dont`though`
:X`sry`:P`


p.s. i love you ...
losin you means losin my whole life... <= cool eh! :]

tiz post.... dedicated to those who read my 'emo paper' no matter little or loads... wat happened todae would be posted later... tonite.. :]


so sry if tat paper made any of u emo... i mean sad... all i wan sae is tat paper is not really how i feel... its like little of my feelings and i made it sound emo-er.. if not, when i showed two of u, i asked if its emo... and when u said yes, i damn hapi... ya... makin it emo is the purpose of my tat paper... so most of the things written might not be wat i am feelin/thinkin.. so meaning i am not tat emo... seriously... so dun take the paper too at heart... ya.. dun nid console me until like i very emo like tat... i ok de... :] <=there, i smiled...


oh... i tokin abt the long long paragraph onli...


and specially to zn,(see i so good... but its emo stuff though.. dun read if u dun wan to...)
u said everybody is on earth for a purpose. nobody only brings trouble. then, i wan sae... ya.. i on earth got purpose... which is... i die le many many ppl will be super hapi then celebrate.... ha! tats brings joy... :]


and to another someone...
really... i dun wan go hm really no reason... juz dun feel like lor... unless there is a reason... but i dunno... really nth happened... or maybe cuz i like staircase so i sit dere... ya.. but really, nth happen... or maybe cuz i know i cannot study at home de.. so i sit dere study lor.. so, i not sad sad de... i got smile leh...


yupp... tats all... to those who dunno wat i am tokin abt, dun bother to find out... tks... and copper..

hmm.. slpt at 3plus ytd... i mean todae mornin... but managed to slp for 5hrs... :] heh.. woke up at 8.15... then drag till 9... 4got i have tution... then heng teacher called... so i went tution lor... woah... my amaths sure deproved.. loads... ah! :( D: then came back... did more hw... now doin the chi compo... realised my gao zi missing... then have to use foolscape... hope can leh... dun wan copy again... ah! gave up on geog... (as usual) maybe if i have the mood, i go try do again... :X opps...


then went out... (some gr peeps:yaya.. go bishan library... lol... jkjk...) went popular... bought the chem book thing... and bought teenage too... and and i forgot wat le... ohoh... juz now walked past action city... actually wanted to find the 'dead cj7' then go sch act skit... lol.. then in the end dun wan... :P :X ha! and so sry didnt go sentosa todae... sry sry.. :X


hmm.. at first i wondered if i made the right choice... but in the end... ya... sheesh... sry abt tat... *cries* ha... banged the wall juz now.. :P heng no one knows... when i'm bangin tat time i mean...


hmm... wat more can i sae? juz sry i todae then change song... uploaded it to imeem ytd... todae the uplaoad finish.. lag la.. my com.. so so sry... and no more le... so, bb... i know u wont miss me so i dun nid sae dmm le... :]


yupp`i`am`still`waitin`
we'll`see`wat`happens`
tmr`wed`thurs`or`a`long`time`later`...`


p.s. i love you ...
sry abt tat... if i did anything wrong...

hmm.. to continue to ytd's post...


bazzar was funner than i tot it would be... :] love cuttin all the strings.. :] heh... shift was supposed to be at 3... but, the food was sold out damn early, so, dun nid do... heh.. heng i did help out in the mornin... if not i would feel damn guilty... but... so sry.. onli helped for a while... :X


then met the pri sch friends.. sad.. its kathy's shift... then cant walk walk(???) with us... damn sad... then i so good.. *pauses while i vomits blood* treat them play/eat with my cupons... if i'm not wrong there's 4 i think... but one $2's torn off...


ohya... be4 meetin them, sort of looked after mdm tay's daughter.. :] she's cute... yupp... then walked in the rain... again... tat rain use umbrella oso no use de lor... might as well dun use... butbut... ran to our stall and tok my umbrella out... then mdm tay's dughter used one... while zn and i sort of shared one... and and muz admit i dunno how look after kids... ha! sad eh~ then went paste the $10 cupons on the cupons-sellin stalls... and some of the cupons got wet... sry mdm tay!


