Wednesday, July 09, 2008Y
hmm... juz finished readin SOME organic chem stuffs... lol... my fav topic... lol... fav topic still cannot rmb everything... and chem test's tmr... nvm... continue memorisin tmr... erm... i'll try later i mean...
and and... stressed someone out juz nw.. lol... wanted to but she confirm dun have... lol... was saein tiz will decide my life.. then ask a yes/no qn... and so, i shall be a LONER liao... seriously damn emo todae...
skill3's nxt week... omg... sounds scary... kae, nvm...
and to think of tat, now super scared i will be ignored/avoided/sth related to tat... cuz tats wat i felt tiz few daes...lol... let me go think later... and CONFIRM it will be my fault... cuz EVERYTHING's my fault de...
kinda regrettin makin all those qns things... lol... everything makes me even sadder.... and nw i cant emo in sch... how long muz i put up tat FAKE hapi smile? when can i start emo-in without affectin other ppl?
tot i would 'walk past tiz obstacle' super easily... but i am wrong... the cause of eveything seems to be me... ok, maybe its not 'seems to' should be 'IS'...
forget my emoness... in tiz post... i will continue to put tat 'genuine' smile tmr... and continue to be lame... and make myself have more pinches...
tats all... bte,back to emo-in...
失败者,我有罪。。。
p.s. i love you ...
ya, and i'm afraid of tat too... 13th day todae... or maybe tat dae changed eveything and it should be 5th day instead?
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