amaths... lol... didnt understand integration... haix.. mon take tb come back study liao.. haiz.. hope the tb 'teaches' me how to do.. lol..
then chi again.. did paper1.. dunno how write the hou guo for the bao zhang bao dao, so wrote ji xu wen instead... lol... suddenly felt my story super stupid... and i was so blur/stupid/watever u call it.. tot can write until 11.15.. then is 10.45... then i still down dere write SLOWLY and KEEP LOOKIN AROUND.... lol... so blur la!~
then geog.. left tb in locker.. asked mrs long if i can go take then she asked me share cuz too far... but in the end, 'watched' the slides, w/o tb... got one super o-m-g de la... actually wanted to tell someone abt it juz nw.. but cuz of some reason (which i will be postin later) so nvr tell..
anyway, after sch, went mac... ya again... was studying and studying there... then SUDDENLY... and i mean SUDDENLY.. i super giddy la... first time giddy until so charm... eveything was like turnin turnin.... aiya... dunno how explain tat.. juz super giddy... then 'pa' on the table.. tot would get better... but it got WORSE instead.. actually didnt want to tell anyone... but i seriously damn scared sth will happen to me... so i ask someone if can pei me... and 2ppl came-ded... lol... then i was dyin dere... then SUDDENLY, again... felt like vomitin... omg la... so sad.. giddy+felt like vomittin... but tats not the worst yet... so sad, tong shang jia tong... MY HEART GONE CRAZY AND STARTED HURTIN! omg la... really felt like dyin then... haix... giddy+ felt like vomitin+heartache... omg la! wats happenin to me?
then when i went home tat time... actually hai hao de.. juz giddy and tat little bit of feelin like vomitin... then SUDDENLY,yet again... my heart/chest/watever u call tat was super SUPER pain! had no choice but to stop dere, like statue... cant move... maybe i can... juz afraid to try... anyway, when i walked to the steps dere cannot take it again... then i sat at the first step... bent down... then so many ppl called... omg la! y choose tiz time... omgomg.. anyway, listen to phone calls.. then started walkin again, with some help.. then as usual, climbed to the 3/4 floor then sort of had difficulty breathin again.... ah! then cant walk anymore, so stopped... then continued again... reached home *bang* on the sofa again... wanted to slp... but mum asked me go bathe... then bathe lor...
then now, i here, typin, with my heartachin... dunno is physically or mentally... nw, i rather mentally than physically liao la...though mentally might hurt more.... but still.. ya....
anyway, someone.. so sry abt juz nw... really had no strength... sry for 耽误-in ur time.. sry... sry.. though i know sry no cure... and at macs i super giddy so had to keep lie-in down.. not i want de... sry! i already tried to stay straight le... sry.. :'( if i am okay, i will _ de...
ya.. tats all.. bb... dmm... jk.. cuz i know no one would...
p.s. i love you ...
no matter wat happens, rmb, i WILL love you ...
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