and and had a glance at cheng xi... hmm... did get to see him.. as in not like one sec those type... sad sad... oh... saw keely too... if i'm not wrong she sang one fir song isit? i muz sae she sang it quite nice eh! :] ha.. zn! i didnt take photo with him! :P and i did 'waste money'... leh! ha! ha! ha!


ohya... be4 i forget... got sth to tell zn.. {like tat then pei ma} yupp... if u rmb wat u said long time ago... last week or tiz week... :]


back to bazaar... after bazaar... zn, kf and me moved the tables and chairs back to class... with the help of my cousin/friend... （i know wat ur thinkin... but cant cousins be your friend who study in the same sch too?) so tks! :] and dun nid feel bad eh~ :] cuz its me who should... damn bad la me... :(


then zn kf went to hypermart and i went home... so, i was so tired tat i fell asleep ytd... while bloggin and after bloggin... so, so sry to those who toked to me but i dao-ded u ytd... slept, so didnt see.. and when i woke up, was so blur tat i didnt even know wat i'm doin... sry... :X


bloggin abt todae le...


did some of the maths hw... gg to continue later... hope i can finish it and part of the cheena compo by todae... but i think cannot... lol... confirm play com until forgot time then wont do le... opps... :X


then then durin tution, finally get to write emo compo... actually wanted to write bao zhang bao dao(as usual) but the topic was on ____... so didnt do it... heng teacher banned us from writin it... cuz we wrote a similar one be4... woah! tat time was so reluctant to write... but no chice have to... sad eh~ sheesh... scared i wrote out of point... wrote abt me wantin to commit suicide.. omg! and i was sort of emo when i wrote tat, after i wrote tat and now... then juz now watched tiz sad sad(sort of) show then wanted to cry...



i'll advice u not to read the next para, cuz confirm u all will read until u slp... and dun wish to 'create' ppl who would tok bad stuffs... abt wat i'm goin to type... so, dun read!


feelin damn bad now... gettin more and more afraid of saein my thoughts... afraid of hurtin ppl... afraid of forcin ppl to do sth tat they dun wan to... afraid of doin things tat would indirectly/directly make someone sad, make someone cry, make someone feel bad... felt tat i couldnt trust ppl anymore, except the few.. the ones that would really stand by me when i felt sad... the ones that would really let me enjoy my laughter, my happiness with them... the ones that would listen to everything that i would sae... the ones that would know how i feel even when i dun have to sae it... the ones that wouldnt mind if i dun noe how to solve their probs... the ones that would let me listen to their problems... the ones that would encourage me.. the ones that would try their best to make me hapi whenever i'm sad or rather at anytime... the ones that would comfort me even if they dunno wat made me sad... the ones that i would call my true friends... very lucky to have u all... tks! :] *i'm not namin names... so i hope u all 心里有数* and sry if i didnt sort of repay u all.... if i didnt, i really bu pei to be considered as ur friend...



woah... so long la... the para...


ohya... now i seriously bankcrupt le... ahh... if i didnt manage to borrow $$ from my mum, tmr dun nid go sentosa le la... omg...


and and havin tution at 9am tmr... arh... hope i can wake up in time to go for tution...


tats all i think... so, bb! :] copper! (key *cuz cu=copper*)


i`am`waitin`
waitin`for`the`day`that`would`nvr`arrive`
unless`...`
but`i'm`still`waitin`though`


p.s. i love you ...
missed again...


sth random... *hey! where's my cj7? i wan hug it*


{edit}
realised i like fahrenheit's 1st album more... heh... cuz emo-er... :] heh... so, next song up.... 一个人流浪 by fahrenheit... actually wanted to post a eng song tat might be very old... one tat i juz heard... suprisin eh~ eng song... ya.. but realised i didnt post fahrenheit's after tiz 'song of the week' thing pop-ded up... so, put fahrenheit's song instead... enjoy! :] (?!)
{/edit}

so tired todae... kept noddin off to slp... even when i am bathin.... omg.. lol...


so todae had bazaar.. the sales of the ba CHANG is way better than i tot it would be... heh.. quite hapi... heh... but felt so bad... sheesh.. *juz woke up* lol...


