opps... post again... :X
yellow smilies's cancelled... see i so nice... nvr fan zn liao.. lolx... jk....
anyway, tmr got ne survey... dunno until wat time... hope i can get home in time to pray.. oh... i have tution tmr... sheesh.. hope ne survey's short...
oh.... i didnt talk abt wat happen ytd rite... haha.. funny sia~ ZINC was like scarin me and sae she brought SPIDERS to sch... and put it in a plastic bag ONLI... so easy come out la.. scare me sia~ then after chem then i noe she bluff me... and so, she took out a TOY... centipite pics is on the cover thing... i tot she put the spider inside la.. then she touch, i see hard hard de, then comfirm not liao... then, she took it over to me and ask me to hold it... once i hold then she let go then the thing start to vibrate or wat u call tat... omgosh la.. then i screamed like dunno what... lol... think the whole class can hear la~ omg... scary leh~ 吓到~ lol.. then start trickin everyone... lol... aiya dun sae who kana scare la... lol.. juz a lot.. hahaa!!!
gaga!
CAUTION : those anti-fahrenheit de dun read!
maybe i shouldnt hate him.. maybe i should juz like him... mild likin... would tat be ok? whould things get better? askin me to give tat up is very diff... i think it would take mths... someone i defended for and loved so much.. oh wait, can i call it love? or is it mere admire very much? someone who made me rmb everything abt him... ok, not everything, like birthdate, height, past life blabla... someone who made many ppl know i love him tat much... someone i tried to not like so much once, and succeeded... someone whom i looked at during my sad times to make myself smile... someone who i was super crazy for once... someone whom i always hope i would see once... someone whom i dreamt abt tat dae... someone whom made me make a newspaper cuttin book abt him once... someone whose name is jiro wang...
but still, i can't believe its cuz of him... maybe i should ask the whole world if i really love(?) him too much... maybe i should mass send tmr.. maybe i should.. if the ans i get is yes, my fault. if not, then things are worsen...
succeeded in not emo-in in sch todae... keep forcin myself to forget bout tat...
saw someone emo-in todae. wonder wat happened.. wanted to console tat person... but was afraid that i would make things worse...
tats all... nite everyone, again... good luck for the test tmr~! :]
p.s. i love you ...
9:53:00 PM
