hmm.. to continue to ytd's post...
bazzar was funner than i tot it would be... :] love cuttin all the strings.. :] heh... shift was supposed to be at 3... but, the food was sold out damn early, so, dun nid do... heh.. heng i did help out in the mornin... if not i would feel damn guilty... but... so sry.. onli helped for a while... :X
then met the pri sch friends.. sad.. its kathy's shift... then cant walk walk(???) with us... damn sad... then i so good.. *pauses while i vomits blood* treat them play/eat with my cupons... if i'm not wrong there's 4 i think... but one $2's torn off...
ohya... be4 meetin them, sort of looked after mdm tay's daughter.. :] she's cute... yupp... then walked in the rain... again... tat rain use umbrella oso no use de lor... might as well dun use... butbut... ran to our stall and tok my umbrella out... then mdm tay's dughter used one... while zn and i sort of shared one... and and muz admit i dunno how look after kids... ha! sad eh~ then went paste the $10 cupons on the cupons-sellin stalls... and some of the cupons got wet... sry mdm tay!
and and had a glance at cheng xi... hmm... did get to see him.. as in not like one sec those type... sad sad... oh... saw keely too... if i'm not wrong she sang one fir song isit? i muz sae she sang it quite nice eh! :] ha.. zn! i didnt take photo with him! :P and i did 'waste money'... leh! ha! ha! ha!
ohya... be4 i forget... got sth to tell zn.. {like tat then pei ma} yupp... if u rmb wat u said long time ago... last week or tiz week... :]
back to bazaar... after bazaar... zn, kf and me moved the tables and chairs back to class... with the help of my cousin/friend... （i know wat ur thinkin... but cant cousins be your friend who study in the same sch too?) so tks! :] and dun nid feel bad eh~ :] cuz its me who should... damn bad la me... :(
then zn kf went to hypermart and i went home... so, i was so tired tat i fell asleep ytd... while bloggin and after bloggin... so, so sry to those who toked to me but i dao-ded u ytd... slept, so didnt see.. and when i woke up, was so blur tat i didnt even know wat i'm doin... sry... :X
bloggin abt todae le...
did some of the maths hw... gg to continue later... hope i can finish it and part of the cheena compo by todae... but i think cannot... lol... confirm play com until forgot time then wont do le... opps... :X
then then durin tution, finally get to write emo compo... actually wanted to write bao zhang bao dao(as usual) but the topic was on ____... so didnt do it... heng teacher banned us from writin it... cuz we wrote a similar one be4... woah! tat time was so reluctant to write... but no chice have to... sad eh~ sheesh... scared i wrote out of point... wrote abt me wantin to commit suicide.. omg! and i was sort of emo when i wrote tat, after i wrote tat and now... then juz now watched tiz sad sad(sort of) show then wanted to cry...
i'll advice u not to read the next para, cuz confirm u all will read until u slp... and dun wish to 'create' ppl who would tok bad stuffs... abt wat i'm goin to type... so, dun read!
feelin damn bad now... gettin more and more afraid of saein my thoughts... afraid of hurtin ppl... afraid of forcin ppl to do sth tat they dun wan to... afraid of doin things tat would indirectly/directly make someone sad, make someone cry, make someone feel bad... felt tat i couldnt trust ppl anymore, except the few.. the ones that would really stand by me when i felt sad... the ones that would really let me enjoy my laughter, my happiness with them... the ones that would listen to everything that i would sae... the ones that would know how i feel even when i dun have to sae it... the ones that wouldnt mind if i dun noe how to solve their probs... the ones that would let me listen to their problems... the ones that would encourage me.. the ones that would try their best to make me hapi whenever i'm sad or rather at anytime... the ones that would comfort me even if they dunno wat made me sad... the ones that i would call my true friends... very lucky to have u all... tks! :] *i'm not namin names... so i hope u all 心里有数* and sry if i didnt sort of repay u all.... if i didnt, i really bu pei to be considered as ur friend...
woah... so long la... the para...
ohya... now i seriously bankcrupt le... ahh... if i didnt manage to borrow $$ from my mum, tmr dun nid go sentosa le la... omg...
and and havin tution at 9am tmr... arh... hope i can wake up in time to go for tution...
tats all i think... so, bb! :] copper! (key *cuz cu=copper*)
i`am`waitin`
waitin`for`the`day`that`would`nvr`arrive`
unless`...`
but`i'm`still`waitin`though`
p.s. i love you ...
missed again...
sth random... *hey! where's my cj7? i wan hug it*
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realised i like fahrenheit's 1st album more... heh... cuz emo-er... :] heh... so, next song up.... 一个人流浪 by fahrenheit... actually wanted to post a eng song tat might be very old... one tat i juz heard... suprisin eh~ eng song... ya.. but realised i didnt post fahrenheit's after tiz 'song of the week' thing pop-ded up... so, put fahrenheit's song instead... enjoy! :] (?!)
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