saw some pri sch friends... heh.. so long nvr see le... heh... :] hapi-s... but got sth bad... how did they even.. omg... tried to take photo, but cant... opps... :X


and and i'm not supposed to sae tiz but... i so damn bad... ahh!!


woah... typin and slpin at the same time.. tired le la... continue with tiz post tmr...


sleepy`


p.s. i love you ...
tks for your shoulder... :]

sheesh la! i'm the most stupidest person in the universe la! :'( ahh!!!


first lesson was eng... nth much, cuz i forgot wat we did... even the brain breaks... :(


then maths and maths... mdm tay didnt come.. so free periods... :] so todae was quite 'slacky'...


then prepare for bazaar thing... didnt help much... i think... sad... sry... :X


actually wanted to go library and return book de... but in the end had to ask zn to help me return.. sry and tks! oh.. tokin abt library... bishan really got library de! its like between the bus interchange and j8... really have! there is a library in bishan! hmm... next time i go dere muz take pic... then ppl wont sae i bluff le! ah!


anyway, damn tired todae... i lie on the bed, close my eyes confirm can slp de la...


and and so damn angry with myself... so damn stupid la... dunno how ___... then ___... ahh! damn stupid! arggh! and cant even think of a good ______.... ahh! sry leh! so stupid so stupid!!! ahh! and i cant even take it myself... ahh! made matters worse! ahh! stupid me! :'( ahh! *bangs the wall... usin my headandhands...* ahh! bb... go bang le... if got anything more, i post it later...


the`stupidest`person's`goin`off`soon`!!!`


p.s. i love you ...
sry... :'( i know no use le...

hmm.. brought cj7 to sch again... :] (L)


first lesson was geog... lol... highlight imp point for almost the whole lesson.. and found out i improved... when i highlight now at least wont highlight the whole book... at least have some part is white de.. :] yay.. :] :X


then was chem... lol... found out alkenes plus hydrogen can become alkanes.. but damn sad.. cannot form ____ane... lol... nvm... special la... :] opps... :X


then was el... went through the hw and i forgot wat le... miss k showed us pics on babies... damn funny + cute la... heh.. especially the tear paper one.. :] cute leh! :] :] <3s...


then was preparation for bazaar... zn,ivory,kelly,shawnseow, weichen, darren,and me went buy prizes for the games stall... felt so useless dere... dunno wat to do.. :( sry... :X


then went for dance meetin... :] heh.. dun post anything abt it... :P :]


then went home... and tution... heh... i walk tat time really look emo arh? lol... i dunno leh! nowonder many ppl ask me if i emo... when i'm not... lol... opps... ! :X ha... know where is it le... goin to see if i can see from my room later... :] heh heh...


nth much le.. juz kept wantin to slp todae.. damn tired... yupp,, tats all! tks ivory's mum for bringin us out and fetchin us back... :] tks...


now`i`know`why`ppl`would`wish`for`time`to`stop`


p.s. i love you ...
if i dun see you, i dun go home.. :P

heh heh heh... was super high todae... and i dunno why... heh...


first lesson was... geog... heh... mrs long said sth funny... heh... dun wan post it... heh... :X :P


then was cl... haha... seow lao shi round up the marks? isit... if it is... i will damn hapi le... haha! first time ever! :] heh... so damn hapi juz now... though its juz reach... but very good le la.. considerin the much much lower marks i got... :] yays... :]


then was amaths... went through 16D.. then nth much le.. juz the homework was given and then cancelled... heh... :]


then was emaths... went through vectors.. haha.. .so far its quite ok.. hmm... hope tiz helps my physics... :]


then was chem... plannin... heh.. oso nth much... until... shirong came 'over' and we started debatin on a topic... lol... debate until mrs tan asked if u finished... hmm... soloud la he tok... wonder y he will sae tat la... omg... grR! hen shen qi le now... ahh!


then 2.4 run damn slow la.. lol... i wan a retest! heh... :] but i ran faster than i tot i would though... :] but still very slow.. haha...


