hmm... el.. didnt wanna listen... cuz.. cant see anything... then was so super blur at wat was taught.. omg la.. if tmr still 12classes in 1 lt, charm liao..
then chi... still didnt manage to finish the paper... the whole paper i mean... so sad.. then left abt half hr, continued doin the cat high paper.. lol.. i so super lag can~ lol... lol...
then chi again... seow lao shi gave a brief tok thing abt gong han.. was super high then.. dunno why... kept laughin, until i cried.. so long nvr like tat le... lol... <好怀念啊>
then chem.. did spa 3.. lol.. forgot flip through notes.. then dunno how do.. then kept askin...
then went for chi xtra lesson... i mean a lesson to clarify ur doubts... ya...
then after tat went mac.. lol.. change the place i sat for TWO TIMES... lol.. first time was cuz there's empty seat at the sofa thing there... then went dere.. 2nd time was when the mac ppl sae nid bigger table so ask if can change place.. lol.. y did the ppl seatin at the table beside mine went off? arggh! anyway, when i doin the paper2.. suddenly my heart/chest like very 'tight'... then like cannot breathe cannot breathe like tat... was so unconfortable la~ worst is i am ALONE! omg... then finished the last qn and faster go home le.. almost fainted when i walkin up the stairs... when i at 3-4th floor... omg... heng i didnt.. if not, 后果就不堪设想了... anyway.. when i stepped into my hse, really no strengh to greet my ahma le.. but muz ma.. then greeted her, the *bang* onto the sofa.. with my chest/heart hurtin.. damn pain.. opps... :X so slept.. wake up le got better a bit le.. a bit nia~ then finished the paper i did halfway juz nw.. checked through the ans too...
then... my father was like askin me to go see doctor... then i dun wan.. lol.. cuz the doctor i gg to is go show face $30 gone those kind... so i dun wan... so, we'll see how tmr.. if i really cannot take it le then i go... if not, dun go lor~
enough abt todae.. typin sth...
as i have said, dunno how many times... maybe u dunno... but still, i gg become 被动 le... cuz 我想享受一下被动的感觉。。。 wozuhidaoleile feicahngdelei zonhgshixniagbeizuhikeshimeicidoubuxnig nandaoshiwodeanshibugoumnigxain faxainwodexanigfagen'xaingqin'deyexushiyiynagde douxaingbeidnog yexutahaimeizuhidaoleidanwoyijnigleile... to gai kuo, i am tryin to not i_i_i___ the nxt times... keep mum... :X<=like tiz
always had tat little bit of hope.. but todae proved me wrong... 希望越大失望越大... but i tot i xi wang very little le? still so shi wang.. sometimes really wanted to tell you how i felt... but, 就是说不出口... nvm ba.. suan le.. juz carry tat little bit of hope...
and ppl said i cant do sth.. not gg sae who/wat i cant do... anyway, i gonna PROVE YOU WRONG! keep suan-in la.. so pro arh u.. wonder how many point u got for l1r5 last time... sae me still ok la.. but how can u sae tat abt her! so damn bad la... grr! nvm!
sometimes wonderin if my heartpain is cuz of mentally become physically... (did i type tiz be4? hmm.. nvmm) anyway, ya... was so hurt tat time.. then i started havin phycial heartache... tot of tiz cuz tat time someone told me if got anything sad de muz tell, dun keep it to myself or sth like tat... ya.. so tot of tat lor..
ya... tats all... bb...
江`山`易`改`，`本`性`难`移`。。。`
hopes`are`dashed`
i`mean`
hopes`gettin`smaller`and`smaller`by`the`day`
p.s. i love you ...
get well soon... muz... u not well my heart painer... :X
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