ha! i've decieded... from nw on, all smilies will be in
YELLOW! juz to irritate someone... haha!
:P opps... later i kana pinched again....
:Xanyway, slp at 5AM ytd... can't slp at all! kept turnin and turnin... and of course, my 'hobby', kept thinkin abt loads of stuffs... for some reason, i can link everything together... strange/un-strange oso can la~ omg...
and after tat, was super confused... ok.. actually i already was when i was walkin up the stairs to home...
after peepin... ya... and was thinkin whether to send tat email... hmm... still thinkin nw, maybe i shall send a belated one later... haix...
oh.. and everytime i want to walk in the rain, something will always happen to make me unable to... like last week, when i was walkin hm... i tried to walk.. but then, the rain became smaller and smaller until no more rain.. and i like walk only a few steps la... argghh...
and for some reason, my ipod seems to know my mood... when i emo then shuffle songs then almost all sad sad songs... and when i normal then mixed... i hapi, oh... tiz i dunno... sry... cuz loooooooooooong time no hapi le.. opps...
:X yala... like nw, playin 难道 when i am emo-in... opps...
:Xeverytime i look out of the window, how much i wished u were dere... though its tat far, but its good enough already... at least it is better than not seein at all...
everytime i walk past there, how much i wished u were gg home too...
everytime on the 5th of each mth, how i wished a miracle will happen... kae.. maybe i shouldnt call it a miracle... juz tat i cant think of anymore words... anyway, it happened once... how i wish it will happen again...
everytime i think abt you ... how much i wished i had not been so silly in the first place...
super confused nw.. arrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!
p.s. i love you ...
should i or should i not? bs...
8:16:00 PM