then after 2.4 went eat with... zn, gc, cyn, chanxi, zx, xk, ct, dt, kj, yw, nic, gerald... tats all i can rmb... if i had left out any, i am so so so so so sry... :X :'( heh... had fun tryin to link every yellow thing to zn.. haha... anyone who walked past wearin yellow would be her idol/someone she like... lol... then cuz eat in mac, then macdonald person wears yellow, therefore, its her idol.. :P heh...


had a hard time tryin to explain everything... lol.. i really wanted to go bishan library de... juz i forgot bring the book... then cant go... :X but i really got think of gg... :X maybe i will tmr/fri... c first...


and and i becomin sick soon.. muahahaha! walked in the rain so many times now then got effect.. lol... lag! haha... really lag lor... i walk in the rain few daes later then i headache.. if not normally i headche once i step out of the rain le... :X lag lag lag! :P :X lol... (siao le...) heh... reach home then sneeze.... two times... then i tot the flu thing gone... but not! then ahchoo again... then flu le.. lol... now cant breathe.. lol... if i close my mouth i will DIE... ahh! sheesh! :'(


still have eng hw... ahh! tonite dun nid slp again... heng tmr sort of half dae.. if not confirm die de... :X


ohya.. i missed my cj7 A LOT TODAE! i was like where's my cj7? i wan hugg!!! ahh! heh.. :X next time muz really 'stick' it with me... lol..


and and... reached home damn late todae... heh... opps... :X and and... get well soon... haha... damn pain leh... see the big patch.. fall down the stairs somemore... :( still bleed... :( :'(


and so sry tiz post not in order de... i think of anything then wirte le... scared i forgot... *sneeze again... * no more le i think...


sat`MUST`COME`ORH`YOU`
if`not`...`


p.s. i love you ...
if i dun see you... i...

hmm... first lesson was... physics... went lab to do the spa file thing.. sad la! i still got so many not completed... :X opps... :(


then pe... slacked(again) but at least got stretch a little, jump and little and played badminton a little... hen hao le lor.. :X


then cl... did the bao zhang bao dao thing... lol... did halfway almost slept... sheesh! AHH!!! :X :X ahh!


then hist.. didnt study test confirm fail... wont be surprised if i got 0 marks.. :] :X


then charisma... went com lab... brought my cj7 dere too... then played with HIS hair... :] found of his gender le... now left name... ahh~


then eng compre timed prac... hmm... was ok... heh... can dun do summary... :] yays!


cuz todae was someone's bd.. gave her the present... she was SHOCKED when she recieved it... oh hapi too... lol.. cuz she kept laughin.. i think... if i didnt see wrongly... muahahaha!!! should have forced her to eat sweet/choc! lol... :] *evilgrin* (reminds me of the evillook video.... so cute! :])


and tks someone... lol.. p.s. p.s.juz now not shy now i shy le... cant believe i would do tat la! omg!!! *bangs* ahh! sheesh... :X opps! :X :X :X


hmm.. wat more can i sae? hmm... bb..


if`everyday`was`like`tat`


p.s. i love you ...
sry and tks... :]

brought cj7 to sch todae.. cant stop huggin it... :X


first lesson was chem... continued goin through alkenes... heh... the namin part was fun... :] and and the quiz got one qn on substitution reaction... muahahaha...! wrote all the four eqns when the qn onli asked for one... somemore wrote tetrachloromethane big big dere.. opps... :X


then was el... did grpwk on the compre thing... all i can rmb... :X


then was chi... was super surprised that i would get so high la~ dui wo lai shou is damn high le... heh.. hapi... :] (maybe cj7 brings me luck*lol*) then went through the paper...


during recess... seow lao shi asked me why i keep huggin the cj7... i said it was cute but i think she didnt hear... :X


then was maths... went through test paper... woah! my prediction correct leh~ heh.. :X :X


then eng again.. miss k showed us tiz super CUTE thing.. heh.. the baby did a 'evillook' then started laughin... or laugh le then 'evillook' then laugh again.... damn cute la! :] :D heh... :X


then was interaction period all the ways.. yay! no assembly.. :] heh... then help a little for the bazaar... :] at least got little bit... :X then after sch seow lao shi asked me why i keep huggin the cj7 again... :X ha... then i told her... :X heh...


