todae... nth much... juz tat i emo-ded when i reached sch or rather on my way to sch till recess or maybe even lunch, worse, till now... figured sth out when i was goin to sch.. i wonder if my guess is correct... think it is though... ok, maybe not tat dun dare part, but still, i think i might be correct...
chi sap.. my compo is badly done... half playin half writin... if i fail tiz time round, i wont be surprised... tokin 'bout chi... we're gettin our results nxt week... probably... after what i asked and after wat seow lao shi said... think it's nxt week... scary... wat if i score like a F9?! omgosh la... i'm prepared for the worse...
was quite 'grr' todae... i said to stop... but it still continues... haix...
then after sch played vball... lol. i still as lan as ever... should really learn to stop shoutin and squatin down when the ball's hit to me.. kae, dunno how explain tat...
while playin, forgot who said can see the sun rays.. and yupp, its really dere... and at one pt of time, the sun+clouds became a heart shape... super cool...
nw, the emo post...
i've stopped tryin.. seems like watever i do i wrong... maybe i'm just too stupid to think of some good ways... damn tired... *omgosh.. slaps mouth 2times* would anything happen 1 and a half hrs later? ha.. maybe its forgotten... 相当年 i still keep 盼望 tiz dae would reach faster.. then my grand plan.. i can use it... but nw, 算了吧。。。 不可能的。。。
felt like crying dunno how many times in sch todae... felt like shoutin dunno how many times in sch todae... felt like not laughin for the whole dae todae... felt like juz lyin on the table and do nth for the whole dae todae... how i wish i can tell the teacher i'm sick todae and then i can do tat...
how can someone who do not know what happened solve the problem.. i thought and thought, and all i can think abt is tat.. and onli tat... looks like no one's helpin me to solve tat... 只得靠自己。。。 cuz, my quote, 不要把自己的痛苦建在别人的痛苦上。。。 yupps... unless someone comes straight into my face(?) and ask me what happen... maybe i would share... probably i wont...
tats all.... oh wait.. juz wish those who are sick, have a speedy recovery and get well soon and faster get high.. lol.. kae nvm.. random...
p.s. i love you ...
iwannalie.. iwannalieonurshoulderagain...
itisverydifficult... ithink...
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