then went home... ahh! headache... sheesh.. and my grace book almost died.. sheesh la.. now know le.. then next time cannot surprise(???) le.. ahh! c la... lol... haha.. jkjk...


still huggin the cj7... ooh... someone:so so wats the name? is male or female? heh.. :X


nth much... juz so sian dun wan study for hist test.. ahh!!!!!!! :( :'(


so, tats all! :]


still`love-in`the`cj7`
:]`ha`tks`again`!!!`


p.s. i love you...
*tks and ____* :]

woah! 190h post! woah woah!


todae... almost finish all the hw in the mornin... except some part of phrasebook... and chem notes... the alkenes part.. :] partly cuz mrs tan haven finish goin through... partly cuz... muahahaha!


then went for tution... as usual... :] has oral todae... then cuz teacher not inside... most of them tok-ded loads... haha... i didnt tok though... surprise eh! oral was on dunno what sg student dun care abt wen hua thing... lol... dunno wat to sae... lol.. lol...


then after tution went buy sth... muahahaha! muahahaha! muahahaha!!! *evil grins* then was stunned juz now too... :] heh... tks! tks! tks! loved it! heh... :] :] :] bring it with me where ever i go... lol... :] heh... :] haha... will keep huggin it! heh... :X :X :X


then went home... and did sth... cant post abt it.. if not i kana killed... by... my ___ heh... :X


yupp... nth much tats all... oh ya! changin my song to... 谁爱谁 by 张韶涵... :]


so, bb! :]


kai`xin`leh`~`


p.s. i love you ...
haha... tks... loved it... :] *____* :]

todae woke at 5.45.. omg... so sry.. overslept... :'( then rushed down.. wanted to run but cant cuz mum beside me... sry... then went somewhere... :] then met zn eat breakfast(?!) lol... eat hashbrown(?) and drank milo... then i super full.. lol... and sry zn... :'( then went sch for eng... eng end late... then i late... to meet my sis... sry... be4 tat went library, borrowed another book.. haha.. was thinkin if i can finish everything.. lol.. sheesh... then went pray.. then cousin's hse... so tired end up slpin on the sofa... :X then went home..


watched feilunhai the vcd thing juz now.. lol.. :X so sry but i got sth to say... *they so cute in xiaoxiaodarenwu!* :] and weinicunzai the thing they wear looks like ___ at some angles... :X muahahaha...


and realised i really need to dry my wallet... lol... paid with wet wet $$... or rather cold cold $$ for these two daes... lol... then used my dictionary casing... as my wallet.. ?! woah! wanted to use the old wallet, but the coin thing spoil... so cannot... sad eh! :(


tmr before tution i wan go buy thing leh~ dunno wan find ppl pei me not... ahh!


oh... forgot add.. went j8.. popular... onli wanted to buy maths and amaths tys... then sis go take geog and ss... asked her dun waste $$ le... cuz i know i confirm wont do de... but she still buy... then like tat i no choice muz at least use it... woah! sheesh la... allergic to humans la~


and was super high when walkin to class todae... or rather when i saw zn... lol... dun wan post abt it... becomin more like grace chew le... abt the 6-_ thing... ahh!


ohya... tokin abt gc, i got sth tp tell u! 'yupp! nth again! told u! ha! confirm wont de la! if got, i treat u eat lunch! ha! dunhave dunhave dunhave!'


lol.. dunno wat to post abt le... so... bb!


期`待`
期`待`那`一`天`
我`梦`想`成`真`的`那`一`天`


p.s. i love you ...
hapi 2th... :]

hmm... hope i can finish postin be4 the clock strikes midnight... lol... :X


first lesson was ss... went through the thing abt venice... yupp and mr soon told us sort of a timetable for us... from now till 'o' levels... woah! stunned dunno how many times... scary... :X


then was cl... did ying yong wen... heh... :X


then was maths... mdm tay didnt come todae... so mr tan came in.. had test... woah.. the qn 3 is not soft de la... omgomg... die... :X then after test he taught us how to draw graphs... chim to me... but till now at least its still understandable... :] and found out sth... heh.. dun wan post abt it... maybe zn will know... kf too... not sure though... :X


then was el... had a surprise test on punctuations... woah! there is ':' and ';' de... nvr use the ;... heh.. then dunno when to put tat.. opps... :X


then was hist lecture... taught abt the c___ missile(??)... sheesh la... dunno wats tat topic called... :X sry... was quite short the lecture... watched tiz video on the topic... nth much...


then was chi sap... woah... went through the skills on answerin compre... then seow lao shi gave us tiz notes on all the su yu and other chim chim phrases... heh... goin to try to use them... :] go read tiz weekend.. :] then stunn ppl... muahahaha...


then after sap, zn and kf toked to seow lao shi... xw, ivory, grace chew and me... went i-cafe... quite fun... heh.. :X then went back to class... stayed back and waited for my dad to fetch me home.. muahahaha... toked a lot todae... compared to yesterdae(?)... woah!


then went home... omg... pressed the clip until hand pain liao la~ but nvm.. :] then packed a little of my notes... now seperated into diff sub(s) le... :]


hmm... there's eng remedial tmr.. :] copper! heh.. :X


and and these few days i damn sad la~ keep mixin up the daes... tot was thurs todae... then juz nw almost posted that there's chi test todae.. which happened ytd... lol... damn sad...


heh! tmr... goin library! yay! too bad i haven finish my 'yue ding' if not can return and borrow more... :] actually wanted to cheong finish de... but but... i forgot i have to prepare for _... so, did read...
to _:
so sry... ytd so long then come out is cuz i readin inside... and ytd i walked in the rain cuz i damn sad... sry sry... yupp, will study harder.. compared to now... next time i try weekdays slp be4 12... sometimes even be4 11.30... or maybe 11... sry abt ytd, hai u cannot slp.. sry sry.. .sry for makin u angry again and again... sry for the sudden change in me(if there is any) within these few weeks... sry sry... once again, sry for anger-in u... :X
to be bad a little, i didnt deprove in my studies... at least i did maintain... ok.. maybe i did... my geog... opps... :x but my chi did improved... and really is sap drag... not i bluff u... until around 5.30... then sometimes is really wait for bus until very long... and sometimes i didnt ans the phone is cuz i walkin then walkin cant feel vibration de... but still... my fault.. sry..
tats all~ bb.... copper


sry`


p.s. i love you ...
sheesh... sth to sae...

damn sad arh! :[ so so sry.. i bad mood todae.. so sry.. sry if i shouted at u todae... sry if i dao-ded you todae... sry if i rolled my eyes at u todae... sry... i didnt mean to... ahh... juz sry... *kneels down and ke tou...*


so first lesson was charisma... nth much... juz mrs long shouted at us a lot todae... sry mrs long...


then was cl.. had test... seow lao shi's so nice to give us extra time... *xie xie xiao lao shi!*


then was maths... nth much... but during recess, some of the girls tok to mdm tay... some parts was supposed to be funny... but i juz cant laugh todae..


then was physics... didnt bring the ws todae... sry mr gan...


then was chem... actually was supposed to be hapi de... but ask mrs tan one question then i emo le... cuz fluorine reacts very very very fast with methane... and then next is chlorine then is bromine... if i'm not wrong... :X :(


then was el... continued with the murder thing... ms k so nice... gave hewei's grp a box of ferero roche(dunno how spell)... so so nice la~! tks ms k.., then ms k showed us another freeze... and one clip on idiot(or watever u call tat)


then was sap... chem... woah... sms someone even when she's sittin in front of me! omg!


then went home.. it was RAINING HEAVILY!!! then as usual(?!) walked in the rain... yupp.. walked a while then whole body was wet... yay(?!) feelin like i'm cryin... but i think i didnt... is juz the rain flow(?) to the edge of my eye and then become 'tears'.. yupp... i THINK it is tat...


then reached home... was sort of scolded by my mum... cuz tiz time i was really really wet and i even said i wan go tution wearin the wet shirt... woah! y cannot de.. the most got damn serious illness onli ma... :X


anyway, love walkin in the rain now... the bad thing is when i walk home in the evening/nite... my mum will see.. then muz prepared to get scolded... :X


and tiz thing dunno when de, zn mo ren she's ____chu... opps.. :X *didnt sae anything...*


tats all i think... be4 i go, sry to all again... sry sry...


love`the`rain`
hope`it`rains`again`tmr`


p.s. i love you...
sat?

first lesson... physics... mr gan didnt came todae... so, free period... nth much cuz i forgot wat i was doin then...


then was chinese... had the xiao ce yan... cool leh... the way of testin... :D heh... good way of learnin the da pei.. :D


then was geog... hmm... forgot wat we did le... onli rmb we copied the graph thing... sry.. :X


then was maths... got back test... got higher than i expected... :D hapi... then went through the ex16c qns... ohoh... to 4gr ppl... if u happen to pass by my blog(which i doubt anyone would) pls hand in all the hw tat u haven hand in... tks!


then was chem... went through skill3... did a ws on skill3... abt the conc. of HCl... hmm... quite ok i think...


then was sap... maths... sort of 'cheong' through doin the qns... :X and finished doin the whole thing when cher's still teachin the indices(?) part... then sort of stone-ded for the rest of the lesson... except, i did ____... :X sry...
then went home... damn sad at mou mou period of time... 'get lost' eh... maybe i really should have done tat... and wat did u mean when u said tat-s? felt like cryin too...
tats all! bb.. have a nice day!


y`is`it`floodin`here`?`


p.s. i love you ...
什么意思?

todae's april fool's dae... muahahaha... so many ppl kana tricked by me... more than i expected i mean... muahahahaha... act emo... not bad eh~ then 'emo' until after frc then cannot tahan le... then walk back with sihua and start laughin... then saw glayds.. and she saw me laughin i think... then i control... and smile-ded into class... but i walk in with my head down la~ then cant see.. then when lesson start then ok le... can emo le... zining was tricked until pe tat time... cuz i told her the 'reason' why i emo... then got so many flaws... then not fun le... then some of them onli knew the truth during recess when i told them... yupp.. i'm chao evil... muahahaha...


and and todae's not a good dae... so many bad things happened... :( and realised i did _... if would call tat _... die.. later i kana ________ then gg liao... ahh~!


first lesson was ss... was ok ba.. i think... listen-ded... i did... :]


then was pe... run one round outside sch... damn sad... i run so SLOW!!! and realised i emo tat time will run faster de... so next week, i prepared to emo le... :X


then was maths... forgot wat happened... except for goin through the tb qns...


then was recess... we planned one april fool's thing to fool the teachers... gr&hm.. ha! fun...


then was geog... gr changed class with hm.. then mf walked in... then walked out... its juz very funny jiu dui le... then we changed back into our own class... then gr freeze! almost the whole class! :] and mrs long was tryin to make some of us laugh... heh... so fun... then when we 'de-froze' then we were like wat happen ar? the time 'jumped from 10.45 to 11.30?!' then many of us said we were hungry then muz go recess(when recess's juz over)... so funny... then at some time of the lesson, xian kai wanted to go toilet... then mrs long oso 'froze' heh... funny... really fun..


then was chinese... yupp, we freeze again... then seow lao shi was like 'hao le la. bu yao april fool's le la' or sth like tat... cuz i know i cant freeze again and will keep laugh, i didnt freeze le... then saw hm ppl stand outside our class and see us freezin... and i must agree with zn, our class de 'freezin skills' better le! at least we wont laugh now... :] then when we havin lesson, got two birds fly into our class.. then eat the bread in our dustbin... so funny... then seow lao shi said 'ni kan ni men de ban ang zang dao zhe yang... yi hou hui you lao shu zhang lang jing lai le' heh... then kept laughin... :]


then sap, hist... dun wan to talk abt it... cuz its nth much... juz tat i was late...


then went home... woah! reach home so early todae... like 4plus... its considered early le lor... :]


then went tution and now i am sittin here typin... :]


nth much le... so,bb..


many`ppl`might`be`goin`
but`without`you`...`:(`


p.s. i love you ...
tks... tks for eveything u did/said... rang wo gan dao hen kaixin&xingfu...